somehow the fever+flu still did not reduce and i tried another "healing strategy" which turn off the fan, use a blanket to cover my whole body while sleeping.
when i wake up again at 11.20am, my body seems to be still in the "hot mode" and i just took a Panadol again after ate something.
well, it does help to cure my fever and i just hope it will not get any worst later on.
during the afternoon, mother cooked "Min Hun Ker" (板面) noodles as our lunch.
then i just check on some news and information again.
it seems that i still haven get the confirmation for my SHU application although i key in all the necessary information and submitted it yesterday.
anyways, i would like to share something about "Loneliness VS Masturbation" issues after i stumble upon few articles online.
well, loneliness is a complex and usually unpleasant emotional that response to isolation such as having and anxious feelings about a lack of connectivity or communication with other people, both in the present and extending into the future.
somehow this kind of lonely emotions can become a prison to a person because it can cause them to keep "dwelling" (dwell) of their past story and bring it to the present stage.
everyday we view our lives, make decisions, make social contacts through a fragmented emotional state and if we do not seek help, some of those decisions will be costly and may remain with us all our lives just like what i had experience before.
as for masturbation, it is the sexual stimulation of the genitals, usually to the point of orgasm where the stimulation can be performed using the hands, fingers, everyday objects, or dedicated sex toys.
somehow i do feel it is "okay" to talk about this kind of topic as i grow older and studies have found that masturbation is frequent in humans of both sexes and all ages.
most of the time people will relate lonely with masturbation as it can generate "Sexual Fantasies" when a person dwell on a sexual encounters.
the step in overcome masturbation is to realize why are you masturbate whether is it because you are feeling lonely or is it because you are gratified of some perfect sexual partner which you do not have in real life.'
moreover, you have to understand that masturbation does prevent loneliness and such fantasies but it does not bring you a perfect partner.
on the other hand, if you did not have any choice to "hold" your "hamsapness/pervert" feelings, then don't where you will have an alternative to buy some "adult product" to satisfy your "needs".
well, you can take a visits to Adam & Eve website to satisfy your 18+ needs.
the layout of the website is quite user friendly and the response for clicks is fast.
furthermore, there are various of categories to choose from as you can see picture below.
furthermore, they also provide money back guarantee during the first 90 days of ownership.
at last, they provide Discreet Brown-Box Shipping where the orders are delivered in unmarked envelopes and boxes to preserve your privacy.
this is important to the receiver as if you are staying with your parents, you will not want anyone to know that you got buy the adult related products.
so have you ready to masturbate on another lonely Friday night? (LOL)
the moment i woke up again was 8.10pm and have the noodles again as my dinner.
in conclusion, i just hope that i can faster recover from my illness as there is still one more day for me to rest because i will be start working on this coming Monday.
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