! A Growing Teenager Diary !

today i woke up at 7.20am.
actually yesterday i was having a terrible mood especially when i was trying to sleep.
as i finish written my blog post and sleep around 11.20pm, i was awakens by my room mate's call from his "girl girl" around 12.15am and i was trying to endure my feeling that time but ended up "beh tahan" (can't stand anymore) and told him to go outside to talk.
then eventually i fall asleep but woke up again around 2am by his "girl girl" call again since he talking back on the room and i just take my ES revision to go out the living room for study instead of asking him to go out.
honestly, if i ask him go out it is like showing that i am "envy about he can talk with girls" while i am bothering him for talking right?
somehow my feeling for that moment was like "Tar college girls no need sleep meh at midnight?"

besides, the feelings of "self-pity" mood came back again where i talking to myself that "See lah, no wonder till now no girlfriend that i keep envy other people cause a "geng" strong people will try to solve the problem instead of whining like a small little girl in blogging world and to be specific, guy won't do this kind of thing.
then i told myself that today was the last day of 2012 before New Year, "lonelyreload" (me) can don't be so calculative or not yet i was already a senior.
sometime i just feeling myself quite "funny" that i can store my anger until the night time only can express out partly because i had written some note on my phone in order to "store" those feeling and this note was written during the midnight while the weather still raining as shown below.

in the end, the person who "lost" was only myself and i keep told myself don't be "sxhai" because i should spend time to study instead of keep thinking those small stuff.

finally it had ends around 4am and i went to sleep and finally woke up again at 7.20am.
then i do my final revision for the entrepreneur test and make a move around 8.30am to the venue.
as i get the paper, i was feeling quite relief because i know how to do the question such as writing 8 characteristic of entrepreneur, 8 myths of entrepreneur, ways to protect the intellectual property, how to marketing a franchise.
well, the first thing i do was giving full concentration on the financial part and was happy that i can able to make the account balance in the end but it had used me almost 1 hour and 15 minute for that question.
then i quickly write down the other part answer in a "super turbo" mode since the time left only 2 hour to do the other question.
moreover, i was thankful to my tutor that he advice us to do the financial part first before other thing else.

somehow i just feel the writing style for the exam question was like my blogging style especially when i writing the the marketing plan for the "Tung Ku King" question that about selling mushroom cultivation kit where i recall back my experience of Mushroom Cultivation at Johor Tarc few month ago.
overall i was so confidence that i will at least pass or even score an A for this Entrepreneurial Skills repeat examination and finally can say "bye bye" to the ABDM5234 code.
as i arrive at home, i went out to refill my water and bought economy rice as my lunch.
later on, a friend phoned whether want to go out and i joined although i was feeling quite tired.
around 6.30pm we make a move from house and went to Pizza Hut to have our dinner while waiting another friend to back from work.
after that, we went to KL Festival to see the movie available but ended up drive to Wangsa Maju.

the movie that i choose was "Upside Down" movie and below was the synopsis for the movie.
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Adam a seemingly ordinary guy in a very extraordinary universe. He lives humbly trying to make ends meet, but his romantic spirit holds on to the memory of a girl he met once upon a time from another world, an inverted affluent world with its own gravity, directly above but beyond reach... a girl named Eve. That childhood flirtation becomes an impossible love. But when he catches a glimpse of grown-up Eve on television, nothing will get in the way of getting her back. The most anticipated sci-fi film of 2012 with the new mind boggling visual effects that will set a new standard in sci-fi film.
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while watching the movie around 9.20pm, it is quite nice in my point of view since i like sci-fi film although the movie have many loopholes.

furthermore, i like the story line which is like a guy having 1 hour to love a girl before he burned to death.
another thing i feel quite interesting about the movie was there is two world where the Up world refer to the rich society while the Down world is the poor society.
however, the thing i dislike from the movie was about the Malaysia censorship for the "kissing scene" and below was some scene of it.

moreover, you can have a look of the "Upside Down" movie trailer as below or the link >>> Here.

overall i would rate this movie as 4 out of 5 stars because i like love story with sci-fi movie.
finally i arrived back home at 11.30pm and having the "New Year countdown" for new year at the top roof at 12am as below.

guess the KLCC was having the longest duration for it's fireworks show.

on the other hand, i do read back on my last year post for 2011 Countdown at Genting and it does leave me some "emos" feelings.
honestly, until now i will still thinker about "her" whenever i feel "lonely" since i don't any girl to think about especially when it coming to 14th January.
seriously every year i have a vision that i will eventually forget about it when i am success to chase a girl but looks like nothing change much for this year.
in fact, my "whining" feeling for her had made the top 1 in Google search for "goodbye" keyword as below that will eventually link to that "most sad day of my life about her" but i tend to wondering is this what i want after so long to let people see my weakness?

furthermore, most of the people will choose to earn GA $$ when come to SEO but my SEO is for whining.

perhaps i did not grow much for my so call "a growing teenager trying to have some improvement in Malaysia" goals although i have completed all the 2012 post for this year.
somehow i do have another feeling but want to express in a Chinese sentences which is "在我心里，只有我自己正真知道谁对我真心或假意。有些时候不喜欢那些人一直说没有钱，可是明明是有钱，更觉得自己也很矛盾到底自己也是不是那种人？很多时候，我真的很想回去从前再改过一些东西，或许能改变一些东西，可是也知道是没有可能的事实".
maybe Steve Job was right about "Stay hungry, Stay foolish" so that i can be taking more initiative to have a change in my life and planning my next journey because after this exam, i really need to find job or else i will "die".
besides, this year is quite different because having 366 post since every 4 years will have 366 days instead of 365 days.
somehow i was wondering whether i still want to continue to whine for next year?
at last, two more paper to go before i can talk about my degree related things.
the conclusion for today post actually it is like giving myself a "self review" of what happening on this year 2012.
in fact, being too concern about some "small stuff" will only bring myself down and as i blogged more and more post, it is quite "sucks" too to discover own weakness/disgusting attitude and yet doing nothing.
T.T

today i woke up at 11.45am.
well, i would like to wish you all to have a Happy New Year 2013 and looking at the date 01-01-13 tends to be making myself more nervous as i still left 2 days to sit for the next exam paper.
however, i was "procrastinate" again during the afternoon after having my lunch around 1pm.
actually i was having a "stye" (针眼) disease in my eye line and still finding ways to cure it as i phoned back home ask my mother about it.
besides, i do get laughed by my housemate as the reason of having such disease is watching too much ~~porn~~ movie during the night time.
according to Wiki, an external stye or sty is an infection of the sebaceous glands of Zeis at the base of the eyelashes or an infection of the apocrine sweat glands of Moll. (i was like wtf is that~LOL)

anyways, my mother advice me to buy some eye drop relief medicine to cure it and the traditional way of Chinese culture to cure it was picking the "brown rice" (糙米) and slightly point at the eyelid 7 time with throwing back after finish use it.
besides, my brother phoned me from Vietnam and the new mini iPad had been shipped to my hometown house at Klang.
at first i plan to go back home to ~~play~~ "check" it but as i think deeper, i should be study instead of keep playing+fooling around.
on the other hand, he advice me to find the job that is related to my previous jobs because it will "make my resume ugly" when i told him that i plan to work in some local bank at the cashier counter.
well, i don't really sure but just feel what he say tends to be sound legit.

for example, he say that if a guy work in "pasar malam", then change to work as bank cashier, next changed to construction, then change again to programming field, he tends to be having less specialization (专业) in the field he study and it is hard for employee to hire them since he can change job in a short time.
moreover, Chan Fong also said before in his seminar talk that in order to be having more competitive advantage in the working working, don't be so diversification as you can see if you want to buy some baby shop product, will you choose a specialize baby shop or normal Jusco shopping mall?
this concept can be applied in the same theory in a way that "would you prefer to cut your hair at a reputable Zing/others saloon or a RM5 old barber shop" right?
well, it was true that you might say "no money lah" to buy at specialized shop but the truth is if you really want to earn big money, specialize in a certain thing will truly having more competitive advantage in business.

furthermore, our Y generation nowadays seems to be more rich than the previous generation and i can foresee people having more high purchasing power to buy expensive stuff.
anyways, it is just based on my own opinion and does not represent anything but i feel so "funny" at myself like talking as a successful business man.
in fact, i tend to be "poor" soon as i keep burning working salary and no income since September when come back Tarc to study.
besides, i would like to share an interesting picture about "The Success Indicator" that reflect a successful person and unsuccessful person as below.

guess it was right that my "whining blog" will only "kill" myself or make myself to become a more worst person in the end if i still continue to share my opinion.

another thing that i feel quite true about why girls like to show off their great body nowadays was because it is not easy to maintain and every girl only get young once in a life time.
therefore i might understand why some of them were willing to get "nude" and let those ~~pervert~~ professional photographer to take their picture. (i might be professional photographer one day when i buy the DSLR camera and might can be professional enough to take those ~~nude~~ artistic picture)
furthermore, when those girl post their good body picture on those social media platform, they can motivate other girl to keep fit and eventually getting more attention from those slim beauty hair care for advertisement or "professional" photographer to approach them.
around 5pm i make a move from house to Tarc library for study but it seems that they had closed for today because it was a public holiday for new year.

anyways, i phoned one of my classmate and asked whether got group study or not.

then i drive to PV8 to take the summary note for the coming exam.

somehow i realized that why some people tends to get a good result although they did not study much and the answers seems to be by finding those hardworking/good/smart student to study together.

moreover, i am thankful to my ES classrap too for letting me to join them and it is no doubt they can be the distinction student if you saw the notes/preparation that they made.
therefore i think i will eventually pass my Entrepreneurship exam this time.
after that, i went to Genting Klang to print the SMDM note and have my dinner there.
then i drive back to PV8 for passing back the note and continue drive to Wangsa Maju to buy the eye drop medicine for my stye disease.

unfortunately the clinic there don't allow me to buy because they wanted me to see doctor and i don't wish to because it is quite expensive.
then i just drive to Jusco Wangsa Maju to buy the medicine at Watson and some others thing.
overall today i had spend almost RM60+ in various type of thing.
finally i arrived back home at 8pm and went to sleep after take the medicine.
the moment i woke up again was 10.20pm and found some solution on "How to get rid of a stye" and other information online.
well, there was various type of way to cure it such as "Put a little bit of hot water on a paper towel and put it on your eye for ten to 10-20 minutes, have a warm bath/shower by letting the warm water to touch it, use a wrapped hard boiled egg to put on it, chloraphenicol eye drops" and others.

anyways, i think the answer to cure the stye was always related to something warm put at the eyelid.
suddenly i just recall back about something related to beautiful girls stuff as i was walking/shopping alone at Jusco when i saw why those "moderate looking+bigger size" guy tend to be having beautiful girlfriend.
well, i think the answer if whether "you dare or not to ask/flirt" with those girl that pass by.
for example, when you see someone you like just pass by you, would you be dare to ask "hi, can we be friend/get your contact" to the girl.
so if the girl don't like you, you just need to find another girl until get one and i believe that if those "girls" are too lonely, they might be consider you or give you a try to be their boyfriend since no one chase them.
therefore i told myself not to "whine" so much because i don't even dare to ask after failed to chase a girl and still want to continue to write about it for the year 2013. (don't want link the Goodbye Miss post liao)

somehow i seems to be lose faith in love as i seems to understand/heard/saw so much different kind of example.
there is one thing which is quite true when you ask yourself that "would you really want to have just one relationship with a girl for your entire life?" and the answer is still depends on different people.
before i end my post, i would like to share an interesting video about "The End of Poverty?" as below or the link >>> Here.

well, the video sound meaningful to me although there is so much negative and positive opinion about it.
in conclusion for this new year 2013, it seems to be just another 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days, 8760 hours, 525600 minutes and 3,153,600 seconds of hearbreaks, progress and new experiences to me.

at last, i still hoping that my Scomi (7158) stock will rise since i still making lost and if it still don't rise, i really need to eat "grass liao" for it. (can blogging influence people to buy this share? >.<)
anyways, i should see it in a positive way rather than keep having the frustration feeling on it and hope i can be better in this New Year 2013.
=D

today i woke up at 10.20am.
then i get myself prepared and have some biscuit as my breakfast.
somehow i continue to "procrastinate" a while although knowing that i should study when i wake up.
actually i seems to be quite particular about the way i use my time as every time i wake up, i will update the links of my blog to my FB page, then read on some other blogger's blog to know how they went through their life before doing the important stuff such as study.
besides, i just use the hot water to cure my "stye disease" that i infected yesterday and feel that it had cure a bit by getting smaller on the wound.
while looking to some blogs, i just realize there is a Malaysia Social Media week (MSMW) events happening (26th February-1 March 2013) where anyone can vote their favourite blogger.

honestly, i do feel "jelly" when saw some blogger that i read being nominated while my blog not even in the list where they can stand a chance to win some free gifts and award for the events at Berjaya Times Square KL next month.
then i just asked myself back is this the reason i blog to win something and it seems like not and i do asked myself again that "do you really want to show your real face/identity by using your whining blog+diary" since it is so personal stuff for myself right?
in fact, my blog had been rejected so badly in forum where the admin keep delete my account every time i share my opinion but i keep continue to express by create new ID using various type of PC and just told myself that don't care what's other people said since i am doing what i like where no one will give a damn about your life.

around 3.40pm i get myself prepared and went to Tarc library to study for the coming SMDM exam.
somehow i do feel it is quite hard to memorize those theory and phoned a friend whether can study together.
then i make a move from there around 6.50 and we went to Mc Donalds Melati to study.
well, i do feel it is good to have discussion for the study related as it can strengthen my memory to memorize those different theory such as criteria of having sustainable competitive advantage, Ansoff model, BCG, product life cycle, segmentation fit for implementation, brand leverage and pricing strategy.
finally i arrived back home at 10.30pm and just read on some news and information.
there is an article that i feel quite interesting to read about "What does it feel like to be a self-made millionaire under the age of 25" and also feel they might be right about something.
anyways, it is still a long way journey for myself to be able to experience about how they feel at their level.

before i end my post, i would like to share an meaningful short film about "Money Can Buy Love" as below or the link >>> Here.

basically the video was about a the girl "dumped" his poor boyfriend in order to chase for fame to get a better chance to work in the actress industry.
there is few thing can be quite true when she said that "can love fill your stomach? can love pay your rental? can love raise her old parents?" in that film.
moreover, i feel it sounds quite legit that "Human need to learn how to survive, then only qualify to chase the life you want where love tend to be just a small part of your life" in there.
in the end, the girl who want to be fame tends to be "played" a lot by those rich guy and seems to be not happy although she had satisfy her material needs.

furthermore, the video had reflected a great sentences about "Love can bought by money, affection can be cultivated through sleeping" (爱情是买回来的，感情是睡出来的) that worth to be thought about.
however, i also seems to understand about why those 30~40 years old uncle tends to be more attractive to those 18~28 young girls than those guy who was having similar same age like those young girl.
moreover, it might be true that most of the guy will only be more financially stable when they reach 30 years old+ and no doubt they will prefer those girls who younger than them.
so for those immature/childish/weak guy like me, i think we can only chase those girl who having lesser knowledge than us.
perhaps i had finally understand about something related to "chasing girl skills" but most of it require some money especially if you're live in city area.

for example, if "lonelyreload" today drive a BMW go out when dating a girl, the chances of getting the girl seems to be quite high but i might face a problem that "the girl wants you was for your money" but i believe that "he" also understand and the theory was like "give and take" situation.
anyways, please note that all the things that i express here was just purely my imaginative thought and does not represent anything.
in fact, no people really knows the answer to life as there is so much of thought, human opinion and full of probability.
over time, i do know that blogging is just a leisure time for myself and it is very time consuming to write down all the thoughts i have everyday.
at last, Love seems to be having lots of thought in mind but no guts to express while Exam have lots of guts to express but no thoughts in mind as shown picture below.

today i woke up at 9.20am.
somehow i just told myself to cut short of my online activities after updates those links and just can read few blogger's blog post.
besides, today was the official launch day of Ragnarok Online 2 Legend of Second open beta test Malaysia in Malaysia.
in fact, the games is opened to only Malaysia, Singapore, Thailand and Vietnam instead of other country due to the agreement with of game's developer from Gravity Co Ltd.
well, i just told myself not to "procrastinate" again because inside my heart i was plan to wait until 1pm and play a while before go to study.
therefore i just "forced" myself to make a move from home at 12.10pm to have my lunch at college.

while i reach the new canteen 1, it seems that the Tarc Marrybrown still haven open yet but it is the Tarc Snowflake that seems to be start their business operation there.
anyways, the price seems to be no different with outside as i though it might be cheaper.
after having some noodles as my lunch, i walked to Tarc library to continue study my SMDM subject because it was the last day before i sit for the exam tomorrow.
honestly, my feeling at that moment was quite frustrating as my mind keep thinking want to play the RO2 as there is so much events and prize to win at there.
anyways, i just told myself that "does playing games or scoring good result for exam" is more important for me and it does "cools" me down from thinking anymore about it.
moreover, i also think back my mission to come back Tarc for study was to hope that i can graduate right?

around 4pm i was quite tired and went down ordered a cup of hot Milo from the Tarc vending machine where it had eventually made me energetic again to continue study.
somehow my study was all about memorize those theory and business startegy.
during the night at 6.30pm, i went to have my lunch at Tarc Papparich express and just feel like all the things i do today seems to be so related to Tarc.
finally i make a move around 8.10pm and had some chat with my ex-housemate when i reach home where i enjoyed the conversation with him.
after that, i just login few minutes at the RO2 to observe a bit of the games insides since i saw so many people posted about it and created a character as shown below.

besides, the wallpaper from the Ragnarok 2 was quite nice as you can see below.

actually i was planning to find some bot or hack from it but it seems like the game is different from first version of it whereby the quest experience is more than killing monster.
anyways, you might can have a try to play it at their official website http://ro2.playpark.net/ but i just can hold my breath until exam finish only will touch it.

furthermore, you can have a look of their "First English Ragnarok Online 2 Service" trailer as below or the link >>> Here.

on the other hand, i do feel a bit unhappy about the Kopitiam forum stuff but looks like my "anger" has eventually reduces when times goes by.
somehow just have a feeling that "you need to be smart enough and understand the rules" and if i being banned again, i will just create another ID on it.
at last, i just hope tomorrow i will perform well on my exam and quickly went to sleep as i finish written this post at 11pm.
=D

today i woke up at 7.30am.
actually i still remember yesterday night i was having difficulties to sleep just like how i gone through my Entrepreneurship exam that day partly because of my room mate.
in fact, it is almost the same like that day whereby i sleep around 11.10pm yesterday and woke up by his call with from his "girl girl" at 12.30am.
eventually i told him that i need to sleep rather keeping inside heart or need to "pretend" that i am sleeping.
however, i just can't fall asleep back and this have made me to drag until 2am and again he phone call with his girl again.
then i don't feel to "scold" him again and just went outside to read the SMDM examination thing.
finally i am able to sleep around 3.20am midnight and that's how i woke up at 7.30am today.

around 8am i get myself prepared and walked to the PA block to wait for the exam.
as i read the SMDM exam question around 9am, i was feeling quite happy because most of the study guideline had came out.
during the moment when i answer question, i seems to be "stuck" at reading the case study and it had eventually took me about 1 hour to finish just the first question 1)a which it made me start to feel panic.
in the end, i manage to finish it but my confident level keep dropping when the time seems to be keep running very fast.
moreover, i just feel that no matter how great the tutor can give the study guidelines, if i can't related those theory with the case also seems to be no use right?
somehow i do feel moody after the exam because i have a bad feelings of my answer is wrong.

seriously i also asked myself that "Tarc college exam question got so hard or not? Even tutor got give some tips i also cannot do?" and it left me having a "down" mood when i came out of the exam while my friend keep say that it is so easy.
in deed it is no doubt that the question is easy but i just don't really can write it much and just hope that i will at least pass my Tarc Strategic Marketing and Decision Making repeat examination so that no need see the ABDT5134 code anymore.

upon back home, my housemate keep talk about the Ragnarok Online 2 OBT Malaysia server but i just don't have much interest to talk about it after the exam.
after having my lunch, i just my phone's timer for 40 minutes timer because i want to rest a while before continue to study for the BF final exam paper tomorrow.

the moment i woke up again was 4pm and i decided to go to Tarc library for study.
as i reach the library around 5.10pm, i was difficulties to do the calculation part for the BF exam.
then i asked my current classrap whether have any group study or anyone can help in revision and he gave me few number.
after some moment, i finally get a friend that can help but she was a girl.
around 6.30pm i went to Tarc Papparich express to have my favourite curry noodles with chicken slice that only cost for RM3.80.
then i went to a friend house to study the BF exam related things.
somehow i just have an awkward feelings when my classrap send me a message that the girl complain to him that don't simply give her number to guy but the fact is she is teaching me beside.

moreover, i also feel myself tends to be so "thick face" by keep asking those people that i never talk before to teach me.
anyways, i just quickly study as my as i could and hope that the guidelines will help much as it was my last hope to pass the exam.
finally i arrived back home at 9.10pm and feel quite tired.
somehow today was known as "Love day" as it is good to confess to the people you like because it it means "I Love You Forever" (我爱你一生一世) in Chinese for the date [20130104]
besides, i would like to share an interesting video about "17 Reasons You're Single" and why you're still forever alone until now as below or the link >>> Here.

some of the reason mentioned in the video sound like reflecting myself.

well, the reason might be true as those "lonely" people are too childish, too creepy, too geeky, too loud, too soft, too picky, tooth picky, height problems, too emotional, emotionless, not hot enough, not cool enough, mommy's boy, too desperate, overly attached, friend-zone and too shy.
lastly i would like to listen to Chan Fong (大城心事) story but i can't since i want to concentrate study for my last examination paper for tomorrow.
anyways, i can still listen back the recording podcast of the story after tomorrow as below.
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1) 第一位：阿超～他太太覺得他幫朋友的忙幫得太過份不管什麽大小事和問題從來都沒有理由拒絕還有說“不”，很多時他自己都覺得很為難；可能是他的心腸太軟導致。 >>> Here.

2) 第二位：阿輝～他從瑞士打電話回來的，話說自己在那裡這樣跳飛機當客的工作生涯也已經有兩年之久，可能是因為本身患有賭博的惡習所以打拼到今時今日都還沒有存到足夠的金錢回國（他很想回家只是身不由己）。>>> Here.

3) 第三位：Jenny～她是從新加坡打電話進來的，故事的內容大概是在公司裡上班受到老闆身邊紅人的威脅令她覺得很不服和不甘心。>>> Here.

4) 第四位：Wong～問題(1):他和太太一起做生意的，但是最近他覺得最近生意越變越差沒有突破，可能是自己的要求太高所以認為生意還沒達到預期理想中的要求和進步的業績。。。～～～問題(2):他在煩惱自己父母最近鬧離婚的事情。>>> Here.

5) 第五位：阿媚（越南人 / 育有一個孩子 / 全職家庭主婦）～丈夫在新加坡做工一個星期只回家三次，自從她嫁來大馬之後就一直和家公家婆同住，時常會不經意發生很多爭執和摩擦；她曾經有對丈夫要求搬出去一起同住但是卻遲遲沒有消息也沒有任何的改變令她覺得極度難受。>>> Here.

6) 第六位：阿怡～她身邊有個同事和她在同一個部門一起工作，但是對方經常製造問題給她收拾，她已經忍無可忍想要向對方宣戰展開攻擊。>>> Here.

7) 第七位（最後一位）：陳先生（自雇人士）～是他工廠裡有兩個大小頭手的關係，因為大頭手在外面搞了一些生意所以經常就藉故提早下班，加上大頭手可能會隨時帶走另一個技術成熟的員工的緣故所以兩頭煩，小頭手更是為此感到非常不滿。>>> Here.
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in conclusion, i just hope everything will be fine because after my exam, i shall be busy sending resume ~~begging~~ finding for job as my financial funds will be run out soon.
T.T

today i woke up at 6.30am.
somehow i do feel quite tired as i awaken because yesterday sleep at 4am since i was facing some difficulties to fall asleep around 12am and decided to study for the exam.
anyways, i just continue to keep practice the calculation question and make a move at 8.30am.
as i reach the venue hall around 8.50am, i quickly open up the question and feel so happy because all the things i study+practice had came out.
therefore i just do it will a strong confident and finished it as early as 11am.
overall i was so sure that i will definitely pass my Tarc Business Finance repeat examination and finally can say "bye bye" to the ABMF4024 code.
in fact, i think i will score A+ for this exam paper and just told myself for not thinking of my past story again.

overall i can give rate from 100% passing confident to lower as it start from BF, ES, ECM and finally SMDM examination.
as i arrived home, i just started to play the Ragnarok Online 2 as there is a Free 5000 RO2 cash for every verified PlayID account or Facebook account with at least ONE Level 10 character by 6th January 2013, 0259hrs (+8 GMT) according to their website.
around 1.30pm i went to have my lunch at the nearby shop and do have a thought that "can i really become a hawker selling food" because they too faced a lot of difficulties such as wake up early prepare the raw ingredient, endure those oily cooking environment and others factors.
when i arrive home, i continue to play it although i know i should start to find jobs to "feed" myself but i seems to be distracted with the RO2.

around 4pm my room mate told me that my ex-housemate car's window has been broken down by thief.
then i just went out to see his condition and i just feel the place that i staying was not very safe.
moreover, the thief had broken the whole car's joystick into half as he had failed to steal the whole car as i thought the thief was just plan to steal some part.
somehow i think i learned a lesson that never show out your wealth in a material way and it is good to be humble+poor sometime right?
while i reach home, i do have some chat with my ex-housemate.
somehow i do feel interest in open up a Mc Donalds franchise when we talk about it but it is too expensive for the costs of starting an entirely new McDonald's restaurant as it can be anything between RM2,000,000 to RM4,500,000 depending on the restaurant size and type, location, style of decoration and landscaping.

besides, we also talk about the M-Commerce trends which is creating application for mobile user is the future trends to earn money but i seems to be study in the wrong field.
one thing that i feel so true which is "An IT student can go into the business field but a business student cannot go into the IT field" as it is totally two different thing.
therefore i would like to advice any Tarcian Junior who don't know what to choose to study in Tar College, you can choose IT or engineering skills that require a more complicated skills rather than choosing business study as it is like a common knowledge. (I seems to be selected wrong course but just need to cope with it)
during the night, i just take some rest as i feel very tired.
the moment i woke up again was at 8pm and i just have Hometown "Yong Tau Foo" as my dinner with my ex-housemate and his girlfriend.

as i reach my home at 10pm, i quickly get myself prepared to back my Klang hometown as there is almost 2 weeks i did not back partly because of the final examination.
somehow i do think a bit about her while i was almost reach home and it is so coincidence that i saw her white Myvi car just reach home at the exact moment i pass by her house.
finally i arrived home at 11.30pm and feel quite tired.
later on, i do have some great chat with my sister about my future career whether want to learn the Linux training although i seems to be had make a wrong decision learning in the business field.
seriously i still feel that learning business skills seems to be bring not much unique skills as the skills needed is "sweet mouth+good networking with people+managing people skills" which is related to starting own business rather than working for others.

if you plan to work for others, i realize that having a complicated skills had gain a lot of competitive advantage as some of them can earn up to RM10,000+ per month in the SAP or Microsoft Server Exchange related programming skills.

in addition, i do feel that when "growing" into adult, the things that is important seems to be just money, money and money using the time to earn since everyone also have the same time of 24 hours per day.
furthermore, i was having more and more fear about my next jobs as money had played the first criteria when i applying jobs as i still having the thought of "i have lost a lot of earning opportunity" when compared with my friend who had graduated 1 year ago.
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful Chinese video about "Mother helping daughter to select her future husband" (屌丝相亲难过白富美势利丈母娘) as below or the link >>> Here.

sometime i wish that i can don't think about money but the fact is it had become more and more important in my life as i grown older.
>.<

today i woke up at 10.30am.
then i just have some noodles as my breakfast that bought by mother.
after i get myself prepared, i drive my mother together with the dog to the nearby pet veterinary clinic because the dog was having a kind a serious illness that it vomit blood and having blood stool.
as i reach there at 12.10pm, i do afraid about others dog and actually i not very like those dog that are very fierce by simply barking at people.
when it reach our turn, the veterinary doctor told us that our dog have some "worms" (can't recall back the worm name) in its stomach and it is quite serious.
moreover, if the situation is critical, the dog is required to stay few day in the clinic for few day to monitor about its health.

besides, the veterinary doctor just gave some medicine for curing it and put some injection.
somehow i was require to hold the dot and pat it harder to distract the dog from being notice about the injection because it suddenly show a sign of "want to bite" the veterinary doctor during the first injection.
finally it is over but the medical fee for the dog is cost around RM300+ when add up with the vegetarian pet food that cost about RM120.
furthermore, i do feel that raising a dog tends to be a burden if you're not having much financial because it will require quite a lot of money to cure it when it had infected with serious disease.
after i drive back the dog to home, we make a move again to have our dinner at outside as mother want to buy something at Econsave.
while i telling my mother that i will find a job, she just ask me to relax first since i just finish exam yesterday.

honestly, i do have a "Bai Ga Zai" (Prodigal Son) [ 败家子] feelings about myself when i did not work and just sit in front on PC looking at other people story/news although knowing there is something must be done.
in addition, my sister sometime will say to me that "i tends to be keep spending money and don't contribute much thing to home" and she also mention that the reason i can blogging everyday was because i was too free by finding excuse doing nothing much.
sometimes i do asked myself a questions that "if your blog don't make you any money, why you still want to continue to writes so much" although knowing that not much people will care about your life.
well, the answers of blogging everyday seems to be still the same as i want to jot down the things that happening in my life and just want to prove that i still alive despite keep "emoing" for so long because some people might choose to end theirs life when it is over stress.

moreover, the reason that i put a notice to sell my advertising space was because i want to "test" something and it would be great if someone buy my RM200 advertising space per month for my extra income right? (maybe now no people want, but one day in a year duration, there might be a people interest)
finally i arrived back home at 2pm and continue to surf the internet for news and information.
well, i would like to share an interesting post from the confessions page that related to "prodigal, spendthrift, wastrel" attitude as shown below.
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Well, I guess most of the people have this dream - To be a rich people.
Few months ago, i invested RM10,000 (3k++USD) in foreign exchange market.
At first, i did earn some money around (300++USD) in 3 days.
I realized it was very easy to earn money.

The greedy thought came into my head (why not play with bigger lot? i can earn more)
So, i played with a bigger lot but i betted the pair wrongly.
At the end, i lost 3k++USD in a night.
Now, i left 300++USD in my account, i don't even have the mood to draw the money out.

What i want to confess:
1) The RM10,000 wasn't my money. That was my pocket money given by my parents. i feel so guilty to my parents.

2) I am really regret.damn regret. When i loss money, i don't have the mood to study. Final exam results are going to be released. (>.<)

3) During this semester break, i think a lot of things. Why i want to be rich guy? Is it necessary to be rich? The answer is no, i'm not necessary to be rich. The things i want for my rest of life are:
-Really focus on my study
-Treat my parents nicely
-Get a girlfriend that treats me nicely

4) I feel so sorry to my friend. When i wanted to invest, you told me a lot of stories, but i took them as bullshit. You said you want a simply life but i scolded you have no good life goals.

5) Recently, i read a lot of books that will inspire me. It really does help, so read some additional books besides your "textbook". Previously, my mind was "money is everything, money can buy health, love, and bla bla bla..." Now, my mind is "money is not everything, even though money is very important."

6) If somebody asked me whether Foreign market exchange can earn money or not, My answer is YES! But please don't be greedy. I don't mind if you say i'm so easy to be defeated. XD
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somehow i do have some similar feelings about the author who write it.
moreover, the reason that why people can confess it so freely was because the page did not mention who write it just like why i can express so freely in my blog using an anonymous name.
actually i know there is a demand on this "anonymous" thing but it seems to be not able to self-sustain in the long term if i create such a website.
basically the website is about a platform to express feelings as the first page will be keep updated with the latest confession from an anonymous person from all over the world, categorized from country and website owner no need to upload the confession itself because it will be auto-updated.
however, when thinking it deeply, it tends to be it is just an expression tools and mostly it is because a "instant angry" feelings as it will "depreciated/reduce" over time.

in fact, who will really know whether it can be success of not but the fact is i still continue to talking and not even start the first page creation for the website.
furthermore, i had delayed the website creation process for my father's online printing website because he did not ask me again.
well, i did feel "jelly" (envy) when saw a news about a Taiwan's printing business give some of his staff some luxury cars and giving 16 months bonus when the company earn 25 billion revenue a year as below.

actually my father once told me that printing business can be profitable when it comes to large quantity but it is still depends on different people doing it especially in Malaysia which is having a high competition.
if i really want to be success in this field, it would require a lot of rich people network and Malaysia government tender's related thing but most of the time they only give to "Bumiputra" company.

guess this is also why some company can so easy earn money and eventually it might create a "prodigal son" (败家子) when their parents are rich just like the picture below.

it is about a guy feelings about he have a strong backup from family, so he can keep spend the money without thing any further.
in addition, i also saw another funny picture about the guy throwing money in the air as below.

over time, i feel my blog post was mostly keep talking about "money, money and money" as i grown older.
actually it is quite true that money really play an important role when you think about weddings, house, car, treatment for your parents and others.
somehow my mother just checked her medical check up and the result was having a small gallstone but it can be cured with medicine instead of going for surgery although it is cover by the insurance.

during the evening, i just spend my time cutting the coconut at when i came back hometown as i still having some minor sore throat infection.
perhaps now i can award myself as a "coconut degree's certificate" in cutting coconut as i can cut it more faster but looks like it is useless to have this skills in business because if want to be success, it is not by cutting the coconut by yourself but is to use other people's time to help you sell.
around 7pm i just have some noodles as my dinner sick my throat infection still haven cure.
then i just "procrastinate" again while watch some drama although i had say want to search for jobs at night.
later on, i just spend my time playing Ragnarok Online 2 and i was so "crazy" since i play until 4.50am for Knight/Blacksmith character as shown below.

seriously games can relay "kills a person" as you can see i can even delay the time to update my blog post and plan to update it tomorrow as this post was written on the next day by depending on my phone's note.
lastly, feel free to watch the "China Sex and the City" (一个女人与各类男人的情色) video if you understand Chinese as below or the link >>> Here.

in conclusion, i do feel myself quite "sucks" again when looking at my own financial problem not very good as i keep spend money instead of earning money and the way i overcome it was like "tidak apa" (nothing happens) where it is like a hypocrite. (i do understand that money don't falls from the sky)
T.T

today i woke up at 9.45am.
then i just start to write my yesterday post about "Bai Ga Zai Prodigal Son Feelings 败家子" using the note that i had written down inside my phone yesterday.
besides, i just have some "siu mai" (Chinese dumpling) and egg as my breakfast which is one of my favourite.
during the afternoon, i was going into "procrastinate" mood again where i spend most of my time playing Ragnarok Online 2 to "chiong" (leveling) to 25 Level 25 and change to Advance Job in hope that i might stand a chance to win the USD400 out of 5 lucky players.
after having some noodles as my lunch, i just continue to play the game until 7pm.
seriously i start to feel myself like a "no life+no goals" life after finish the exam as i keep "DDLY" (doing nothing much) literally most of the time.

around 8pm i went to take some soup noodles as my dinner because my sore throat disease still haven fully recover yet as my mother advice me to take more steam/plain food during this period.
when i was trying to play back the RO2 again, i was quite "frustrated" as the server keep show full and guess the illustration about SAO Anime VS Ragnarok 2 whereby "SAO = once login, you can't logout while RO2 is once logout, you can't login" tends to be quite true as show below.

later on, i do manage to log in but the server is so lagged and finally decided to stop playing it for today as i seems to spend my day in gaming just like that.
after that, i just look onto some news, status updates and online information again instead of looking for jobs as i had told myself to start finding today but ended up doing nothing other than gaming.
actually i do understand about the things that need to be done but it seems like always lack of motivation.

anyways, looking like Kenny's Rogers Roasters has come up with a new promotion for "ROASTERS Eating Day (RED)" to enjoy a buy 1 Free 1 Promotion by wearing red and details was as below.
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Come and celebrate healthy living on RED with us:
Wear RED clothing/footwear/accesories.
Buy 1 Kenny's Quarter Meal.
Get FREE 1 Kenny's Quarter Meal.
Use hashtag #RED2013 on Twitter & Instagram!
Period: 09 January 2013 (Wednesday, 1 day only)
Availability: All KRR restaurants.

Terms & Conditions:
Not valid with other offers/promotions/discounts.
Promotion starts from 10am and valid on 09 January 2013 only. While stock lasts.
For dine-in only. No pre-order, pre-payment or phone orders will be accepted for this promotion.
One (1) complimentary Kenny's Quarter Meal (equal or less value) with purchase of one (1) Kenny's Quarter Meal. Berjaya Roasters (M) Sdn Bhd reserved the rights to disqualify any guest if it is deemed the rules were not followed. Product shown is for illustration purposes only.
*Subject to current Government Tax and 10% Service Charge where applicable.
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on the other hand, i do feel myself seems to be doing almost the same thing everyday and when i saw some lovely couple post their happy life in a relationship, i tends to be telling myself that my life still have a long way to go, "lonelyreload" so sure that she is the one you really like although the so call "self-imaginative love story" had ends long time ago. (talking to myself again)
anyways, at least i do give myself a commitment/promise that i will never link the "goodbye miss" post anymore start from this year 2013.
during the midnight, i seems to be more "Fan Xing" (Self Reflect) [反醒自己] about myself and do have some "funny" thought again such as "most of my friend are now working liao loh, you still playing online games ah" which shows that i seems to be quite childish/never grown up as i don't know what is more priority in my life.

anyways, i will drive back to KL tomorrow and try to ~~beg~~ find jobs that i can work for and hopefully someone will hire me since i am not going back to my previous company.
in fact, i do know that i will not work long for the company because what i want now was just to earn some extra money to go to SHU UK this year if i managed to pass my all 4 repeat SMDM, EMK, ES and BF examination after my result release this coming February. (i had already late 1 year when compared with my classmate who had already graduated there)
furthermore, i do feel "worry" as i did not have much contingency/backup plan if i did not manage to make it.
seriously i tends to become more active during the midnight and do wondering is there any job available for people who active during night other than like a security guard or those club+pub related things.
one thing i just got to know today was about the "frying silver" trading from a blog friends.

well, how great if i know that the price will go up from RM0.05 to RM0.90 as if i got RM100,000 to play it, my return would be RM1,800,000 if sell at the maximum profit and this is just only happen in a short time.
until now i still wondering whether investing in those trading stuff can be call as "work smart, not work hard" instead of finding a real job.
guess this is also the reason that why so many people want to invest on it and this is why the market have such a miracle attractiveness.
in fact, i do get to know some of my friend's father who working in the related trading firm (buy/sell business) had become very successful. (super rich in term of monetary such as having few big bunglow houses and sportcar type of living standard)
looks like it is all about money, money and money story for this post again?

in addition, i also found a 14 years old blogger who lives in Malaysia that blog about social media, blogging, technology tips seems to be so successful at the young age which is very rare in our country and his blog was name was Gloson blog.
well, i did learn a new vocabulary words that is "Ghostwriter" and the meaning was about a writer who writes books, articles, stories, reports, or other texts that are officially credited to another person whereby celebrities, executives, and political leaders often hire ghostwriters to draft or edit autobiographies, magazine articles or other written material according to the explanation from Wikipedia.
somehow i feel my writing style seems to be more childish than a 14 years old teenager but i shouldn't think in such a way since blogging was a freedom style where i can write what i want although my blog contains so much broken English mistake and spelling error.

moreover, i would still like to prefer maintain my small capital letters whenever i start my each sentences of words instead of using capital letter for each words after full stop.
maybe it is because i feel that writing the capital words in each first sentences was too maintream? (I don't know LOL)
furthermore, i also feel a bit headache when thinking my blog post title as there is so many random thought and
besides, there is so many things and answer that happens everyday and it would eventually lead me to ask back myself the question. (as you can see i spend my whole day playing the online games but still can express so much in the end)
at last, i still enjoying myself listening to some "emos" song such as "Who Knows Evan Yo 谁知道蔡旻佑" as video below.

in conclusion, i feel that the fastest way to earn money was to use others people time to work for you instead of doing it alone.
guess i will only start take to take action seriously to improve my life or find job when my bank account left RM100 just like why Steve Job keep say "stay hungry, stay foolish" as when we hungry, our mind might eventually generate something to make a change in our life.
=)

today i woke up at 11.35am.
well, i just have some "Tan Tart" (egg tarts) as my breakfast.
actually i hope that i can eat "Bah Kut Teh" but i can't due to sore throat as i awaken because it will ruin the taste of the food.
moreover, it has been some time i did not eat it although Klang was famous for this local food.
around 1pm i have my lunch and get myself prepared because need to fetch my mother to the Chinese's traditional doctor (singse) to cure her sprained wrist (手腕扭伤) near Eng Ann area.
then i also fetch my mother's friend for guiding the road while my mother was carrying sister's baby out too.
when i reach there, it seems that there is few people waiting and the "Sifu" doctor looks quite old (70 years old++) in the house.

anyways, the "wrapping" process took about 20 minutes and it cost RM40 per treatment.
well, my mother told me that it is cheaper compared to the treatment he had at Bukit Tinggi for the similar treatment for RM80 one time.
somehow i just have a feeling about that's how some people can earn so much money because there lack of people knowing learn about the "Chinese traditional treatment" method and younger generation people like me will not interest in learning those things as it is like outdated.
on the other hand, i do listened to some "Aunty Talk" about how she save her grandmother that was going to have stroke was to "poke the 10 fingers and leg's finger with needles" until blood come out, then only send her to hospital because if she delayed, the grandmother will eventually have the stroke and there seems to bw no cure/treatment for stroke illness.

finally i arrived back home at 3.10pm and continue to "DDLY" (procrastinate) again by continue to play the online games again instead of finding job although i had promised myself to find it today. (I cheated myself again for another day)
actually i did find but it is about the Linux free training but they say out of quota for unemployment people.
the alternative way to apply it was using my father's company name to create/self type own job offer letter but i just don't feel like doing it.
therefore i can't blame anyone if myself did not make the decision or taking an initiative to change.
there goes my "leveling process" for my Ragnarok Online 2 until 8pm only start to take my dinner.
around 11pm i finally reached Level 25 and changed to Knight Job as shown picture below.

then i seems to be finally wake up and asked myself about what (WTF) i am doing for today again?

it is because when i ask myself deeply, what do i gain after achieving level 25 in games and if i use my time wisely for other thing, i might even do better right?
seriously i am sick of myself that "i am acting like money not important to me" and the fact is, it was important to me but yet i still doing nothing much to change by continue to talk empty.
anyways, there is an article that i feel meaningful to share from KC Lau blog about "What’s the Best Way to Get Rich, Especially if You are Poor Now" and he had stated few interesting facts that based on my own's summary understanding as shown below.
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1) Marry rich or inherit wealth.
The problem is that only 5% of the population is rich. It is probably less than 5% in some places. If you are born in a wealthy family, the rest may admire the lucky you. This leave the other 95% compete among themselves to get a wealthy spouse, if they depend solely on this “easier” way to get into the 5%. Believe it or not, there are courses in China that train young girls on how to attract and get married to the rich men. After all, there are many new billionaires in China nowadays that a girl has higher chance to marry a wealthy man, provided that she is equipped with the necessary quality.

2) Build a massive portfolio of stocks.
Stock investment is suitable for people with great analytical mind. Through research can be done at the comfort of your home by studying the past annual reports since the information of a public listed company is easily accessible. The key is to find really good company that can make good use of your money invested with them. You can even borrow money to invest when you are very confident about what you are doing.

3) Join a start-up and get stock.
Early employees in Apple, Google and Microsoft became millionaires on this basis. Is there such companies in Malaysia? For us, there are not many great start-ups that eventually get listed and make their employees millionaires. But if you have the chance to study in some top universities like the MIT (Massachusetts Institute of Technology) or Stanford University in Silicon Valley, there is a great chance that one of your school mates will be starting some exciting high tech business there. Getting rich through this route looks pretty fun but as many has known, not everyone has the luck that the perfect chance just comes at the right time.

4) Exploit your skill and become a celebrity.
This is how sports stars, authors and entertainers become rich. You have to have some special skills. Talents is a must-have trait for this route to riches. In order to create tremendous wealth through this method, you not only need to have the specific talent, you also got to be able to market yourself really well. When I refer to talent, you got to be in the top 1%. It is just too hard to make it. Even if you are in the top 5% talented people, it might not be “talented” enough. However, if you have any sort of talent that you can make use of, by all means go for your dreams! It is only worth living when you are chasing over your dream.

5) Buying, developing, managing and selling property.
Property investment gives you much leverage based on the very simple logic: land is limited, but human population keeps increasing. In the long term this remains a proven way to accumulate wealth for centuries.
The challenge is that most properties, especially the good ones require relatively higher capital to acquire. One wrong decision might take years to recoup the losses. But if you learn the trade, it is quite safe to accumulate wealth this way. Since property hunting requires you to get out of your comfortable home and actively look for good bargain, it is very suitable for those who are extrovert.

6) Start your own business.
I would say this is the most effective and proven way to become rich. There are people getting rich in every niche and industry. If you can find a new approach to a specific need and build a profitable business that addresses that need then you’ll be able to create real value that customers willingly pay you for it. It could be a retail business, a saloon, a consultancy or a product dealer. It will probably take years of very hard work to build up the enterprise. But if you can pull it off, the potential rewards are so huge. This is how many of the seriously wealthy people did it. I would say 90% of the rich people get rich through building a successful business. The best thing about making money through business is that you don’t have to be good at everything your business require. You just got to find the right people to perform the work they are best at.

In conclusion
Have you ever think of what is the suitable way for you? Whichever way you choose, the important thing is to start early. Make good use of your time now. Make good investment with your money right now. The earlier you start, the better the chance to get there on time because you will still have the luxury to perform course-correction. Start now. Good people deserve to have lots of money because you know how to spend the money on good deeds.
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somehow after reading his post sharing, i do feel myself even more "sucks" that i keep wasting my time.
perhaps the skills that i have was only "recommend" interesting post or news that i found/read everyday.
guess i can only be a "recommender" of website instead of "a growing teenager who trying to have some improvement through blogging everyday in Malaysia" right?
for example, the hottest news for today was about "Najib Stroke" that i saw from the television news.
before i end my post, i would like to share an interesting video about "How long more does a Chinaman can live" (中国人还能活多久) as shown below or the link >>> Here.

basically the video was about how human want to earn more money by cutting all type of cost no matter it is legal or illegal in our capitalism society if you understand Chinese. (Sorry don't have English translation)
perhaps making money has become a "hobby" for every people after graduate at college/university.

honestly, i do feel myself quite "funny" again as i eaten quite a lot of Tiramisu ice cream around 1.30am midnight just to "energize" myself before writing this post.

O.O

today i woke up at 10am.
somehow i had decided not to play the Ragnarok 2 online games after i had achieved level 25 because it tends to be wasting a lot of time.
anyways, i just go to help my mother on "cutting" the fish and some others small housework.
well, i do feel myself quite a "hypocrite" guy when cutting the dead fish into half as it seems to be quite cruel because i still eat it anyways although i feel it is bit cruel to eat meat.
then i just check into some information and news as usual and i seems to be "lost" hope for my Scomi 7158 stock as the 4 weeks range was between RM0.345 - RM0.395 price but keep drop until RM0.36 today.
guess i shouldn't keep look on it although i had already told myself not to see it so much because it is no point to hope, but it does motivate me to find real job since i just bought it 3 month ago at RM0.415 price.

besides, i had decided not to attend the Free Linux certification training sponsored by PSMB for working adults, retrenched workers and unemployed graduates because the other two quota had reach the limit except for the working adult quota where i need to "fake" a latest job offer letter to apply it as it is already the last day of application in 9th January 2013.
on the other hand, my brother just phoned back home and told us that he will buy a new condominium when come back from his Vietnam business trip and sooner i will no longer use his car.
somehow i do feel myself quite "funny" again when i asked myself that "Wahlau, myself still talking about playing online games for the whole day while others people keep earning money?" although i know that "growing up to adult" tends to be about how you can earn the most money from "other's people pocket into your own pocket" right?

around 1.30pm i went to have my lunch and make a move around 2pm back to KL house because i think i will be more serious/concentrate on finding the jobs when i keep use money.
moreover, i can go to repackaging myself to "sell myself" to be sold in the job market when i at KL.
besides, i did feel a bit happy when found back my Doraemon Touch and Go card that still have about RM20 inside with the smart tag.
then i just went to wash the car for just RM4 with wax on the tyre before driving back.
during the journey when passing by her house again, i tends to be slow down whenever i saw a Myvi car coming out from the junction as i thought was her although i understand myself so well that i had already gave up long time ago. (算了吧，事情都过了酱久，想也没用啦)
anyways, i just listen to my favourite Hatsune Miku song to distract my own feelings on the way back home.

somehow i do feel like like "racing with time" and sounds like i am using my time "wisely+packed" as you can see the time schedule below.
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1) 2.20pm - Finish wash car through the car's machine.
2) 3.10pm - Reach Genting Klang, wait to cut hair at IMP.
3) 3.30pm - Changed to Muse Salon haircut after waited so long.
4) 4.25pm - Drive to Jusco Wangsa Maju, renew Jusco card
5) 4.40pm - Buy working related things inside the shopping mall..
5) 5.10pm - Reach KL house.
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well, i would like to share a bit about the reason why i choose Muse Salon haircut was because there is no people when i reach there as it is just opened one weeks ago.

anyways, below was some picture and the details of the Muse Salon Prima Setapak Genting Klang.
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A fashion-forward hair salon with top-to-toe services for your grooming needs opened at 1 January 2013.
Location: No 11, Jalan Prima Setapak 3, 53300 Kuala Lumpur.
Open daily from Monday to Sunday : 11am to 9pm.
Reservation: +6 03 40318908
Email: themusesalon@hotmail.com

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overall i feel the service was good and it is the cheapest Hair Cut for male in GK that only cost RM15 for student price as i am quite a "cheapskate" guy.

besides, when renewing the Jusco's member card, the things that make me considering was whether want to renew it 1 year for RM12 or 3 years for RM24 and in the end i choose 3 years.
as i arrive back KL house and settle down myself, i took a bath and put all the clothes into washing machine around 5.45pm while waiting my friend to come fetch me for the Kenny's Rogers Roasters Eating Day (RED) for the buy 1 Free 1 promotion.
as we arrived there and order the meal, it seems to be just looking normal for me as you can see picture below. (sigh, no DSLR camera can take nice picture)

actually i still recalling back about the Chinese video that i shared yesterday about eating meat but i still continue to eat meat instead of being a vegetarian in the end.
in deed it will take a lot of effort for a human to change from omnivore to herbivore.

overall i just feel that the Kenny Roger's promotion seems to be like not much promotion as it cost us RM20+ after tax that we still still need to pay about RM10 each person which is like not much different having at Mc Donald's fast food restaurant.
guess they need to thanks to their "marketing executive" for thinking such an idea to increase sales of KRR.
after that, we rushed to the Wangsa Walk TGV because there is a RM9 promotion every Wednesday.
then i had chosen the Life of Pi movie to watch since i wanted to watch it so badly last time before my 2012 examination start.
luckily we still manage to reach there just in time (5 minute earlier) before the movie start at 7.10pm and i still buy the Coke soft-drinks as usual although i know it is unhealthy.
below was the synopsis of the Life of Pi movie.

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Based upon the bestselling book by Yann Martel, LIFE OF PI tells the story of a young man's incredible survival at sea against impossible odds.
A remarkable technological breakthrough in 3D epic adventure, PI (Piscine Molitor Patel) is an emotionally captivating experience that will inspire, touch and transport audiences to a place of discovery that they will never forget.
Life of Pi is a fantasy adventure novel by Yann Martel published in 2001.
The protagonist, Piscine Molitor "Pi" Patel, an Indian boy from Pondicherry, explores issues of spirituality and practicality from an early age.
He survives 227 days after a shipwreck while stranded on a boat in the Pacific Ocean with a Bengal tiger named Richard Parker.

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during the moment while watching the movie, i just feel like myself had gone through the PI character as i was wondering a lot of things that happening around my life.
in fact, i did wonder about my own religion where there is so many different Gods around the world and who should i believe to since my nature religion is Buddhism, few of my father's side relative is Christian while two one of my mother's side relative is Muslim.
besides, i also like few of the movie scenes from it as shown picture below.

in the end of the story, there seems to be many things to be thought about when Pi told the officials of Japanese Ministy of transport about the story of his survival but they didn't believe him.
then he tells an alternate story of about human brutality and survival where Pi was in a boat with his mother, a sailor with a broken leg and the French chef.

the French chef had killed the sailor to survive, but his mother got angry wanted to kill the French chef and the movie relate the human representation to the zebra, hyena, orangutan and tiger.
in conclusion, the officials believed the human story, but the writer thinks is the story is better story with using animals when Pi asked him.
so which story you would believe and think it is better?
for me, i would prefer the Tiger animal story because it is more acceptable rather than knowing the truth about human cannibalism each other when fighting for survival.
you can have a look on the "LOP Official Trailer" video as below or the link >>> Here.

overall i would give it a 4.8 out of 5 stars as my Life Of Pi movie review Malaysia 2012 and strongly recommend anyone to watch it if you still haven watch it.

around 9.50pm i reached my home as my friend fetch me back.
then i just went upstair to hand those clothes and just started to install back the Adobe installer around 11.10pm as it had infected with virus that prevent it from open the file.
in fact, i need to re-edit+send the printing art work to my father when i reach KL house but i failed to do so due to own "procrastinate" by eating+movie until only remember about it at night.
while waiting the installer to be done, i just check in some files and found some old friend's video memory.
finally the installer finished at 12.50am and once again i just feel my time seems to be so fully packed when i writing it back now based on the note on my phone.
after that, i was feeling hungry and cook the some instant noodle as my supper around 1.20am since my room mate was talking with her "girl girl" again as i know it will be very late.

it is because i would use the "can't sleep" time to write this blog post rather than "emoing alone" listening to those "sweet sweet" (sing song) things from their conversation that will eventually make myself "jelly" (envy) like i don't have any girl can phone to talk with.
well, i do told my sister about it and she just say "if i am rich, i can direct rent the whole room instead of sharing with other's people" but the fact that i am not rich.
on the other hand, i just got to know that the release date of Tar College Exam Result for School of Business Studies Advance Diploma will be dated on 8 February next month as shown picture below.

suddenly my heart feel so nervous even though just look at it as it will decided whether i can go Sheffield United Kingdom or not for this year to complete my degree qualification.
furthermore, i still haven complete my job resume again and delayed it to tomorrow.
at the end of today, i just feel myself seems to be "use money like water" as i had almost spend about RM85+ just in one day.
at last, i do know that today's blog post was so long but i won't mind anyone to criticize on it since it is my blog and i know that no one will really read it as it was for my own personal reference about my life.
=)

today i woke up at 10.50am.
well, the first thing i told myself during wake up was "I die die also must settle my resume today" looking for jobs in Malaysia instead of "DDLY" (procrastinate) so much.
then i just have some biscuit as my breakfast and get myself prepared.
around 11.50am my father phoned me to about the Illustrator artwork design and i was like suddenly realized that i haven finish it but "lied" that i send to the company. (i admit i'm "sucks" to lie to my own dad)
then i quickly finished it as soon as i hang up the phone and "punish" myself that i must finish the thing before went to have my lunch.
anyways, i manage to do it in time and send all the transaction+uploading things to the server and finally went to have my lunch around 2pm.

during the moment i was buying the chicken rice as my lunch, the Aunty asked me "boy, you no work today meh" and i was like "wtfbbq? even chicken rice aunty seller" also seems to be "stressing" me to find job.
actually the reason that she ask me was because she saw me working somewhere at my previous company area and i had been a long time did not buy chicken rice from her stall.
somehow i do send an SMS to my manager from my previous company asked whether is there any job vacancy available but it is fulled.
therefore i just have a feelings that "company will never owe you anything and don't expect you is special because you're just the same" in the jobs market. (guess this what people say about easy replaced job)
upon back home, i just do some research online and looking some information again as usual.
well, i do gain some internet knowledge from the Jejak Trend website owner from his sharing.

in fact, i do feel "jelly" (envy) about him that can earn money online through Google Adsense although he was one year younger than me.
anyways, i can't blame anyone since it is my own fault/problem and i had already give up in GA long time ago whereby blogging is for me to keep a track of my own performance record about life.
after that, i just listen back to the last week's Chan Fong story sharing and feel it is quite meaningful especially the no 1 guy's sharing that "he feel guilty when he did not help his friend and was a soft heart person" as shown podcast below if you understand Cantonese language.

guess the moral of the story is "never act to be a good guy" because it will make yourself suffer in the end and my own brother also told me before when i express my problem that i encounter in previous company.
seriously i do feel myself almost the same like the guy's who phoned and tell the story.

somehow i told myself that i will try to improve that "don't need to be good guy" because some people will take advantage on you as it is not your fault to reject help people unless you're helping those people who really in need/necessary such as having difficulties in eating rice, old folks home, not like those people who lose money in gambling to cry ask you to help according to the sharing.
the most important is that you must have a mindset that "don't care about how others people say about you" if you did not help them.
honestly, myself do facing similar small problem as when i asked my ex-classmate whether they want to have some file that i stored, i get "sad" when i don't get reply from most of them as i have a thought that "have i been a forgotten by them or they don't even want to talk with me" after so long.
as i think deeper, i realized that i don't need to have the "guilty" feelings anymore when i realized it.

the situation is like if "no one will care you, you just need to keep find the people who will care for you" although it is just a small number.
there is one meaningful quotes that i would like to share about which is "I am not famous in this world but i am famous in someone heart, that's all that matters to me" that is quite true.
for example, i really feel thankful and appreciate to those blogger who still came back giving me advice, feedback and hope for not giving up although i am just an anonymous person.
besides, i did get bit frustrated in front of the PC when listening to all the Chan Fong story last week as the world is full of different kind of story and a good self discipline is the most important thing to be success.
then i just went to take a nap around 4.35pm and it does help me for not thinking too much.
the moment i woke up again was 6.30pm and went to have economy rice as my dinner.

then i just phoned my brother that still in Vietnam business trip to ask about preparing curriculum vitae and how to write a good jobs resume.
later on, i spend most of my time editing my resume and applied 21 jobs in the digital marketing/internet marketing/social media/SEO Analytical/business development field but i was "brave" enough to write RM3,000 as my salary expectation although i just have one year experiences.
it is because if you write too low, most of the company will keep negotiate to reduce and it is like a "mind games" but i hope that i will be employed.
furthermore, the way i see myself seems to be still "enjoying" my after exam life as i was playing Ragnarok Online 2 continuously few day ago.
in addition, i do feel what my friend say's was true that "only rich people can have more chance to enjoy life".

one of the example was like you can see so many youngster can enjoy playing games like i did instead of doing something useful right? (i hypocrite again~ LOL~ who cares?)
on the other hand, i do research on some stock market such as the NTPM (5066) which is a consumer goods and paper company for personal hygiene in every household and Silver Bird Group Bhd about why Silver (7136) stock can go up so high in a day.
i believe it might because of "strong buying perception" since i also heard about Silver Bird group during my college tutorial class last time.
seriously if i really borrow RM100,000 and buy all at RM0.055 in 4th January 2013 9am, then sell it at its highest point of RM0.14 peak, i would be earning RM150,000 in one day time as shown below.

anyways, if i know it will rise, i already can become a God fortune instead of talking here.

guess this is why the market share is so attractive as it can give "hope" to be rich.
besides, i would like to share some comparison on basic salaries in Malaysia as below.
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1) A non-bachelor fresh job pay is between RM1,200 to RM1,900.
2) A random Sdn Bhd fresh bachelor graduate pay is between RM1,900 to RM2,300.
3) A freshies in government service is about RM2,300 to RM2,500.
4) A more establish company is between RM2,300 to RM3,200.
5) Some fresh grad in Oil/Gas get about RM4,000 to RM6,000.
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moreover, some people already earning about RM15,000 these days in their 30s as it is no more big deals in our generation as you can see those house price can range from 400K to few million but only the 10% of the total population can reach it.

so back to the end it is all about "racing rat/pyramid" game and i heard that even hawkers or some famous bloggers had earn more than that nowadays.
however, there is also some jobs that can earn a higher salary such as working as a "Crony, Politicians, Celebrity, Property Guru, Private Sector Doctors, Senior Managers in Companies, Senior Government Servants, Senior Bankers, Senior Salesmen in any fields, Senior Professionals like Lawyers, Engineers, Accountants, Architects, Advertising, IT specialists and programmers and much much more.
the most important is self-employed businessmen, self-inherited fortune or self-fortunate investor of something such as past properties, stocks, futures or currency exchange.
well, if want do some illegal things to earn money, that would be like "underground casino, illegal 4D numbering, being a loan shark, gangster boss, owning pub or club, selling drugs, prostitution and others.

on the other hand, i do like some Chinese quotes from friend's sharing such as "诚实地承认自己的缺点，才能坦然地面对别人、面对自己" and "因为你不快乐，所以想找一个人来使你快乐，也就是说，你将快乐的主导权，交给了别人，失去了快乐的主导权的你，真的能快乐吗" which sound quite meaningful to me.
overall today seems to be another long post again as there is so much thing to write such as i first time open my pay advice slip although receive long time ago.
in addition, there is so much dream having inside me such as want to open Mc Donalds or Sushi King franchise but no money to buy it although knowing it is so profitable.
furthermore, i feel that blogging cannot influence others people to buy Scomi (7158) stock no matter how i keep "indirect promoting" this stock.

in conclusion, i just feel that what's Steve Jobs say about "Stay hungry, stay foolish" was quite true as i see my own bank account balance keep reducing everyday when i keep "burning" my working salary since September 2012 that i had back to Tarc study by paying all the living expenses on my own, my mind/body will do something to overcome it just like update my resume to find job.
well, most of my friend's that i know was currently working for their father.
some of you might ask me why i don't want to for my father, frankly speaking, it is because my father cannot pay me the salary that i want when compared to KL salary range. (feel guilty)
in fact, i do think about the online printing business but the fact is i don't have much skills on it.
before i end my post, i would like to share again the "Materialistic girl and her Stepfather story " video as below or the link >>> Here.

at last, anyone wants hire me in Malaysia for working? (sounds like ~~begging~~/selling myself to people)

hopefully there will at least one people call me to interview as i had used the "probability" strategy when i send 21 jobs application.
T.T

today i woke up at 9.50am.
then i just check on my resume application for job and it seems like there is still haven anyone call me yet.
moreover, my attention on my phone had become more "sharp" whenever it rings because i will thought about whether it is an interviewer calls or not even thought it was just an SMS.
actually i did wonder the reason why no one call me might because i was too "rush" or maybe i put too high for my salary expectation as it start with RM3,000.
around 11.30am i went to have chicken rice again as my breakfast+lunch with my room mate since there is nothing much sell due to holiday period after exam for most of the Tarcian.
after that, we went to pay our rental to the house owner and my heart just feel "money-pain" as it cost about RM200 for rental+electricity+unify payment.

upon back home, i decided to use "second strategy" for job application which is send my resume to most of the potential competitor that can get a better chance for being employed instead of just using those different kind of finding job website.
perhaps "massive send resume strategy" did not work well to get a probability but i still send another 10 application today where it had accumulated about 30 application including yesterday submission although i still have the feelings of "no one want hire me?" in Malaysia.
around 3.15pm my brother phoned from Vietnam and asked me to drive his car to repair his Proton Saga's window main switch at the authorized Proton dealer shop.
after research for sometime, i finally found one which is very near with my KL house and make a move around 3.50pm.

besides, i also fetch my room mate to his friend house at Genting Klang to back Johor hometown since i will pass by there and the weather was raining.
when i reach the training center, luckily it is only cost RM52+ for repair the right side of window's main switch that is just need to replace with the electric window control panel PW855376-P0034 as below.

in fact, i do research a bit that some online seller sell it for RM90 without fixing it and the reason that i write this post was to remind anyone to have some guidance about the price if you want to change the switch.
moreover, it is highly recommended that you can buy the original genuine parts switch from Sin Siang Hin (M) Sdn Bhd that near Jalan Pahang as the address below.
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No. 86, Jalan Pahang, Setapak 53000, Kuala Lumpur.
Tel: 03-40224888 , Fax: 03-40226662
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it is because their workshop has been there for almost 10 years+ and the uncle was a good enough to tell me that there is no extra service charges to change the switch.
i believe if i simply go any car's repair shop, i might simply "chopped" for at least few hundred as a "fish water" for being newbies in the car part thing because my brother told me to bring RM250 before go there but i just say that i ask first before go withdraw money.
finally i arrived back home at 4.25pm and have some chat with a friend.
honestly, i did feel "jelly" when she can earn almost 3K as myself seems to be lack of confident.
in fact, i feel like sitting in front of PC cry alone but that's was too childish act for a guy right?
after some moment passed, my phone call rings and i finally received a call from an interviewer to ask me go for interview next coming Monday.

somehow i do feel relief where there is at least one employer call me today although it seems like a small company that related with "pillow manufacture" business.
well, my brother just told me to treat it as learning experience for interview if i did not get the job.
on the other hand, i do feel myself can become like a "interview blog review" for company as i saw there is so much food blogger review, car blogger review gossip blogger review, technology blogger review, promotion blogger review or even prostitute blogger review but still haven have any employer blog review.
around 6pm i just feel tired and went to take a nap.
the moment i woke up again was 7.30pm and i phoned my ex-housemate whether want to have dinner together or not.
then i just drive to to Wangsa Maju to meet him up and have our dinner near the traffic light restaurant.

well, i do enjoyed it very much as it cost about RM20 for two person that had 3 different dishes such as seafood fish soup (Large-RM5), Thailand sweet-sour chicken (Small-RM6) and "Kong Pou" mantis shrimp prawn (Small-RM8) as shown picture below.

during the moment drive back home, i enjoyed myself very much with the Hatsune Miku song inside the car and finally reach home at 8.40pm.
actually at first i plan to go eat Mc Donalds but find it is quite unhealthy if i spend the same RM10 for food.
then i continue to surf some information online to "kill" my time since my job now was "measuring land inside house" (在家量地) that means doing nothing much literally.
on the other hand, i do learn some knowledge from KnowThyMoney blog owner sharing's about the way to improve jobs resume.

furthermore, i feel that it is good to learn from people that have older experience than us because their might have gone through the path that we did not encounter yet.
around 10.20pm is the time for Chan Fong's (大城心事) story sharing and below was the podcast recording of it.
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1) 第一位：阿May（已婚9年 / 從事Marketing的行業）～打電話進來純粹只是想和陳峰大哥傾訴說自己和丈夫倆人各自在不同的行業打拼，一直很努力拼命地賺錢就爲了將來想過得更舒適的生活而覺很累很辛苦；現在丈夫的生意開始好到忙不過來但是卻缺乏她的支持而間接產生關係摩擦衝突的狀況。>>> Here.

2) 第二位：國豐～他想問，人是否會隨著年齡的成長而壓力也會隨即跟著增加，還有為何人會被慾望所控制；談話的過程中好像是聽眾在撥電話去電臺訪問陳峰大哥。>>> Here.

3) 第三位：曉卿～關於小孩子的問題，今年四年級，因為孩子在學校的功課很繁重加上又要補習；孩子已多次向她申訴覺得很壓力、很喘不過氣。

4) 第四位：阿文（廚師 / 34歲 / 已婚）～他打算自己出來創業，因為目前的收入太低，就算加上太太的薪水也很難維持生活開銷還有孩子的費用等等所以想問問陳峰大哥有何見解。Part 3 + 4 >>> Here.

5) 第五位：阿力（三十出歲）～十幾年前被家人送入青山院（精神病院 / 可能是受到媽媽的遺傳），話說他當時根本就沒有病不過最後卻還是被他們很堅持的送進那裡直到現在他想回家，只是他的家人始終都不肯讓他回家令他覺得很無助。>>> Here.

6) 第六位：阿慧（已婚 / 育有三名子女）～丈夫的工作地點是不固定位的，雖然她一直很希望他能留在本地工作但是最後丈夫也沒答應，目前還是在外地工作；為此他們也吵架過好幾次。>>> Here.

7) 第七位（最後一位）：（阿雯 / 32歲 / 歐洲打電話回來的）～她在早前已經和相識多年的男友訂了婚，現在有些想反悔的念頭所以很想臨時取消婚約甚至是拖延婚期，要開口卻又難以啟齒。>>> Here.

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one thing i realized that in order to have good communication with people, money does play an important role again.
for example, if you join a group of talking about share investment and if you no extra money to buy, there is nothing much to talk about right; of you join a group or people that always go for entertainment + clubbing and no $$ again, nothing much to be talk; if go good food place to eat or go out play, no $$ also can't do anything and end up "talking alone" in front of computer.
looking at my expenses nowadays, i think myself really can go "Eat Grass" (吃草) already as i keep spend so much for today and still haven confirm to get any job yet.
in fact, no one will pity you if you did not get any job since this is what we call as "world survival competition game" in real life.

before i end my post, i would like to share a peaceful song that name "Amazing Grace" sang by Olivia Ong as below or the link >>> Here.

at last, i would try to be appreciate more about what i already have and there is no need to compare with people. (人比人，比死人)
if there is just a few people who concern about me, i should be grateful that at least i still got someone care for me such as blogger friend rather than zero at all right?
in addition, i did told myself that don't be so greedy if some real life friend don't care for me even i took my initiative to find them.
this blog post was finish written during the midnight and i do feel quite "lonely" as most of my housemate had went back to their hometown.
Be Happy Lonely Reload !!! (self-motivation)
=D

today i woke up at 10.40am.
well, i just received another SMS for job interview from the job's finding website.
it seems that the company business was related to cosmetics and pharmaceuticals products although i don't have interest on it.
anyways, i just went to check on some feedback from the forum whether i am demanding too much for asking anyone want to hire me in Malaysia since i hope for a RM3,000 salary job.
somehow it is quite "sucks" to get to know so much information and feedback available as i see some people say "even PMR also can earn RM5,000 salary every month in Malaysia depend how smart you are" and much more others words that is quite sarcastic.
moreover, i seems to start having hatred towards marketing as i think i had studied in the wrong field.

besides, one of my blog visitor shared that she was a Degree holder with 5 years working experiences, working from Monday to Saturday (9am to 6pm) only get a minimum of RM1,700 salary.
well, she just feel "stunned" when she saw a newspaper article with the title "Indonesian Maid, salary RM8500" that i think might not be true. (anyone can give opinion?)
in my opinion, i think it is possible if work in rich country whereby one of my relative worked in Saudi Arabia earning about RM12,000 per month in the medical/nurse field. (not much people will understand this kind of feeling when seeing someone that close to you can earn so much money)
frankly speaking, i do admits that i am "choosy" in finding job because there is so much service job such as Mc Donalds cashier, promoter jobs and much more but i just don't want to work in that kind of job partly because of my own self "pride+face problem" if let people know i do such job.

furthermore, some people do advice me to do call center jobs as a SPM qualification also can earn RM3,000 a month that make me feel sarcastic again. (讽刺)
actually i do know that if i go work at foreign country, it would be having much more salary but the problem here is you can't visits back your home often.
this is also the issue that Chan Fong DJ keep stressed to those Malaysian citizen that working in foreign country that they really need to know the reason behind why they want to earn so much money in life because let's say if they had earn so much money, send the money back to their parents, but what if their parents need was only need them to be there together instead of wants their money?
anyways, it seems like there is too much things to think about and i realized that sometime being simple is the key success factors towards happiness.

around 12.30pm i went to have my breakfast+lunch (want save $$) with my ex-housemate and his friends where i feel it is great to chat with them.
upon back home, i just continue to send my resume and had accumulated 36 jobs application in total.
besides, the hot topics for today was about "KL 112 Malaysia Rally Himpunan Kebangkitan Rakyat 2013" as my social media page was full of the news. (one million crowd target)

well, i don't really want to comment much on it because it is a sensitive topic to be discuss in my country about political issues.
anyways, below was some of the picture from the gathering events in Stadium Merdeka Kuala Lumpur.

moreover, you can have a look the "KL Himpunan 112" video as below or the link >>> Here.

no matter what's happens next, i just hope that we will be safe and better country.

in addition, why this rally being held was to hope to have "10 point declaration" or objective based on what i read online as shown below.
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1) A call for clean, fair and transparent elections with a free and independent press.
2) A call for the prestige, image and reputation of FELDA to be saved by guaranteeing its agricultural role in the economy and the land ownership of the settlers.
3) Fair treatment and allocations to Sabah and Sarawak vis-a-vis Peninsular Malaysia.
4) 20% of oil royalty to be returned to the producing states.
5) To raise professionalism, assure welfare and protect the future of civil servants including teachers and the armed forces.
6) A call for a green environment that is clean and wholesome.

7) A call for the national language to be supported, vernacular language to be preserved and standards of English to be raised in the education system, with free education for all Malaysian citizens.
8) A call to free all political detainees who have been unfairly imprisoned.
9) A call for all traditional villages and places of heritage to be preserved, protected and defended
10) A call for a better lifestyle for women as promised in the Agenda Wanita Malaysia. (The Malaysian Women's Agenda)
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at the end, i just feel it is more into own benefits as i understand "Malaysia crony style" well.
for example, if i know Scomi (7158) stock is under government, of course i hope they can do well since i still making lost as i bought at RM0.415 and if i do not have that stock, i would be bias to another side which can be consider as an "experiment example" about how politic can affect the stock market in Malaysia.

during the evening, i just spend my time listening back to the yesterday post about Chan Fong's sharing that can make me feel more appreciate about my life.
somehow it is quite "pity" to listen other's people story as the number 4th guy just earn less than RM2,000 despite he had married and worked about 10 years+ for his boss without having much salary increment.
sometime i just wondering whether it is consider ethical to treat others badly just for our own good sake just like "if i hire a foreign worker's for RM500, but my earning from his work effort can earn about RM1,000 each and assume if i had hired 10 foreign worker, i will be earning RM10,000" without doing anything much by just using other people energy for our own benefits.
on the other hand, i do feel that doing "recommendation" jobs tends to be earning much more no matter in the legal or illegal field.

for example, one of my friend just shared with me that nowadays, prostitution also got "royalty card" promotion whereby if you go visits 10 times at that place, you will eventually get 10% discount when selecting those prostitute girl.
honestly, i do feel "annoying" to listen this kind of story but that's is the reality of world that keep happening everyday and it just looks like so legal and common.
anyways, i don't feel to talk more about it as later i ownself become "hypocrite" by working as a "prostitute blogger recommendation" portal right?
around 5.50pm i just feel so tired after research so much jobs and information.
therefore i just went to sleep and did have a feelings of "crying" but it was too childish/immature as a growing adult to think such way.

the moment i woke up again was 7.20pm and i drive to "Hometown Yong Tow Foo" restaurant to have my dinner with a housemate.
actually i do feel "jelly" when saw some friends go to eat good food and i just eat normal one because i don't feel to spend so much since i still haven get any jobs.
finally i arrived back home at 8.10pm and feel that i was having more time to know read more information when i quit playing online games.
in fact, i was so free nowadays but keep continue to procrastinate as i know i should prepare my "job interview script" to "blow water" for this coming Monday interview.
sometime i do wonder whether how to live each day differently and why complicate life as below?

at last, worrying is a waste of time, it does not change anything, it messes with your mind and steals your happiness.
=)

today i woke up at 10.25am.
then i just check on my emails about the jobs related things and updates all the necessary stuff as usual.
around 12.30pm i went to have chicken rice as my lunch and feel that i had been eating almost the same meal for continuously four day.
hopefully there will be no side effect for eating breakfast+lunch together since i want to save some money.
during the afternoon, i just watched One Piece anime and it seems like there is not much anime movie for me to catch up since Sword Art Online anime had came to an end.
besides, i just feel myself seems to be not feeling well as my right hand tends to have some minor pain.
anyways, i just went to take a nap again around 2.20pm.
the moment i woke up again was 4.25pm.

after that, i phoned one of my friend because he will be coming to have dinner together.
when they arrive, i just get all the necessary resume document prepared because need to print it later.
around 6pm we make a move from house and fetch another friend.
the cafe that we choose to have our dinner was In House Cafe Setapak Genting Klang.
well, the environment of the surrounding seems to be quite nice as i like it but the pricing was quite expensive as it range from RM10~RM15+ per meal.
then i just ordered the fried rice with chicken chop that cost about RM10.90 as below.

somehow i just liked the fried rice so much as i feel it is very delicious for me.
the picture below was some of the building's design and surrounding.

overall i would rate this cafe as 4 out of 5 stars if you want to find a peaceful place for friend's gathering.

the address and details of the cafe was shown below.
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Metro Genting Setapak
Lot 126-G-10, 11 & 12,
Batu 4, Jalan Genting Klang,
Setapak, 53300 Kuala Lumpur.
Tel No: 603- 4031 1513
Operation Hour : 24 hours
Website : http://www.inhousecafe.com.my , http://www.facebook.com/InHouseCafe
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on the other hand, i do get to know some news and information shared by friends.
honestly, until now i still don't really like to know much about those prostitution story.

however, it seems to be sound legit because as we grown older, the topic that we talks would be more "adult topic" instead of talking about how to do homework or college stuff as it is already over.
sometime i seems to be keep talking with myself that "it is time to grow up liao lah lonely reload? you still want to carry your naive feelings like pretending you don't know anything about sex?" and others thought.
besides, i also wonder whether the Forex investment is real or not because it is too good to be true.
for example, if you invest $500 USD, you will eventually get at least 4~5% return banked back to your bank account every month.
so you can assume if you got $10,000 USD, you will eventually earn about $400 USD every month and this means no people need to work anymore as long they got the money?
seriously anyone can advice or tell me how real is the Forex investment information as i am interest on it.

the things that i know about Forex is we need to play ourselves instead of depending on others and they said their system is 100% guarantee earnings because i feel there is no such thing as GUARANTEE things.
after that, my friend fetched me to print my resume related stuff and i finally arrived back home at 7.40pm.
then i just drive out again to Wangsa Maju photo shop to print my passport size photo.
as i arrived back home again, i just polish my shoes, iron my clothes again and do the final checklist of things that i need to prepare for my interview tomorrow.
somehow i just notice that the printing shop did not print my resume and i quickly went out to the nearby cyber cafe to print my resume.
besides, i think i need to gave up for the Tarc business plan and idea competition that is supported by MSC Malaysia National ICT initiative with MDEC for tomorrow.

it is because the time start at 9.30am but i have a job interview at 10am and here comes a controversial decision again as the prize was so attractive as shown picture below.

later on, i do feel a bit "emo" as i recall back my last year "Worry For Future" post that i still remember about "someone" birthday as it is exactly same date one years from now. (forget it bah despite just saw the birthday picture celebration around 12.30am~ T.T)
at the end, no one will really care how you feel about your life and all i can do was just gone through it alone by telling myself to stay stronger each year.
before i end my post, i would like to share "Ru Yan" (如燕) song that sing by Olivia Ong as video below.

at last, i told myself don't feel so stress about the jobs interview as i still wondering whether anyone wants hire me because it is my first interview for the year 2013.
Lonely Reload, You can do it !!! (self-motivation) [T.T]
=D

today i woke up at 8.20am.
well, i just quickly get myself prepared because will be going for my first job interviews at this year 2013.
around 9am i make a move from home and drive to Wangsa Maju to take the LRT to the destination.
after searching for about 15 minutes for parking, i still haven found any place available and decided to drive there by depending on my phone GPS.
during the moment while searching the route to the place, i was facing difficulties to follow the GPS and it is quite dangerous to keep look in my phone while driving.
when i feel that i can't make the appointment in time as 10am, i phoned their staff that i might be late.
as the time reach 11am, i was too frustrated because i had been turning around Kuala Lumpur area but still can't find the route.

seriously i had driven twice pass through KL Central on the my way finding the Wisma Mah Sing and even stop down to find police for guiding me.
however, the police told me that he was on duty and can't make took me there.
eventually i was too frustrated until stop by somewhere Petron gas station and park my car there to find taxi for fetching me go for the job interview.
before that, i just write down the address and the marked "Wisma Ho Wah Genting" as my landmark for the car because my phone's battery was just left 2% "life" from 100% fully charge mode.
around 11.30am i finally reach the Southgate commercial center and my heart was "pumping fast" as i had leave a bad impression for employer as a late comer.
anyways, i just quickly fill up all the necessary form and waiting my turn as there was another interviewing.

during the moment when i "presenting" myself, i think i had given my the best performance of myself.
well, the interviewer was a Master holder's and also currently doing his Phd course in part time.
in the end, i was offered in "XXX" salary but it does not meet up my expectation.
moreover, i do ask whether it is because my certificate that resulted the offered salary and it would be better if i had a degree certificate.

once again my feelings was "down" as i have the feelings of being "judge by certificate" again but still need to pretend like a "happy" guy to accept it by keep reminding myself to smile.
honestly, i do have the thought of how great if i can "fake a degree certificate" since it is just a photostat copy right but the fact is i can't go through with my own feelings if i really do it and i will be eventually be jailed according to Malaysia's government.

anyways, the manager just told me that he will inform me once i get employed for the salary that i demanded.
furthermore, the company was quite big as it is an international brands that serve for different kind of home decorations products.
overall it was a great experience for myself to know about household products job interview requirement as you need to have "artistic feelings" and being creative although it was just a social media executive position.
after that, i just took taxi back to the place where i park my car but still facing difficulties on the way back home but luckily i manage to recognize some place around Kepong without depend on my phone's GPS.
finally arrived back home at 2.30pm and just have chicken rice again as my lunch.
besides, i just phoned my brother that still in Vietnam business trip using Viber to share my job interview experiences.

well, he just "shoot" (advice) me to accept it with the salary offered because if i am really want to have a job so badly, i won't be particular so much about the salary since i will be going Sheffield United Kingdom this year if i pass my advance diploma certificate qualification where the result will release on 8th February.
actually the reason i do particular about the salary was because i saw my friends have great salary while another friend was "in demand" to be offered about RM5,000 in the banking field.
moreover, i do feel myself just to want to prove that i am "marketable" in the job market although my house is not waiting for me to "feed" and also have that i am acting like money not important to me feelings.
around 3.30pm i feel tired and went to take a nap again.
the moment i woke up again was 6.15pm.
during the night, i just cook instant noodles as my lunch as i feel myself used a lot of money today.

besides, i did "analyze" the reason by asking myself why i am not happy and it seems that the problem was related to money.
for example, i had spend RM40 for car petrol, RM15 for taxi, RM20 for all miscellaneous things just by today and still haven get job yet.
frankly speaking, i did want to enjoy like "Eat Drink KL" blog but that's require a lot of money to enjoy those good food right?
during the night, i just can spend my time on reading blog as my entertainment since i was limited with financial and this feelings is just so real.
on the other hand, i just keep told myself that "no point keep thinking about the girl's birthday" since it does not change anything in the end. (just for own self reference)

suddenly the thought of create "prostitution blogger portal" website came through my mind as the task require d was to help big boss/top level management/rich guy to manage their appointment with escort girl by charging a small fee amount of the management fee.
however, another thought of "don't sia sui Tar College please" (don't make shame) as if i create or do such things, it will defame my college name.
anyways, guess no one will really care about you not much people will give credit to you whether what you said is right or wrong or being hypocrite.
in fact, i had been always criticized in the forum and do feel like "people will only feel happy if Lonely Reload die in the world?" which is quite negative.
before i end my post, i would like to share a song that named "It's real" by Olivia Ong as below or the link >>> Here.

at last, do what you feel in your heart as long yourself feel right and happy because you will be criticized anyways.
=D

today i woke up at 9.10am.
then i just get myself prepared because will be fetching my brother's girlfriend to see some property things.
besides, i do get a call from my ex-company competitor's for job interview for this evening but i just told them that i will available for tomorrow as i need to do some other thing.
however, i still haven get the call from yesterday "household products job interview" confirmation and do feel maybe it is not available anymore.
anyways, i feel that no matter what we do, everything is contributing to others people just like the employment short film that i posted before.
around 11am i make a move from home and still need to depend my phone's GPS to KL Central although i do have confidence that i can reach there in time.

after fetched my brother's girlfriend, i was planning to use the emergency lane while driving but she told me not to because the police will catch during working hour.
in deed after some moment, i saw the police had caught a driver using the emergency lane and i luckily i hear her advice.
upon reach my Klang house at 12.30pm, we just quickly have our lunch prepared by mother and make a move to the Pelangi Heights apartments.
during the moment at there, i do feel "sien" (bored) because i just can "see" the display property but no money to buy it.
well, below was some picture about the apartment that i take since i was bored.

after they viewing for some time, she phoned my brother in Vietnam and do the final confirmation.

then i fetch her to withdraw RM3,000 as 1% booking deposit before paying the 10% deposit confirmation for buying the RM280,000 apartment.
while i was waiting her at Centro Klang, i just don't know why i suddenly have the mindset to buy Chatime bubble tea out of sudden.
somehow i think i had learned the procedure to buy a property although i have no money to buy it as you just need to get the bank loan approval after paid the booking confirmation fee.
honestly, i did think myself so "funny" that i still thinking about those "girl-boy relationship" when i free as i should be more mature a bit by talking how to find money instead of caring so much for my own emotional feelings.
as i saw the property price keep increase, i do wonder whether i can afford to buy it one day?

it is because during 5 years ago, those house in Setia Alam, Shah Alam, Aman Perdana for single/double storey Semi D landed property only cost for RM180,000 to RM300,000 but now it had cost double or even more within just few years.
furthermore, the property nowadays seems to be over priced as i saw Mont Kiara, Petaling Jaya, Subang properly can easily cost about RM800,000 to RM4,000,000 which is definitely not affordable for the poor.
on the other hand, i do have some "funny" thought that gone through my mind when saw the old Aunty which is the developer wife trying to keep promote for the most expensive apartment as she was already so rich.
besides, i do asked myself that "how would i feel if the girl that i liked asked me to buy house" but the fact that i am jobless/poor at this moment.
frankly speaking, i still "jelly" (envy) about my brother as he had achieve what's most of the guy wish to be.

around 2.30pm we make a move from there and my parents went back home.
finally i arrived back my KL house at 3.45pm and just feel quite tired.
when i checking my email, i just realized another ex-company's competitor also asked me to go for interview tomorrow as i feel that my "value" is like selling information.
besides, the hot topics for today was about the "Sharifah Zohra Jabeen" UUM talks with student Bawani that had become a "sensitive" topic as you can see the full video at >>> Here.
well, what i feel funny was about the "Dance Remix: Listen! Listen! When I Speak, Listen!" video parody instead of the watching the original video as shown below or the link >>> Here.

moreover, it does sound nice to be a ringtone in phone although i still not very know about why they want to give free Samsung Galaxy note while others student keep clapping hands.

in my opinion, i think the most important thing for the video was that Sharifah should not relate human with animal or asking Malaysian to move out to those foreign country if we don't like our own country.

anyways, i don't think myself is good enough to "voice/judge" others people as myself also not consider as educated much than her.
around 5pm i feel tired and went to take a nap as usual.
the moment i woke up again was 6.40pm.
then i just went out to have fried rice as my dinner and print my resume copies for job interview.
somehow i do feel myself having various type of thought again such as "why the fried rice can't be delicious as In House cafe Setapak" and realized that the reason i think too much was being too "lonely" to eat alone.
finally i reach home again at 8pm after settle all other miscellaneous stuff.

during the night, i just do my final check list for job interview preparation as i need to plan my presentation script to "blow water" for selling myself tomorrow.
therefore i decided to update my blog post early as i need to wake up early.
at last, i do feel thankful to Joana for her advice where she said that "I really think you shouldn't allow jealousy for your friends or for bloggers to dictate which job you take. If you're truly in need of a job, take one that pays less but will provide you with some financial security until you find a better one. As for wanting to eat out and all that, you can do that when you're older and are better off. I don't know how old you are, but there's much more to life than eating out and spending money on such things" which is a good feedback for my own references.
moreover, it is so meaningful that "When it's hard to get, you appreciate it more" which is so true.

therefore i just told myself that "really no need care how other people think about me as they was not me" since haters are gonna hate and everything else is secondary.

at the end, i just told myself to perform the best of my jobs interview for tomorrow. (self motivation)
=)

today i woke up at 7.50am.
somehow i still remember that i was having a horror dream which is related to bloody killing scene.
anyways, i just have some biscuit as my breakfast and check on my email.
after some moment, i feel tired and went to take a quick nap.
the moment i woke up again was 9.40am and i get myself prepared for job interview at 11am.
when i reached Wangsa Maju, it is still hard to find parking and i decided to park somewhere further at BRJ corner to take the LRT.
besides, it has been a long time that i do not take LRT and looks like there is still many beautiful office lady around as usual.
around 10.45am i reached Dang Wangi LRT and walked to Menara Multi Purpose that near Capsquare.

as i was in the building, i do face some difficulties taking the lift as each every 10 floor is different lift but i still manage to reach in time for the job interview.
well, i was required to fill in the employment form as usual while waiting the interviewer.
then i just present myself well using all my past experience to the interviewer as i was confident enough.
after some moment, the interviewer passed me to a head of sales and a human resource manager which is a "guai lou" (鬼佬) (the white foreigner) where i start to feel a bit stress.
therefore i just continue to re-present myself from beginning again and they start asking me some question together with explaining the role of a "deal planner" task.
somehow i start to feel stress as they say this position is the key position to determine that success or failure of the company where you need to manage 15 salesman and other department for making the final decision.

after interview for quite some time, the head of sales introduced me with the CEO (if i am not mistaken) and we continue the interview process after the human resource manager has left.
well, the CEO was a "guai lou" (the white foreigner) too but he was very good looking guy and tall just like what we saw in those western movie.
therefore the head of sales continue to ask me more question and asked me how would i plan which deals to go up first if there is travel deals, buffet food deals and woman's bag deals.
seriously i just feel "shxt just got real" as the CEO was sitting beside "monitoring" me and my mind tends to be blank and just talking craps.
after some moment, the CEO asked me some question too about how to repackaging a deals and wanted me to answer it in 5 second but i failed to present well.

at the end, i don't think i present myself well for this jobs interview when going through so many level although i had shared so much of competitor's information.
for the first time in my life, i feel that this job is not a matter whether i can get RM3,000 salary or not but it is all about whether you are capable to handle the task given as they said it was a "right and left hand" for the company which is about doing the right decision.
however, i do feel that maybe this position can be know as a "scapegoat" to blame for when things goes wrong as it can be easily sacked if does not perform well.
besides, there is one thing i learn from him when he said that "we allow mistake in our company because we do learn from a white paper" since no one really knows how to do well in this business and just realized he was one of the employee from the big "G" from United Kingdom last time.

at last, his words to me was to create a new market trends instead of being a follower as a simple daily routine of how a consumer buy a products can be an creative idea to market the product.
overall i think i had learned many things from competitor's jobs interview and realized it is not easy to have such organization in the deals business as there is around 40+ employee in total.
around 1pm i reach Wangsa Maju to have my lunch at Kopitiam Desa and arrived back home at 1.40pm.
as i was planning to take a nap, another employer phoned and asked me to go for an interview at 4pm at Boulevard Mid Valley and i decided to drive there.
once again i was facing difficulties to go there depending on my phone's GPS and drive wrong route to somewhere near Damansara after paying the RM1.50 toll.
at the end, i do manage to reach Mid Valley but it is already 4.30pm.

anyways, she still ask me to go for the interview and i finally reach there around 5pm.
well, when i saw the company name that start with "W" which is related to "training course for people to get rich", i do feel a bit demotivated as i know something about this company.
when i was filing up the employee form, i was required to do put my both right and left hand's thumbprint which i hate to although it is stated for employment purpose in the black and white paper. (anyone experience this kind of things before as the employer ask you to print your thumbprint?)
anyways, i do feel myself a bit bias when going for a small company as i have a feelings don't disclose too much information but i still do present the same for all job interview in the end.
besides, i just feel myself was "blowing water" for the SEO related jobs although i do have some experience.

moreover, he do asked me that "why don't you start your own business" but i just simply answer it.

after that, i just wandering around Mid Valley and the Gardens since although i did not have anything to buy. then i went to KFC to try the new "Percik" set as my dinner as my "own celebration" for completing two job interview in a day for the first time.
around 6.30pm i make a move from there and suddenly a "shiak" sound heard and i realized i had scratched the bottom right hand side of the car because the turning down to the next floor parking was too narrow.
seriously my mood eventually go to a very sad mood as i had promised my brother to take good car of his car before he went back from his Vietnam business trip.
during the moment driving back to home, my mood was keep going down as i keep think about the car stuff and do blamed myself that "what if just now i took LRT to Mid Valley? why drive when yourself also not good at driving and still go to the wrong way?" which is very depressing and frustrating.

finally i arrived back home at 7.40pm and do have a feelings of "crying" about why this and that happening to me although i understand that i should have that "self-pity" negative attitude.
anyways, i just went to take a long bath and start thinking back the things that happens.
well, it seems that all the sadness i face is about money problem again and feel better when i recall back what my sister said about "if money can settle a problem, that's shouldn't be a problem" which i start to understand myself more well.
for example, i had understand the reason i was "sad" for today was need to spend RM30 for the petrol fee, RM200 to repair the bottom's right side of the car. (at first i feel to tell lie to my brother but i shouldn't)
furthermore, it is true that express it out truly helps to reduce stress although it is just by blogging but i still need to face the fact that i need to repair the car despite i do not have much money left.

on the other hand, i do have a "funny" thought in my mind that "i think i realized that why some girls prefer finding rich guy as they boyfriend" as it is more easy than working for people and a poor boy like me tends to be whine+blame a lot of things in life which eventually lead to have a lower self confidence.
moreover, it is no use to think about want to buy property but no money issues since i can't do anything much too for now.
seriously i really need money to build back my self confidence for now and hopefully i will get a job as soon as possible although not much people will give a damn about how i am able to survive alone in KL or keep publish "rubbish" (express feelings) online everyday.
anyways, tomorrow will be going for another job interview near Kota Kemuning and another competitor company's interview.
at last, my tonight feelings was quite "emos" a bit as it is like the River Flows in You song as below.

in conclusion, i shall face my day with a happy and positive way that i can think in such a way that it was a great deal planner competitor SEO job interview experiences for myself.
=D

today i woke up at 8.10am.
then i just get myself prepared as i will driving to somewhere around Kota Kemuning for job interview.
around 9am i drove from home but still need to depend on my phone's GPS to reach there as i was not very familiar with the road's route.
somehow i do faced some difficulties using Papago as sometime it is out of route and only know use expensive toll or longer route guidance.
at the end, i manage to arrive there earlier than appointment time since their place is quite isolated near the Bukit Rimau area.
as usual i am required to fill up the employment form and just start to introduce myself to the vice president marketing and marketing manager.

after presenting myself for about 30 minutes, i start to understand more about their business which is related to premium photo book products.
moreover, i do know a bit about the printing machine that they use since they said the machine cost about 7 digits figure which might be one of the reason they can print such high quality product.
furthermore, i do like their company culture as gave me a "foreign country" feelings since they have global offices that located in Malaysia, Philippines, Australia and Canada.
at the end of conversation, the V.P marketing told me about the salary that i demanded was too high for young graduate and she said even some of her employee that have a degree certificate also don't have such high salary.
well, i think i can consider this job because they do provide accommodation for FREE.

however, one thing i don't like about myself that i need to lied/cheat where i had own a car although it is my brother's car as he also told me that i should state i have car in my resume.
after that, i went to have my lunch at the McDonald's Kota Kemuning (Shah Alam) for the first time if i am not mistaken. (feeling myself like to promote Mc Donalds everytime i visits a new outlet)
on the way back to the car service repair center at Klang, i was facing difficulties in finding route as i eventually lost in somewhere near "Bangunan Saab Sultan Salahuddin Abdul Aziz Shah" as below.

therefore i just took a picture of it as i feel it is quite "special" for me can go to some place like that.
as i arrive the car repair shop, luckily the owner tell me it is just cost RM150 for the "scratch accident" that i went through yesterday at Mid Valley.
finally i reach back home at 2pm and discuss my jobs interview with my parents.

somehow i feel frustrated again about the "car issues" where i hope to have at least my own car no matter it is second hand car's or not.
then i just phoned my brother that still in Vietnam business trip to talk about it but he had discourage to do so since my "academic" things still haven came to an ending.
frankly speaking, my feelings for that moment was sad because i was wondering why other's people parents can buy car for their children but i need to buy the car on my own?
seriously i do feel myself really "sucks" for this kind of "poor shxt" feelings.
it is because in some people point of view, they thought i was rich as my father own a printing factory last time and have been in the business for 25 years+ but who knows it is the type of traditional business model which will eventually eliminate from the competition.

anyways, i just make a move from home around 3.40pm as i will have another second interview from competitor company.
then i just went to the nearby Perodua Myvi shop to ask about the price and looks like it is start from as low as RM299 for the first year payment and RM1000 rebate for student as shown picture below.

while on the way back to KL, i just saw a Roll's Royce car and another Bently car was escort by few police car from front and just having some thought again. (guess it is guy's come period liao)
around 5pm i arrived home and get myself prepared for the second interview as i just parked the car at Wangsa Maju to take the LRT to KLCC.
before there, i just have my dinner at Kopitiam Desa and there was so many people queue up for it.
as i arrived the KLCC station at 7pm, i find it is quite hard to find the competitor company.

at the end, i do find my ways and just present myself after fill up the employment form.
well, the employer just told me that "i don't think you will face any problem to find job looking at what you present to me" but i still need to consider since he need to find something else.
anyways, i just feel myself giving free information to people so easily and feel quite "sucks" again.
around 8.20pm i went to take LRT back but as the train goes by, i realized that i had sit wrong direction which eventually take me to Pasar Seni around 8.35pm since i was in a "blur" mood.
at last, i manged to reach home at 9.20pm and feel so tired.
then i just have some conversation with my brother again and he just advice me a lot to not buy a car as shown picture below.

honestly, at first i don't feel like posting it but just feel that why should i hide the real me and another reason was maybe one day or someday, there is people although it is just a person or reading this "No Money Buy Car In Malaysia Story" post facing similar problem like me and hopefully he can think something or reconsider about it when review/look through my case as it is my real own experiences.
overall i did feel "emos" for today after my conversation with my brother as my tears eventually dropped down.
T.T

today i woke up at 9am.
in fact, i do remember that i am having a stressful night during yesterday when i thinks a lot until 4am about "whether want to buy car or not" and it had come to an conclusion that i shouldn't for now when i think it logically despite my "heart" wanted it so much.
besides, i do have a dream again about the girl i like and just told myself since it is a dream, don't think so much since it has already past.
around 10.10am i get myself prepared and drive to somewhere near Sunway industrial park for a cosmeceutical related products job interview.
during the moment when driving to there, i did not depend on my phone's GPS although i do turned it on and realized that if i had depend on it, i would not make my way to there as it seems keep guide in longer route.

anyways, i do reach the destination in time and fill the employment form as usual.
during the moment i explain or "sell" myself, he seems to be not very impressed as the interviewer was have much more experience in "online marketing" as his ex-company was Air Asia.
somehow i did get "shoot" again for demanding such salary and my past experience seems to be like nothing at all to him since the company target market is woman in global.
besides than "online marketing" position, he also offered me a job that related to customer service but it does not require to call people because the job scope was about replying email and online support.
however, the challenge in the "support" job was you need to work from 12am to 9am which is from midnight till the morning since it is for US time zone by answering those woman's question about skin care issues.
frankly speaking, i did feel a bit "stupid" when being offered such job because it does not require much skill.

furthermore, he just said if i accept the job, i can do "marketing plan" when i free as it is like work from home job as the only difficulties is trying not fall asleep.
anyways, i do understand that someone out there would be accept to do the job even though i am not interest but i just can say please think twice for your health issues as you no need to sleep at the midnight.
overall i do learn something from the interview and the company culture seems to be quite good.
then i drive back to Klang and just have my first meal (lunch) around 2.20pm.
after some moment, one of my secondary friend phoned asked about me how was i doing recently and do invited me to visits his father's factory.
actually i did feel a bit "emo" on myself as we talk about whereby we will have lunch together during our secondary time when i working at my father factory.

however, it looks like it is just a "empty talk" only in the end as the factory has been downsized and it has been already 7 month ago that i did not went to place nearby there.
as i arrived near there, it seems that there were much more big factory been build there as Vitagen also relocated at there.
around 3pm i arrived his factory and it was very big which is like 6 times bigger of Tarc Library block.
honestly, i do feel "jelly" (envy) to see his father's Audi A8 car that is so cool and other luxury car.
then he take me to look around the inside of the factory and there is full of machines and workers.
anyways, i think i had learn and understand why a plastic factory can be so successful as you need to supply and co-operate with big brands such as Aeon and many other big name franchise business as when i saw through various kind of design.

furthermore, it is a 24 hours production but the difficulties is need to handle almost 80+ foreign worker.
after that, we went to the nearby coffee shop to chat and i do learned a lot from him through his sharing.
besides, i also understand everyone has their own problem no matter how rich or poor they are but i think i would want to face the "rich problem" as what people said about "Money doesn't buy happiness but I'd rather cry in a Ferrari than on my bike" quote.
around 4.30pm i arrived back home and drive my brother's car to the repair shop as the car encounter a "scratch" that need to fix it for RM150.
then my father fetched me back from there and i finally arrived home at 5.30pm.
then i just spend my time surfing for some information online as it seems to be my daily routine to get myself updated with the market trends.

during the night, we went to have the buffet wedding dinner at our neighbour house and i had "killed a lot of chicken drumstick" (sounds cruel) by eating it.
around 9.30pm i reach back home and continue to surf information online and have discussion with some ex-colleagues.
basically i would like to summary about my jobs interview in Malaysia for this five days.
well, i just can say actually there is so much jobs available but it is just depend whether you want to be choosy or not as the salary can be range from RM1,500 to RM2,500.
therefore in the end, i have chose the SEO related job although i have lack of experience and i do afraid that the company will not pay me since it is a small company.
however, i would like to give a try for it and face it positively as it does not require to have a car to work.

if i had given a choice when i have a car, i would want want to work for the household products or photo book products company since it is more established which is definitely will pay my salary.
as for going for competitor company for work, i feel that i might get "laugh" as my experience was not strong enough for the job market.
somehow my heart still feel quite worry as i had take a risk to accept the job despite they still haven told me about the job scope.
on the other hand, anyone here know whether if there any legal issues if i after i signed the offer letter, can i still able to resign if i did not like or found it is a "illegal" business?
in fact, i do know that working for people will not make it rich but i just need a job in order to "survive" in this competitive environment at this moment.

one thing i feel quite meaningful for e-commerce business when most of the competitor company interviewer told me that "you get so much website traffic for what as it is no use also if it does not convert into sales" that is so true.
another thing that i realized that no matter what, "someone" must "die" in front first just like a father worked so hard to give his best to his son as an example.
anyways, this week i had spend almost RM500 and feel very "emo" to see my bank balance keep reducing and still haven have any income.
in addition, i need to face the reality that some of my real life ex-classmate would not care for me anymore, why i still keep concern about whether when i am not invited for gathering?
in fact, looking at my own post, i know myself will not go really "far" if i care too much my own feelings.

around 10.30pm i tune on to Chan Fong (大城心事) 988 story sharing and below was the podcast recording of it if you understand Chinese or Cantonese language.
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第一位：阿彬（英國打電話來的）～在英國跳飛機當了非法勞工將近十年，他曾經有想過回到大馬重新開始生活和做生意，但是又怕生意失敗難以重頭再來；很彷徨。>>> Here.

第二位：Ms.Wong（單親媽媽 / 丈夫是有婦之夫）～她想問問陳峰大哥應該要怎樣在一個沒有父親（完整）的家庭環境下教育自己的女兒。>>> Here.

第三位：Andra～剛和拍拖十一年的男友分手了，其中的一個理由是因為遠距離的關係，加上男朋友聲稱不想在 KL 生活希望能搬到小地方去生活；但是她又不甘心。>>> Here.

第四位：阿May（大馬的越南籍妻子 / 上次有播過電話進來的）～續上次的問題>>>因為她的家公家婆一直以來都很不喜歡對她很不滿而且時常又處處針對她，這種滋味令她覺很難過也很難受，到今時今日問題任然還沒有解決（老公也只是在敷衍她）。>>> Here.

第五位：邱女士（單親媽媽）～兒子打算在新加坡結婚買屋子，因為她有打算把 KL 的屋子賣掉然後把錢給兒子在新加坡買屋子再一起搬過去同住，她想問問陳峰大哥有何看法。

第六位：阿燕（26歲 / 單身媽媽）～以前拍拖時未婚先孕，當時男友在毫不知情的狀況下有了新歡選擇劈腿跟她分手也離開了，現在孩子都兩歲了可是孩子的父親卻依然不知情。Part 5 + 6 >>> Here.

第七位：國豐（上次有播過電話進來的）～這次【“又再度”】撥電話回來的目同樣也只是純粹想請教陳峰大哥關於一些毫不相關的商業管理之類問題。>>> Here.

第八位：（無名氏 / 來自新加坡的德士師傅）～一年前曾經播過電話進來跟陳峰大哥聊天和分享故事的一位朋友，打電話進來只是給一些意見讓之前幾位聽眾作為參考。

第九位（最後一位）：阿杰～他說身邊有很多朋友爲了賺大錢而選擇離鄉背井到新加坡工作找生活，最後的目的除了錢之外都不知道爲了什麽。Part 8 + 9 >>> Here.
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looks like there is so much story again and just learned a lot through other people sharing.
at last, i do feel thankful to "小影" for giving such a motivational comment at my yesterday post as my mind was so "blur and lost" during that moment.
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful picture about "whenever you feel like things are too messed up, you can always do some little gesture to remind yourself that the world is a pretty place" although no body will buying this bullshit, but you can still do it as below.

well, it can be apply to anything although the picture above was using chasing girl but it seems to be a same when apply to finding job as if a company don't hire you, you still can work for another company.
however, you must came out with a contingency plan to be able "survive" in the long run in Malaysia.
in conclusion, i told myself don't give up as long as i still breathing in this world.
=D

today i woke up at 9.15am.
after having my breakfast, i just write my yesterday post as i had "accidentally" fall asleep at that moment.
somehow i still feel worry about my coming Monday job as i have an insecure feeling about it and it is all because of the salary offered that make myself to take the risk.
then i just watch the latest episode of Naruto anime and it was interesting for this week as it has back to the battle scene.
during the afternoon, i just have my favourite "Klang Char Kuay Tiao" (fried noodles) as my lunch.
after that, i went to cut some coconut again and really feel i have the potential to be a "coconut boy" but it just sounds funny when thinking back now.
besides, i do have some great conversation with my sister.

well, looks like the reason behind Nestle company was still having the highest stock market price was because most of the people will buy it no matter how expensive it is.
for example, my sister told me that the milk powder for her baby will cost about RM200 per month and it is not easy to raise a baby.
besides, i do feel a little "jelly" when saw my sister pay slip but she just told me it is very less compared to other colleagues.
moreover, she also advice me to study IT field as programming really can earn a lot of money and this just make me feel like i had make the most wrong decision for choosing marketing but it is no use to regret now.
furthermore, working in bank for the IT department tends to be more easy earn money if you have the required technical skills.
anyways, it is already the fact that there is no turning back on the decision that i had made.

on the other hand, i just listen back to the Chan Fong 988 story sharing yesterday and just feel the no.3 girl's boyfriend seems to be so naive to believe such scams.
perhaps this is how "smart people" can earn fast money by cheating "stupid/water fish" people to buy their idea and just feel that it is about how you plan your "strategy" to earn money.
after some moment, i just went to sleep and the moment i woke up again was 5.10pm.
during the night, i just have simple noodles as my dinner.
somehow i just feel that not everything can be shared out and sometime it is better to keep in heart. (but that seems to be against the reason i blogging to express feelings)
in fact, i do think about the long term plan for my future but it seems that i really need to let go or quit blogging no matter how much passion i have for it.

before i end my post, i would like to share the "It's Real" song by Olivia Ong which left me a strong feeling as as i keep listen it repeatedly as below or the link >>> Here.

in addition, below was the lyrics for the song.
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Olivia Ong - It's Real

Lying down, underneath the stars thinking about the way you looked
into my eyes and told me how you feel
i dont know if my heart and mind are singing the same tune need to know
coz within me is a mix of fear a little thrill

Can't believe what i feel is real
feelings that's hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore

You and i
i never thought i'd fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you

So you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there's nothing to conceal
it's real

And i tried, i cant seem to get myself to think of anything but you
i keep falling deeper but it gets sweeter too
everything, every single thing about you touches my heart in a way
i have never felt like this before, it's real

Can't believe what i feel is real
feelings that's hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore

You and i
i never thought i'd fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you
so you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there's nothing to conceal
it's real

Can't believe what i feel is real
feelings that's hard to conceal
i would hold you in my arms if you were mine forevermore

You and i
i never thought i'd fall for you
the best thing underneath the twinkling stars
my heart desires to be close to you
so you can take my hand and embrace me now
minimizing all my fears and i know
that all my doubts will disappear
there's nothing to conceal
it's real
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the sentences that highlighted in green is something that left me a strong feelings towards it.
seriously "the feelings" is so real and a bit cruel for myself for thinking in such way. (self reference)
at last, i do feel "emos" when playing the small music box as shown picture below.

overall i hope that "my feelings" will get better tomorrow.
=)

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