then i just quickly get myself prepared to work by taking the bus to Wangsa Maju as usual.
around 9.10am i arrived KL Sentral and found a quite nice marble cake to eat as my breakfast where it only cost for RM1.40 per piece. (guess i will buy it everyday after this)
well, this week was almost the end of my first week of working in new company but i seems to be in a "blur" (not clear) condition while working.
somehow i do feel that the reason for company to hire me was to get all of my previous working experience about marketing and my task is keep contribute new ideas instead of learning from others people.
besides, a "headhunter" company phoned me during the morning and asked me whether interest to work in another company when they look on my resume.
guess it was true that seldom employee will hire or interview others people before Chinese New Year and i just feel that life is opportunity whereby it is always depend on yourself to decide what job you want to do.
therefore a good personalities played an important role when come to work because you need to have a positive mindset of learning no matter how hard it is.
around 12.35pm i went to have my lunch at Homie Recipe noodles shop in the Sooka Sentral again.
well, the noodles do taste nice but it was quite expensive as it cost about RM8.90 and the portion seems to be quite little.
upon back office, i just continue my working related stuff although i faced difficulties and frustration while researching Chinese advertising keywords for the upcoming game launching for next week since my Chinese was quite weak.
moreover, i don't have any senior to ask about because it was my job scope to create a "creative keyword" that can attract the attention from others people.
frankly speaking, i do envy about some colleagues as a "Game Master" (GM) in the game as their job scope was to monitor the inside activities and can always play game.
perhaps what i want is to do a easy job instead of working hard but i know that if i can handle my "marketing plan and execution" well, i can overcome all problem no matter which company i join.
however, i feel that the "dark side" of a marketing job is when the result of your planning does not go well, you will eventually become the "black sheep" (替死鬼) which is the person to blame for the failure.
around 6.45pm i make a move from office and meet my sister at Masjid Jamek LRT.
then we took another LRT to Bandar Tasik Selatan as her car was parked there.
well, i do have a lot of conversation with my sister as usual and she was the only who know that i express my feeling through blogging but she never visits my blog.
anyways, i get "shoot" (scold) from her because i don't appreciate much about the things i have and always keep talking empty instead of taking action to do something.
somehow i do feel what she said was quite true that about having a "positive law of attraction" is very important as she was "shoot" by his husband's sister asking her whether she have a dream or not.
it is because his husband's sister was quite a successful "direct sales" (Axway) seller as she bought many property despite her education level was low.
for example, when she have a dream to buy an expensive condominium, she will take the picture of it and look it everyday to remind herself to achieve it one day.
in the end, she have made it and the next target was to buy a Q5 Audi car and i guess that's the different between a successful people and a "poor" people like me as i always having negative thought.
however, i start to realized that why so many people want to go clubbing or high classes place was to get rich contact because most of the people there was too rich and if you go promote your product there, it is much easier than any other place as you just need to know how to socialize by "drinking" and others.
therefore the key to success might need to depend on finding rich people or if being a pioneer in business.
for example, why Kennysia blog so famous last time was because he was among the first to blog and there is not much people connected with social media website when compare to now.
moreover, Facebook has allowed anyone to create a page more easier than a blog that had become one of the reason why blogging has lost it glory and going to "die" soon.
somehow i think i have realized a lot of stuff that happening around through my own personal blogging experience despite most of my post was quite childish.
in fact, i feel that anyone also can become famous as long as you're rich.
for example, Danny Choo might not be famous if he did not came from rich family as his dad was the famous shoemaker Datuk Jimmy Choo.
this is because if you did not have money to travel around, don't have DSLR camera, how would you be able to even have the financial support to blog about the culture in Tokyo right?
furthermore, this also happen same to me as how can i express myself using blog if i did not have any internet connection and this might explain the theory of "everything that happens is somehow related to something" right? (guess i am butthurt of others people success? >.<)
on the other hand, i feel that this is happening the same to the Politician story.
for example, you might ask why it looks so peaceful when under the government control during last time and the answer seems to be because "no one know the true story" when compared to now.
if i am not mistaken, last time i will trust whatever news on the television or the newspaper but not now due to the variety source of information.
then here comes the opposition that keep reveal a lot of private and confidential information about "ugly truth" of the government although i not sure whether what they said was real or not as no one would really know but certainly a Change is needed.
anyways, i feel quite funny to see my friend said "Police are gangster without license. Politician is business man without modal and with big income. Resident of Malaysia is like the road side of dog and cat. (LOL)
finally i arrived back home at 8.10pm and mother cooked a delicious dinner for us as below.
during the night, i do feel quite tired as i did not sleep much recently.
besides, i do feel thankful to the friend who helped me pass all my SHU related application as today was the deadline since i was working for the whole week. (depend on luck+$$ whether i can go UK or not)
around 10.30pm is the Chan Fong's (大城心事) story sharing program and below was the recording podcast from it.
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1) 第一位：林小姐～工作問題，她上司認為她是個女強人，對她的期望非常之高而且給她很大的壓力是她無法承受；現在她想轉行卻不知道該怎樣做出決定。【陳峰大哥建議她找回相同的行業然後試試看換到別家公司（找另一個新老闆）去嘗試同一個職位，比較興趣跟工作是沒有連帶性關係和直接的掛鉤】>>> Here.
2) 第二位：歡太～家裡事，她說這兩年多來都過得很不開心，她聲稱自己母親自從她在結婚後對她的態度就有極大的變化；就連她丈夫弄骯髒她家廁所的那種雜碎事都要給她臉色看甚至是對她惡言惡語。【陳峰大哥覺得她自己本身都有問題，不應該和老人家計較爭執；也許是之前有發生夠一些些的小問題累積而成導致】>>> Here.
3) 第三位：楊小姐（正在拍拖已經三年 / 目前和男友同居）～整體來說，就是自從她和男朋友同居後很不滿意他家裡人經常吃掉她買回去的食物和用她買回去的日用品，她非常不滿意男友家人對她這樣的行為最後因此還牽扯到倆人之間的感情問題。【總的來說，就連面子書上的網友聽完之後都批評她是個太計較的人；另一方面，陳峰大哥還置評她說是個很大小姐的脾氣更覺得她是個斤斤計較的人（陳峰大個勸她凡事忍一忍不要太計較應該改變自己的想法和態度面對他們）】>>> Here.
4) 第四位：（某位大約三十多歲的小姐）～她有著個很複雜的背景和過去也曾經做過雞，然後現在交了一個男朋友爲了不想讓對方知道那些不而選擇隱瞞對方，她不知道這樣做是對還是錯；自己的心態上又覺得很難受不好過（因為現在她懷孕了）。【陳峰大哥覺得她應該坦白從寬告訴對方也會令自己好過一些，放下過去的包袱踏踏實實的走出黑暗；至於接受與否就要考驗對方對她真心的程度了】
5) 第五位：阿利（上個拜五才播過電話進來說自己是有兩個太太跑掉一個的）～他今天打電話來只是要延續上次的那段故事。【陳峰大哥還是一而再的強調，勸告他一定要忘記那個女人（所謂的“她”）因為那個女人有可能是存心是來騙財的】>>> Here.
6) 第六位：張小姐（最後一位）（新加坡打電話來的 / 曾經離過婚）～她目前交了一個新的男朋友，只是她不能接受對方的一個壞習慣就是很喜歡看女孩子，他們時常因為這個原因而吵架。【陳峰大哥不認為男人看其他的女人並無大礙，畢竟那個男人除了愛看美女之外也沒有其他的壞習慣和不良嗜好，如果能夠的話就把自己那種活在個人完美主義的心態調整到工作上就好了】>>> Here.
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as for the "Cheryl Lee Xin Yi" (李欣怡) 2 hour recording podcast on my yesterday post, i had failed to upload as the file was on my KL house and it was error. (maybe i will fix it when i go back)
somehow i do feel that the more i read/listen on others people story, the more i realize how immature i was as a 23 years old guy.
perhaps only time can make someone really grown up to become more mature and that's explain why "old uncle" (30++) tends to be more attractive to girls.
in conclusion, i just feel that how much more i can express my feelings through blogging and looks like there is not much benefits other than just "throwing out my inner rubbish" or some sponsored post?
maybe the answer for me to keep continue writing was because i just don't want to work or do anything? (might just run away one day, just a matter of time)
=P