today i woke up at 9.25am. well, i just get myself prepared and waited my father fetch me to my friend house as i have a small gathering with some secondary classmate. around 11am my father went back and fetched to my friend house. then i have my breakfast+lunch at one of the Klang's famous Lai Choon Bah Kut Teh restaurant. somehow i just feel the price seems to be quite expensive for me as it had cost about RM15 per person and the taste was "okay okay loh" for me. after that, i followed their car to KL as my friend want to visits some places. as we arrived Pavilion around 2pm, we just walked around and finally went to the TWG Tea Pavilion as recommended by my friend.
at first i thought that the tea only cost for RM18 that we can share for four of us but the fact is that it is for each person as shown menu below and i was feeling like "wahlau, so expensive meh" inside my heart.
anyways, we just order 2 pot of tea that have apple and rose flavour, 4 Macarons and one signature cake to share as below. (no take pot picture because it will reflect my face on it, no DSLR camera)
moreover, the TWG tea also have their own story that start with "one day in winter, as i came home, my mother, seeing that i was cold, offered me some tea, a thing i did not ordinarily take" as below.
besides, the design of the place was nice too as i just took some picture of it as below.
honestly, i don't think that i will visits this place again as it was too expensive for me as my friend say that "it is okay to eat one time good after long long time" [super broken English] (久久吃一次OK啦) but it seems like i have been enjoyed too much.
anyways, below was the details of the TWG Tea Pavilion 1837 Grands Crus Prestige. __________________________________ TWG Tea Salon & Boutique Pavilion Kuala Lumpur Level 2, Lot P2.16.00 & 2.34.01 168, Jalan Bukit Bintang 55100 Kuala Lumpur. Tel: +60 321429922 Operation Hour: 10am-10pm daily Website : http://www.twgtea.com/ Email: twgtea@valiramgroup.com __________________________________ overall i can say that the TWG Tea is overpriced for me and their target market is high income people.
somehow i do feel that this is how rich people can earn so much money. on the other hand, we do chat a lot and i was "jelly" about my friend's like. anyways, i just told myself that it is no use to compare with people. (人比人，比死人) besides, i don't have really much interesting story to share about and just can share some prostitution in Malaysia story and i just feel that this might be the topic that people are interest to listen as an adult. (gonna say bye bye to my own naive thought as i grow older?) after that, we went to walk around Pavilion again as my friend bought a fruit juice from Boost Juice as i just remember my experience with Juice Works Pavilion blogger event. (free promote for Jusice Works as boost juice did not give me any free stuff~ haha~ LOL) around 4.15pm we make a move from there and i was thankful to my friend who fetch me back home.
finally i arrived back home at 4.40pm and my friends visited my KL house for the first time. somehow the "lonely" feelings came back again when my friends left and just spend my time watching the latest episode of One Piece anime. besides, i do asked myself that "am i too rush to start work" as i just use one week to interview and direct confirm with people that i will start work tomorrow. moreover, i still have that "insecure" feeling for tomorrow because i don't know the job scope and afraid that my capabilities does not meet with the work requirement where this feelings is so real like the Olivia song. around 8pm i went to have my dinner with my ex-housemate and chat a lot. somehow i do feel what he say was quite true that i should spend more time to create something that is really useful rather than thinking so much.
perhaps the best way is to stop having so much thought as one of the way is i must let go my blogging journey since it is time consuming to think so much? before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful Chinese video "《生日快乐Happy Birthday》男人看了崩溃 女人看了心碎" as below or the link >>> Here. basically the video was about a guy who loved a girl so much and one day, the girl asked him to come immediately during her birthday but the guy had went into an accident after listen the sex sound on the phone. well, at first i was pity for the guy but just feel that he should not threaten the girl's mind although the girl might be wrong where she ended up become crazy in the end. (correct me if i am wrong) it is because the girl is free to choose any guy he want even though she prefer to date or in a relation with the rich guy.
however, it might be true that a rich guy tends to be more attractive than those poor guy to 60% of the girls out there as our generation people are getting richer and richer than last time. once again i feel myself so "funny" again as i can imagine myself is the poor guy who love a girl so much. it is because i can't force the girl that i liked to like me back if she does not like me for my case right? frankly speaking, my heart do still think about the girl i liked sometime but if i keep myself busy, i will not having the thought of "how was her news recently or perhaps she have already had a boyfriend now" because it no use to think about it anymore. anyways, at least i told myself that i will never link that post anymore which is an improvement for myself. in addition, "Lonely Reload" is a guy and he also have some "sxx need" too sometime but he will just "DIY" himself. (admit because i just want to be the real me since i am using anonymous name, who cares? LOL)
sometime i will just spend my time listen back to Hatsune Miku song because it is still the song that can cheer me up whenever i feel unhappy. in conclusion, today i feel a bit "down" to see my money keep flowing out as i had spend almost RM50+ and tomorrow still need to pay for repair car fee of RM150. somehow it is feel "sucks" to be "poor" as i need to keep monitor on my expenses recently as it will depleted soon. one thing i still not very sure whether i can be proud to say that i had spend my hard earning working salary to pay my living expenses for the past 3 month repeat period at Tarc. anyways, i had choose to wash the clothes by myself instead of giving it to laundry (Dobi) to wash when i was working last time. (as i finish writing this post at 11.10pm, suddenly i remember that i still need to hang the cloth at the balcony) ~.~
today i woke up at 7.30am. then i get myself prepared as it was my first day of working of the company. around 8.30am i sit my ex-housemate motorbike and went to Wangsa Maju to take LRT to Bangsar station. at first i thought we need to go to KL Central and change the route to Mid Valley but it seems that we can sit the Free Causeway Link shuttle bus to Mid Valley. as i arrived there at 9.25am, it seems that there is not much shop open and i just bought a bread as my breakfast since the Mc Donalds there do not open before 10am. after that, i just walked into the office and it is starting with reading the company rules and regulation with other related information. somehow i just feel that there is not much to talk about as those information is private.
moreover, i do feel it is something i not really "like" but need to cope with it after knowing "something". around 1pm i have my lunch with some colleague and our team was very small. somehow i do feel a not satisfied when know that there will be no pay for some public holiday and during Chinese New Year as the company will shut down at that moment. perhaps this is what we call as "Chinaman stingy" company as it is new and lack of financial support. after that, i just spend my time researching and writing the marketing strategy for the company. frankly speaking, i just feel quite "reluctant" to give out my own experience of those analytic web links and i think i might understand why the "IM speaker" don't willing to share out so much of things for free. around 6.20pm i make a move from office and rushed to take the free shuttle bus back to Bangsar LRT with my ex-housemate and finally arrived Wangsa at 7.20pm.
then we have our dinner at Kopitiam Desa and i do think a lot about whether today will be my first day or last day of working? finally i went back home at 8.10pm and continue to think about the same matters. seriously i had find my brother to talk about it and he gave me a lot of advice. besides, i do depend on "flip a coin" method to decide when i can't decide but it seems that it is not very right as first time show "Continue" but it show "Quit" for second time and finally third time also "Quit". somehow i do have a "funny" thought such as life is much more easier by selling "Wan Tan Mee?" in fact, my father do told me before that if a company pay you XXXX salary, they was expecting that you can at least make 4 time of the XXXX salary offered by time in order to hire you. furthermore, my thought of wanting to "Quit" was driving me crazy.
it is because there is too much consequences to think about as i might not be competitive enough in the market and i still need money to "survive" despite my "funny" thought was that "I hope money will drop from the sky" which is impossible. at the end of the day, i do asked myself that what did i learned for today and the answer seems to be that "money don't come in easy way" and we must be careful on those things that is too good to be true. in addition, i wish i can "tahan" (endure) my feelings as i do not have much choice but to take a risk to work at this company. at last, i would like to share a meaningful picture that also reflect how i feel for today about "when one door closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us" as picture below.
besides, i did feel myself that sooner or later, it is like no meaning to keep update my blog but yet i still update it for today and read back my yesterday comments although i was feeling very tired. (zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz) in conclusion, i really need to say "bye bye" to blogging world as it might bring side effect to me after writing so much of "can and cannot share" information. T.T
today i woke up at 7.45am. well, i was still struggle with myself whether it will be my first day or last day of working as there was too much opinion "shouting" inside my heart. moreover, i do remember i have a hard time sleeping yesterday as my mind keep continue to think a lot although my eyes have closed. in the end, i have choose to try to work for another day despite i have been said by a friend that "i think you is better sit at home work as a (yi sai zou) (二世祖)" which means spoiled child or pampered child. anyways, i just told my ex-housemate go first as i want to try to reach in time to Mid Valley if i do not depend on others. as usual i still need to wait about 15 minutes for the bus to go to Wangsa Maju.
then i quickly took the LRT to Bangsar and i chosen to take Metrobus from there as i had missed the schedule time for Free shuttle bus to Mid Valley. upon arrived at Mid Valley, i saw a lot of people queue up outside the building but i just walk into my office without checking what's happening. during the morning, i just keep on research and read a lot of related information. moreover, my superior did not tell me much on the thing i need to do but just execute the "things" that i write for yesterday and do feel quite "something" as there seems like no advertising fund to do marketing. well, i do know that some people might say "if a pro marketer, no need spend money also can create awareness one lah" and this just make myself feel like no capability in for online marketing. in fact, you can see that i had tried to not use some "sensitive keyword" as i afraid being "searched".
it is because that in the corporate world, you can't really put your emotions into work and i will definitely die if someone found out that i have a blog like this. besides, i do listen a lot of story as it is related to "finding some famous people" for "something" and this make me realized that's how others people can earn so much money. actually i do know that if i keep continue my "whining attitude", i will not go any further and it is meaningless to blog everyday even though it is just for my own leisure time to express feelings. therefore i just can blame myself that i do not have much capable, that's why need to work for others people. during the afternoon, i just went to have Mc Donalds with some colleagues and realized that there is no longer RM5.95 (RM6.30 after tax) for Mc Chicken set as it is replaced by the new Mc Egg set. as i arrived back to the office, the human resource staff told me that my offer letter still haven ready yet.
therefore i still having the "worry" feelings as i was still waiting for the job offer letter because it will be consider working for FREE if i did not sign at the first day of work. basically my job scope was about "something related" as picture below. (cannot use sensitive keyword)
on the other hand, next week will have brainstorm session with the Penang team and i think it is "something" related to "something" which i feel quite "something". (just for own reference) at the end on my day, i was required to write my working report and related stuff since my office did not have punch card system. around 6.15pm i make a move from there to wait for the free shuttle bus to Bangsar LRT from Mid Valley will arrive around 6.35pm. then i went to Pasar Seni as i need to sit bus to back Klang and bought some bread.
it is because the car has been repaired from the "scratch" and i need to go drive back as my brother will come to meet me at this Thursday where he back from his Vietnam business trip. somehow i do feel quite "sucks" to sit bus as it is very time consuming. around 8.10pm i reached Klang bus stop and took another bus to back somewhere near my house where i reached my hometown at 9pm. then mother just cooked some noodles and "siu mai" (chinese dumpling) as my dinner before i go back. well, i just get "shoot" (advice) by my sister that i am "so good to do free work" for my company as i haven sign the job offer letter. around 9.40pm i make a move from house to drive back KL and i have enjoyed myself very much with Hatsune Miku song again throughout my journey.
finally i arrived back KL house at 10.50pm and start to feel quite tired. however, i do still have some "funny" thought to compare myself with prostitution as prostitute just need to "do" few time for rich client which can earn my full month salary and yet this is my second day of working which already can drive me "crazy" partly because i might be lack of skills. sometime i just wondering that is it my own problem that keep causing "unforeseen problem" such as i was try to avoid difficulties task instead of facing it. furthermore, i was unhappy because there is no leave for this coming Thursday public holiday and for the 2 week off, it is consider as no pay leave which means i will not earn anything during Chinese New Year. around 12.30am i was feeling to login to the fake account to see how her news recently to get my "miracle energetic energy" but stopped at the end while typing.
honestly, i do feel quite "stress" and my tears was like dropping down when the "self-pity" feeling came back which make me question back myself about "why this, why that" things happened. moreover, mother do told me that if i am not happy with the work, just quit it as there is still much more other work available but i afraid it might be my own problem instead of others. in addition, i do questioned myself that writing this kind of "emo" feelings seems to be like want to get attention from people to pity about myself of being an "attention whore or blog whore" as i was being criticized badly in the forum. before i end my post, i would like to share a funny video about "Internsh*t" from JinnyboyTv as below or the link >>> Here. well, i do feel it is quite true that some company hire internship just for cutting cost instead of teaching skills to the student as most of the "chinaman company" in Malaysia was "cheapskate". (can't really blame it because that's how rich people get richer by becoming more stingy) somehow i do feel quite "money pain" too as i had just paid RM150 for repair the car. (anyone want donate me money?) =)
today i woke up at 7.50am. somehow i still remember that i was having a "wonderful adult 18+ wet dream" as it has been a long time i did not have such dream. well, you can say that i am a pervert guy for saying such things but i just want to be the real me because i am tired of being "fake/acting" to be a good guy image. moreover, it is the benefits of blogging anonymous as not much people will know "that's you" and this is why i can talk or express anything i like without having much barriers. around 8.30am i drive to Wangsa Maju LRT and parked at some illegal parking slot because most of the legal parking place was full. as i arrived at Bangsar LRT at 9.25am, i decided to try something new which is taking the walking journey.
it is because my friend say that it is just only take 7 to 8 minutes to reach there.
during the moment i walking to Mid Valley from Bangsar LRT, i feel that the right hand side of the road was quite dangerous as there was many holes. (guess no one will walk as you can see the road is very narrow)
at last, it took me about 21 minutes to walk from Bangsar to Mid Valley and i just feel that experience it yourself is the best way to know whether is true or wrong rather than listen to what's people say.
anyways, i just take a picture of it before reaching South gate of Mid Valley and told myself not to do this "sxhai" (stupid) things next time because it is time consuming and dangerous as not much people would do it. then i just walk to buy "Rotiboy" (bread) as my breakfast and liked it so much. when i arrive to the office, i just continue my task as usual although my supervisor did not guide me on what should i do and i still haven get any response from the report that i send yesterday.
around 1pm i have my lunch at the Food Junction that located at the top floor and just feel that it is quite expensive as the price ranged from RM6+ to RM20 per meal. then i just continue my "working related things" as i arrive back the office at 2pm. well, the human resource staff told me that i still need to wait for my job offer letter until next week although she had promised to give me by today. somehow i just feel quite "sucks" as i still having the "annoying" feelings where i still wondering whether it would be my first day or last day of working. finally i have decided to resign after working 3 days for free as i keep comfort myself to be "generous" by giving free working service instead of being so calculative. after that, i just told my brother about it and he just say the decision is always up to you.
actually there is few things i was not happy about which is the boss seems to be did not care much about our department as it is just only 3 people including me. next is the new subsidiary company seems to be start-up based which is everything tends to be keep cutting cost as there is no pay leave for CNY and i need to keep contribute new ideas or online marketing strategy instead of learning. (can't blame cause if company pay you to learn, then you is not suitable for the job right?) moreover, i need to bring own laptop to work and who will compensate me if the laptop has been stolen? furthermore, i don't really like the core business as it is related to "using something" to find "water fish" to "pay something" for "some wealth related course" and others. besides, my ex-company manager seems to be keep concern about my current status but i feel that he just want to know whether i have work in the competitor company or not.
on the other hand, i just feel that perhaps life is all about finding rich people to support us as this theory can be apply same to girls who finding rich guy to marry with, while guy will find big firm/company or MNC organization to work with or maybe find rich angel investor to invest on them. overall the first impression of working really play an important role and i have learned that don't listen to what's other people voices although they might be true. as an example, some people might said that i am a "pampered child" that a small thing such as this also cannot handle (小小事情都不可以应付) and only know how to whine about life. anyways, this time i will not care about how people said about me and will do a final decision to quit my job instead of keep thinking so much like a girl's mindset. somehow i just feel that i can't really disclose much information especially in the online atmosphere.
frankly speaking, i do "jelly" about some online friend that they can play Ragnarok Online 2 for the whole day until reached level 50 and also feel that only "rich" people can do that. well, i do know that if i am a "lengzai" (handsome guy) or "lenglui" (beautiful girl) like Chuckei, i will eventually easily become very "marketable" as many advertiser will sponsor various kind of things for free. around 6.15pm i make a move from office and went to buy "Rotiboy" again as it will be my last day. somehow i do notice that many working people including girl also have the smoking habits which might because of too stress. basically this three days of workings seems to be like a traveling day for me and i do know that i might not get offered with this kind of salary on my next job due to my current qualification unlike some friend who got a degree certification can easy earn or around RM3,000 salary job.
somehow i still have the worry feelings because i still waiting my result out at this coming 8th February as it can really determine how my future will be whether i can go United Kingdom or not this year.
besides, i do feel that Mid Valley seems to be full of rich people as those things offered was quite expensive compare to other place. around 7.10pm i arrived Wangsa and have my dinner at Kopitiam Desa again. finally i arrived back home at 8pm and just surf some "information" online related story as it was interesting to read on. well, it is quite "sad" to see my Scomi (7158) stock keep dropping as my brother told me that the market is going down recently and he had advice me to sell out all even if it make loses but i do not listen to him which ended up dropped dramastically nowadays. (still holding)
later on, i just played my guitar as it has been a long time i did not play it and just feel quite "emos" again. before i end my post, feel free to watch the "Diners Confront Tiger Mom" video as below or the link >>> Here. in conclusion, i just feel quite stress as Chinese New Year coming soon and those Uncle Aunty will ask a lot of things whether you're working, got girlfriend or not and others things. somehow i do foresee there will be many "escort girl" service offered as a part time girlfriends for those lonely guy who have a "girlfriend problem" when face their parents. as for my case, i afraid i might not be able to get a job before CNY and just saw most of my friend have started to work. guess from now on will be all about who will earn more money or who will become more successful in life. sigh. =.=
today i woke up at 9.10am. well, looks like i really decided to resign after working 3 daysalthough i still have the chance to change my decision to work. then i just send an SMS to my superior that i have a better offer in other places. after some moment, the human resource staff phoned me to write a resignation letter in black and white because the top level management people might blame her for not prepared the job offer letter. somehow i do feel what "suituapui" said was quite right that some people will never mind if the job is meaningless or bored as long as they get the money at the end of the month. for my case, i think i might be more into "emotional" status where i cared too much about own's feelings that i feel that something is not right as i keep staying at there.
frankly speaking, i seems to be still not have a clear direction about what i want to be in future after i completed my study although i know it might be all about how i can earn money to survive in this world. besides, i do receive a lot of criticism at the forum that i am the "strawberry generation" (草莓族) that people talking about which is a person who was easy to spoil, cannot take much pressure and need to be taken with care most of the time. anyways, i learn that i shouldn't take it seriously of what's people said in the forum because no people would really cares how you feel and they only see what have you done to comment on it. around 1pm i went to have chicken rice again as my lunch with my ex-housemate. then he went to my house to do some computer programming related thing with his friend and i just feel he was so good in writing those complicated programming code.
well, i would like to share a song that i liked so that is "Ai Ni Mei Cha" (爱妳没差) which is sand by Jay Chou (周杰伦) and below was the lyrics of the song. ____________________________________ 没有圆周的钟，失去旋转意义。 下雨这天，好安静。 远行没有目的，距离不是问题。 不爱了，是妳的谜底。
爱妳不怕，那一点时差，喔～ 就让我静静一个人，出发。 妳的心总有个经纬度会留下。 我会回到妳世界，跨越爱的时差。 ____________________________________ the sentences that highlighted in red is something i feel similar towards the girl that i like. anyways, you can listen to "Love you, no matter what MV" by Jay Chou (愛你沒差 周杰伦官方完整MV) as video below or the link >>> Here. somehow i do feel the nurse is more beautiful than the main actress from the video. around 3.40pm i start to feel sleepy and went to take a nap. the moment i woke up again was 5.45pm.
then i saw my fried was still doing the programming code with his friend and i do feel envy about him that actually he was doing the addition feature for the "Wrath Of Cheese" iPhone apps game. somehow i can foresee his future will be very bright as most of the people are going to mobile commerce such as developing iPhone apps. moreover, the game cost about $3.99 USD which sound quite expensive but i think that people would still buy it out of the 3 billion+ people that surf the Apple store everyday. so you can imagine if there is 1000 people buy the apps everyday, the earnings from it would be about $2700+ USD (RM8,000) per day as Apple's is 70% profit sharing. therefore this might be the way about why some people can earn so much money in a day rather than people like me who keep whine about so hard to get a job and good salary.
somehow i do wonder that if you know there's is such an opportunity around, would you have the motivation to learn C+ programming from scratch although you're in the marketing field all the time? as i still remember, my lecture do say before that a guy can earn RM500,000 a month just by creating apps. around 7pm brother finally arrived my KL house when he took taxi from KLIA airport as he have just back from his Vietnam business trip. therefore i just pass back his car and we went to fetch his girlfriend. during the moment at the car, i do chat a lot with him as he has shared a lot of story and some advice. well, he just told me that i don't really understand what's is really poor means because he had saw many people that is less fortunate in Vietnam when i whine to him that "i am so poor lah" in life. moreover, there is more people riding motorbike than driving in Vietnam.
besides, i do heard an interesting story about his boss have a mistress in Vietnam although he have a wife where he is already married in Malaysia. perhaps this is what's people say that "Guys will eventually feel *itchy* to find grils when they are rich" (当男人有钱，就会自然痒) that's might be true. (guess this might apply same to me as i am poor now, that's why can say i am loyal? really no idea? hypocrite? talking to myself again~ LOL) moreover, this also can explain why some Vietnamese girl willing to be prostitute because some of them have a hard life in Vietnam. furthermore, my brother told me that most of the girls in Vietnam have a good slim body shape was because they having a healthy diet whereby they eat a lot of fruits and it is all in small portion. therefore this also explain why some marriage agency can use the tagline "buy a Vietnam wife" today.
somehow i also recall about some "black hat marketing strategy" that is quite "tricky" where you can hire 20 very beautiful prostitute and train them become "sales customer service" where we can see many firm want to hire beautiful girl to promote their product. anyways, my brother just told me that don't keep worry that no girl will like me because it is just that my time still haven arrive yet despite i am feeling quite desperate although i am 23 years old. around 8pm we arrived to the Yong Hua restaurant that near Old Klang Road and ordered 4 dishes. the dishes that i liked most among the others was the "lala" (shell) [上汤啦啦] as shown picture below.
somehow i feel there food there was quite expensive as it cost RM70+ in total but i had eaten a lot since it was my second meal for today as i have combined my breakfast with lunch into one meal. finally i arrived back home at 9.30pm and my friend still doing the programming coding.
anyways, i just surf the internet for some information again. the hot news for today was about "a girl had died in accident" when she does not use the "footbridge" (天桥) to cross the road at Genting Klang. (that's is the road i always cross last time) another news was about why Airasia so good give low cost ticket promotion travel from Sabah/Sarawak to Kuala Lumpur because it was related to political issue to get more votes that i don't know is true or not but just feel it is quite "black" when comes to politic. after that, i just search for more job and saw most of the big company want to hire people with degree certification. besides, i still remember that what's my brother told me that sometime experience need to use money to buy and this is why it is so valuable as no one will teach you when you met failure. basically i don't have much things to say nowadays as i keep spend money instead of earning just like the picture below.
in the end, i just know how to "emos+whine" about my life and keep listen to those "sad" song like the "Ai Ni Mei Cha" (爱妳没差) as i can i had almost repeating listening for at least 100 times+ for today. ~.~
today i woke up at 10am. then i just check on the job application website whether there is any job available and found some but also feel quite "down" to see that having a degree is the minimum requirement to enter the big company. around 1pm i went to have economy rice as my lunch and print my resume as i will have another interview during the afternoon. after that, i get myself prepared and took bus to Wangsa Maju LRT around 2pm. the moment i arrived KL Central was about 2.50pm and the weather was raining quite heavily but i just quickly head to the Plaza Central as my appointment time was 3pm. well, i have walked wrong building at first but still manage to arrived there although it is 5 minutes late. as usual i fill up the employment form again and waited their staff to interview me.
after some moment passed, i was quite nervous when saw 3 people came in to interview me as i thought it would be "1 on 1" interview process. anyways, i do feel quite confident during the moment i "selling myself" (presenting) all those data and analytical related things where i used almost 40 minute+ to talk about myself. somehow i was feeling quite interest to join the company as it is related to gaming industry and it is a global company although some people might say no future to do this kind of job. moreover, one of the interview was a Japanese guy and i feel he seems to be quite professional. at last, i just hope they can consider my application as it is very convenient for me to working at there. around 4.30pm i walked back to KL Central although the weather still raining. then i just bought an ice cream to "treat myself" before going back to my hometown.
during the moment when i was in the train, i just keep listen on the "Ai Ni Mei Cha Jay Chou" (爱妳没差 周杰伦) song using Youtube although it has used quite a lot of bandwidth of my U Mobile data. somehow my feeling was going "down" again when listening this kind of song. around 5.50pm i arrived Klang KTM and my brother have waited me there. after his girlfriend arrived, we went back home and quickly go out again as we will have our dinner with my Aunty at V Garden Chinese restaurant Klang. well, we just ordered 6 dishes and i have eaten a lot again just like yesterday as i just having 2 meal per day. however, i just feel the restaurant was quite expensive as it cost us about RM240 in total which i think we can eat even better food at another place. finally we arrived back home at 9.20pm.
then i just surf the internet as usual to see some latest news and information. well, i would like to share a meaningful video about "Man Short Animation Film" made by Steve Cutts as below or the link >>> Here. basically the video started with a "Welcome man from 500,000 thousand years ago" and reflect about how we tend to destroy the nature world that we live. overall i would rate the short film a 5 stars as it is very meaningful about how cruel a humankind can be "killing other animal" as we want to satisfy our needs and wants. on the other hand, the hot topic today was about the news of the 6 years old kid - William Yau Zhen Zhong (小振忠) was found dead in the Klang river when their parent went to identified the decomposed body. somehow it was quite sad to listen this kind of news as how can the kidnapper can be so cruel.
however, there is another story about this case that i also don't know is true or not as some people said it is their parents lied as they was the one who kill the own child. (such ridiculous rumors?) it is because some people said that the dad hate his kid because since the kid's birth, everything the dad do did not end up well and always beat him up, hence there is injuries all over his body. in my opinion, i think media do play an important role because if too many people post up the kid's picture, the kidnapper might even more afraid to surrender the kid and ended up killing him right? (don't know, i just simply said only)
around 10.30pm i tune on to 988 to listen Chan Fong (大城心事) sharing story but he had went to vacation and replaced with another DJ. therefore i just turned off as i was quite "bias" that i just want to listen to the main host voice.
anyways, below was the podcast recording from the another host if you understand Chinese language. __________________________________ 1) 第一位：美琪～她對小振忠的失蹤深表難過，也想去令尊當年離開時的心情。>>> Here.
well, if you would like to listen last week of the Chan Fong story sharing, you can click the link >>> Here. actually nowadays i am trying to be more "reality" when facing my finding job journey. the reason i am so eager to find job was because i know i will face a pressure when my relative/friends/secondary classmate/aunty/uncle ask about how am i doing recently as Chinese New Year coming soon. somehow i do have a "funny" though again as if i want to be success in the printing field, the only way is to print "hell money" as everyday also got people die and it is definitely have a huge demand on it. (OMG) lastly, i do receive the Scomi (7158) about the notice of extraordinary general meeting (EGM) for this coming 31th January at Tropicana Golf and Country Resort as shown picture below.
anyways, i don't think i will go there as a super small investor like me will not give any impact but i might go if they got provide free buffet. (so cheapskate loh lonelyreload~ LOL) =D
today i woke up at 9.20am. well, i was awakens by the crying sound of my sister's baby and i just went to see what's happened to her. somehow she just keep crying no matter how hard i cuddle her. then my mother came and i just realized actually the reason she crying was because "shxt" inside the pampers where make me feel that it is not easy to take care a baby. after that, i just have some noodle as my breakfast before surfing on the internet. besides, i do feel my blogging style seems to become like a "movie sharing portal" as i like to share out meaningful video or movie just like the Man short animation film. therefore today i would like to share about another meaningful movie that title "The Billionaire Top Secret: Wai Roon Pun Lan" which is a Thai movie.
at first i was quite "bias" towards it as i seldom watch Thailand movie since i don't understand their language as it might sound funny to listen "sawadikap". however, the thing that caught my attention was their official Billionaire international 3 minute trailer as you can see below or the link >>> Here. moreover, this story is not only a movie but also based on a true story as i searched more detail information about the real author which is Aitthipat Kulapongvanich. according to Wiki, he is most well known for his product Tao Kae Noi, a fried seaweed snack, which is sold around the Asia-Pacific area. as a young man, he had gained success at playing online games and invested his money into selling fried chestnuts, which became popular in Thailand.
with this financial backing, he went on to create the product of packaged deep fried flavored seaweed which had quickly became successful in Thailand, and was exported to Japan, Taiwan, Singapore, United States and other country. below was the synopsis of the Billionaire movie as he is one of the youngest billionaire from Thailand. _______________________________
Age 16, TOP gained 400,000 Baht monthly from playing online games. Age 17, He was willing to fail school and instead earned money from selling chestnuts for 2,000 baht. Age 18, His family went bankrupt and remained 40 million Baht in debt. Age 19, He released 'Tao Kae Noi' seaweed to more than 3,000 branches at 7-Eleven. Age 26, Top is a 26 year old businessman, the owner of the bestselling seaweed in Thailand and his factory has 2500 employees which deliver his fried seaweeds to the 6,000 branches for 7 eleven and also export to the other 27 countries worldwide.
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besides, he has his own seaweeds farm in Korea and the sale revenue in 2010 was 1500 million bahts which is equivalent to RM150 million. anyways, feel free to watch the full movie of "The Billionaire [ Top Secret : Wai Roon Pun Lan ] - Thai Movie [ENG SUB]" as below or the link >>> Here. overall i would rate this movie as 5 out of 5 stars as it was very inspiring to young entrepreneur and i would strongly recommend anyone to watch it if you got 2 hour free time. in addition, i really like the movie so much as i have capture the meaningful scene as my movie review below.
throughout the story, i really like the way his father advice him as "the real business is not fun like the online games you've played, this is the real world, there are real cheating, real bankrupt, even the adult person cannot survive from the ugly business, how's about the teenager like you would be?" which might be true. moreover, he was quite a tough guy when handling his things no matter it is in business, relationship and emotion as he have a strong perseverance towards failure.
one interesting from the video was about the PHRA (small Buddha statue) which is like a necklace that can bring good fortune seems to be consider quite valuable stuff. in the movie, he have meet failure when the guy cheat on him by selling the fake China DVD player and another scene was the PHRA that he steal from his father and sold for 100K baht was actually worth for more than 4 million baht.
somehow i do feel "emos" for him when saw his girlfriend have relationship with another guy when Top's was waiting for the LRT to come. moreover, i think the unique selling point of him was about the way he convince other people when he say "You don't need to care who I am, or how old I am, just please listen to my story and allow me to introduce myself" which is quite special.
honestly, i did feel myself quite similar to him as i was playing online game and selling online equipment too when i was still teenager as the name of "reload" is come from my online game nickname. the only thing that differentiate me and him was he direct take his words into action without thinking much whereas i just keep continue talk but did not take any action until now. it is because i do go through similar experience as him as he have visited those trade exhibition and i my own experience about the "making drinks cups and packaging" machine few years ago which is now became the famous Chatime cups that people use nowadays. (wondering if that time i see this opportunity, i might become successful now but talking anything now seems to be useless) somehow i do feel that if i did not start this all blogging to express feelings thing, the person who will earning millions of dollars now might be me but it seems to be too late for me as i was already 23 years old.
therefore it might be no more special to say "a 30 years old guy earned his first million" if compared with a "19 years old guy earned his first million" right? perhaps the secret to become a rich person is always related to law of attraction when the lecture say "If you think that you will be rich, you will be; if you think that you will be successful, you will be" which is a very good positive mindset. at the end, i still hope i can be successful one day and when the day come, i will eventually reveal my identity in the blogging atmosphere and might also invite all blogger who contribute/supporting me all the time to have a free meal that count on my bill. anyways, below was the "seaweed king" real picture and he was handsome too.
seriously i would like to watch again this video again as it was a extraordinary journey from a zero to hero.
somehow the story seems to be quite similar to the Facebook movie which is The Social Network. besides, i just eaten few packs of seaweed although it is not "Tae Kae Noi" but i think from now onward, i will think about this movie no matter what brand seaweed that i ate as below.
at last, below was the real life success story interview as he spills on his self-depiction in the movie and his tips on being where he is now. __________________________________ Q: What is your impression of "The Billionaire"? Would you say that it is an accurate description of your success and are you happy with the final product? Ittipat: About 80% in the movie is true. I'm very satisfied for the overall of the final cut. At least, the story in the movie shows lots of obstructions and I never surrender. You can be weak, but never surrender in order to keep the game going. This movie could become a great source of inspiration for the new entrepreneurs.
Q: Would you like to give some advice to those who wish to make it big like what you did? Ittipat:My tips for success are that based on four points which is Love, Giving, Sacrifice and Happiness. If you love what you do, you will automatically have a success rate of 50 per cent. That 50 per cent will help you deal with things that you don't love such as accounting, marketing and human resource. The second is that you need to be Giving, especially when it comes to money and time. Sacrifice comes next, you need to lose something before getting something. When you're first starting out, you would be just like a small fish in a big ocean and many will try to take advantage, but you have to be smart. When I first approached 7-11 to carry Taokaenoi, they asked for 40 per cent for their GP & Listing fee. If I had refused to loose sacrifice that day, there will be no Taokaenoi today. Lastly, you need to be happy with what you have. If you get rich and successful but are not happy then whatever you do will be meaningless. For over eight years, I wake up in the morning and go to work with high passion. I know I am happy with my job.
__________________________________ in conclusion, DO NOT lose your courage no matter what, because if we give up, game is over.. TOP
suddenly i just remember that i had blogged too much about the movie until forget to update my own personal status as my own reference. during the morning, it is about the ancestor praying as it was my grandfather death's anniversary. around 1pm i went to guide my brother to see his new house. somehow i just feel that rich people will continue to be rich as the developer keep whole block of building for his own personal use. actually i just feel that it is not less land in Malaysia but is because those rich people keep buy a lot of property and keep it until the price goes sky rocket. around 5.50pm we went out again to Aeon Jusco Bukit Tinggi as my mother sponcer me to buy new Chinese New year clothes. guess i was "sucks" to use parent money although it is only cost about RM180+ in total. finally i arrived back home at 9.20pm and continue surf the internet for some information. then i only start to write this post aound 11.10pm and here ends my personal record for today. =D
today i woke up 9am. first of all, i would like to wish all Tamil (wonder if there is any) reader to have a Happy Thaipusam festival 2013 as tomorrow was the public holiday replacement for this festival. well, Thaipusam (Thai Poosam) is a Hindu festival celebrated mostly by the Tamil community on the full moon in the Tamil month of Thai during January or February. besides, the word Thaipusam is a combination of the name of the month which is Thai, and the name of a star that is known as Pusam. somehow i just feel myself seems to be like doing "financial report" just like every year post seems to be the same by using the big festival name as my title. maybe it is just to prove that "i still alive" when i updates my every year post for any festival.
after that, i just have some "siu mai" (chinese dumpling) as my breakfast. moreover, i also eat some fried seaweed as i still thinking about the Billionaire Top Secret Thailand movie as what should i do in order to be successful in my life. furthermore, i just share the video with some close friend because i think some people might dislike this kind of movie. actually when thinking in deep, Top Ittipat learned most of his marketing skills through his own experience and others people instead of just depending on reading marketing books like most of the college student. in addition, it might be true that getting rich people connection will be more easy to be success. as an example, he will getting lower sales if he did not went to promote his product in 7 eleven. however, i still feel that i still need some money/funds to start up a business no matter how small it is.
if i were apply my situation using Top Ittipat method, i think i will follow his introducing method which is "You don't need to care who I am, or how old I am, just please listen to my story and allow me to introduce myself" that is quite unique. then the product would be "Chinese hell's money" as i will use those printing machine to print out, then contact the local funeral agency or selling praying materials to sell it. (choi ! choi ! choi ! Chinese New Year coming soon and it is a taboo to talk about funeral related things right?) moreover, if printing product is "hell's money" is would be harmful to environment as it eventually supporting more people to burn those papers. anyways, looks like all of my plan is just an empty talk instead of i will execute it. seriously i was frustrated to think about what can i do like Top Ittipat in order to start my own business?
it was because in the movie, the reason he choose to sell chestnut was because the trade exhibitor told him that it was the first machine in Thailand if he buy it while how he discover the seaweed was during his driving journey with his girlfriend and she gave him the food that had inspired him. so how would i start if i don't even know exactly what is my goal other than whining about life? in fact, i just keep send resume to find jobs although i know that working for others people is helping them to build their dreams. somehow i start to feel tired as my mind is full of "rubbish thought" and i just went to take a nap at 11.35am. the moment i woke again was 2.30pm and just have some fried rice that is prepared by mother as my lunch. after that, i also eat some ice cream and "bah gua" (肉干) which is something like salty-sweet dried meat while watching the One Piece anime and Naruto anime was interesting for this week.
actually i do feel myself seems to be quite "rotten" (废) during this days as i just eat, sleep, watch movie, find job, waiting, research some information and all this activities is always related to using computer. therefore i don't really have any outdoor activity or doing something much more meaningful things. around 6pm i just have duck rice as my dinner and continue to surf the internet. during the night, some of my mother's side relative came to my house and just feel quite "sien" (bored) to answer how i was doing recently as i am still jobless after i resign after working for 3 days. therefore i went up stair to "hide" myself as i was seems to be like having many things to do but the fact is i have nothing to do. somehow i just "kill my time" by listening back the Friday's sharing story and it seems that most of the people who call in was having affairs problems.
well, i do feel the No.6th guy was "greedy" in relationship because he say that he wanted to have both girls which is his wife and the girlfriend. moreover, the guy's wife also have a child and i just feel that it was totally an excuse for him to say that the girlfriend will commit suicide if he break up with her. anyways, i realize that i should be more confident on myself that it is just my time to find a girl still haven arrive yet instead of keep saying no girl like me although i am not a good looking guy. after my relative has went back, i continue to watch the "Inbound Troubles" (老表，你好嘢) which is the latest TVB comedy drama. later on, i found out that using microwave to heat the "bak kwa" (肉干) is more delicious and wonder maybe i should go sell the dried meat during CNY?
before i end my post, i would like to share an interesting video about "using money to chase girls" (Mat Kearney - Sooner Or Later) as below or the link >>> Here. basically the video was about a worker want to chase a beautiful girl but the girl looked down on him. then he just went to buy new clothes, rent a nice car and find her to dinner and the girl accepted as she seems to be a "materialistic" (money minded) type. actually my brother also said this to me before that "aiyoh, you scare no girl like you meh when you got money that time" but i just want to say that i don't want that kind of feelings. anyways, i have missed the most important moment which is "at least having one relationship" during my college life but ended up blogging here as an anonymous to tell my Tarcian junior to not follow my mistaken footstep. =.=
today i woke up at 11.30am. well, it was a public holiday replacement for Thaipusam but looks like it does not matter for me as i still finding job. around 2pm i just have my lunch prepared by mother and enjoyed it. then i just get myself prepared to back KL house although my parents asked me to stay at home. actually the reason i choose to go back KL was because i have already pay the rental and it would be a waste if i did not stay there. moreover, i might be more keen to find job in KL if compared with staying at home because my bank account balance will be keep reducing and it would trigger my motivation to more eager to get a job. after that, my father fetched me to the nearby Klang KTM.
during the moment at car, i do have some chat with my father and told him "why don't produce brown paper bags" in the printing field. then he just said that actually all business is also profitable, but it is only depend how's a people manage it and the timing. as for Malaysian people, we still not ready yet to "buy the idea of using brown paper bag" for support environment friendly when shopping and this is why plastic bags is more popular. furthermore, he also tell me a story which i think can relate with the "Top Billionaire movie" which is using "pity feeling" but it require a lot of people to support you. well, this story was true about the director of a successful printing company in Klang which is a lady where her finger's hand was "chopped" when using the "die cut machine" at some company.
however, she did not gave up and started her own printing brown color packaging box which mostly target for those big furniture product as we can see in IKEA and finally become one of the top printing company. somehow i just feel that the secret to success seems to be never give up no matter how hard the life is. around 2.50pm the train arrived and looks like there is very less Chinese people will take public train. during the journey on the train, i was not very satisfy with the train running speed as it keep delay at few station for five minute only start to make a move. therefore it took me about 1 hour and half minute+ to reach Kampung Batu KTM station at 4.35pm and meet my friend there. then he fetched me to Jusco Kepong as we has planned to watch the Paper Moon (纸月亮) movie at the TGV Kepong cinema.
after walking for some time at there, we have our dinner at Marrybrown and just realized that you can have at 10% discount if you have the Kad Diskaun Siswa 1Malaysia (KADS1M) when his friend lend us. then we walked back to the cinema again as the movie time is 7pm as shown below. well, the Paper Moon (纸月亮) Malaysia movie seems to be having another version from the western but the synopsis of the movie was shown below. __________________________________________ "Papermoon" tells the story of a poor kite maker, Chen Tian Song (Gordon Lam Kar Tung), who falls in love with Gao Shi Qin, the daughter of a wealthy family who is in line to inherit the family business. Their innocent and young love eventually evolves into an infinite regret and a poignant love story.
Many years later, suppressing his feelings of guilt, Tian Song expresses his painful longing for Shi Qin through the making of (WAU) kites, until that fateful meeting with Gao Man Hua (Chrissie Chau)….
In search of Gao Shi Qin’s first love, Gao Man Hua travels all the way to Kelantan to learn about the man who has wounded her mother. The appearance of Man Hua evoked apprehension in the quiet and reserved Tian Song, bringing back yesterday’s memories. Tian Song is uneasy about Man Hua’s constant clinging, but at the same time, he finds himself attracted to her because she carries an uncanny resemblance to her mother, Gao Shi Qin, his teenage sweetheart. __________________________________________ during the moment when watching this movie, i really have few "strong feelings" especially during the sex scene because it has been keep "cut" due to Malaysia censorship law. somehow my "horny feelings" get stronger when "曾国珲" having sex with "高诗琴" at the palm tree and the bed scene but feel "sucks" when both scene was cut out from the movie. however, i just feel quite pity for the girl when she was accused to have sex with the fat rental owner.
it is because the girl was too love to his boyfriend and sacrifice herself to "do" with the house owner for RM500 just to repay the debt and he just sitting outside crying when listening to the "fxckxxg" sound. furthermore, i do feel "sucks" where this is also the "ulgy truth" that also happening in the real world whereby if you're rich, you can even "buy" a girl body. somehow it does remind me about the prostitution story in Malaysia that i wrote long time ago and just have a respect feeling toward prostitute as they have their own difficulties to do that kind of job. another scene that i feel quite nice is when during the girl asking the guy that "你现在背对着我，还记得我的样子吗？；记得！一年之后？；当然记得！十年之后？；永远记得！一辈子？；我这一辈子也忘不了" as below. (一年，十年，一輩子也忘不了)
however, "money" seems to be the greatest obstacle to destroy a relationship.
anyways, below was some scene that i like from the Papermoon movie. (i like big eyes girl~ =P)
well, you can have a look the "Paper Moon Official Trailer 2013 Malaysia" (纸月亮 预告片) as below or the link >>> Here. overall i would rate this movie as 5 out of 5 stars because i like the story line and would like to support Malaysia movie while the girl actress was beautiful too which looks like someone to me. actually before watching this movie, i do read some blogger review and it seems that most of their opinion seems to be quite negative as it is a waste to watch this movie and get very low point. besides, my friend who watch this movie with me also rate it as 2 out of 5 as same as Clevermunkey review. in fact, you can say me a "bias" to give high points to local movie just like Kepong Gangster Movie" (甲洞) but i just can say different people have different views.
it is because this is seems to be like if i say i love to eat durian, it doesn't mean that everyone will like it right? in addition, the people who watch this movie only less than 10 people as i looking around at my surrounding. around 8.50pm we make a move from there and i start to think a lot especially looking at the round moon while my friend talking to me at the car as below.
actually my thought during that moment was "what if i be more brave/pervert to kiss the girl during last time when i propose my love" just like the boy did in the movie, would it have any different to change my life? well, it is already become a fact that no use to think about it anymore although i have the "emo" feeling like "我觉得单恋也是一种恋爱，就算妳不喜欢我，我也继续喜欢妳，我就不算失恋了" (don't feel like translate) as it is just my "funny" thought again. anyways, no people would care whether if my tears drop when looking the scene just like looking at myself.
besides, i also feel that maybe what's my friend was right that "a pervert guy tends to be more attractive" that those "guai guai zai" (good guy) as you can use me as an example that a low self confidence guy will not get any girl's heart and ended up still blogging everyday to whine as i am trying to understand how a girl's feels. finally i arrived back home at 10.05pm and my room mate has came back from hometown. somehow i do face some difficulties to update my blog as i have waited until 12.40am only start to write this post as my room mate has sleep. perhaps this is why most of the people prefer to rent whole room instead of sharing room with other people. at the end of today, i just keep listening + "emos" to the "Bell 宇田 - 帶我走完整版MV ( Papermoon 紙月亮電影主題曲)" song as shown below or the link >>> Here. guess that's all for my Paper Moon (纸月亮) Malaysia movie review 2013 post. at last, i would like to share an interesting picture about the eastern and the western country culture when you're old as below.
well, i just feel that it might be great if we can experience "sxx" during young age as it might be something special to have it with your first love, if not, you might be ended up like me still so call "virgin" guy at the age of 23. (don't count TFK/DIY/masturbation to define virgin, sorry if anyone get offended as it is just purely my instant thought) hopefully everything will get's better tomorrow as i still alive at this moment. =)
today i woke up at 9.40am. then i just went upstair to wash my clothes. after that, i continue to search job as usual since i was quite free nowadays. around 12.30pm i went to have economy rice as my lunch as usual since there is not many choice. upon arrived back home, i received a phone call from the cosmeceutical interviewer but had rejected it since i don't want to take such a troublesome transport to work at Sunway. besides, i also phone back some interviewer to ask about my job application status and they said will phone me later but there is no people phone me back after that. somehow this kind of feeling is seems to be like "begging people to hire me" but i just told myself to keep trying and not to give up so fast.
honestly, i do feel that the "approaching rich people theory" seems to be applicable to guy too as girl will find rich guy to marry while guy will find rich/big company or banks to work with right? on the other hand, i do saw a lot of people complain that the property house price which cost about RM500,000+ and above seems to be expensive but yet there is some news say's that Myanmar and Nigerian expats would pay up to RM15,000 per month in new KL serviced apartments. according to the news, the guests will stay for about three to six months and the majority people was working in oil and gas, as well as finance and equities. the monthly rentals for those units range from about RM12,000 to RM15,000 and they are highly skilled professionals, mostly working in oil and gas that earning upwards of RM25,000 to RM30,000 per month. sometime when looking this kind of post, i do feel myself seems to be study in the wrong field.
based on what i know, the salary range of engineer graduates that works in O&G company will earn at least RM5,000 at their starting paid but it is very hard to success get employed in. well, i also feel that it is true that rich people will getting more rich while the poor will continue complain/whine about how hard life is like me until death. for an example, if your parents have bought 4 to 5 property in the KL area, you can don't need to work as each property will guarantee make you a return of RM3,000 rental per month. so when you're rich, you will have more self confidence and eventually girl's will automatically come for you. therefore my advice to all "low-middle-poor" income guy out there is to be more hardworking to earn money although myself is not a successful person yet as some people will say yourself also haven success yet, how do you expect other people listen to your advice?
basically i just expressing what i feel based on my instant thought without thinking much and you have the right to say my opinion was not true. anyways, i would like to share a meaningful song that i keep listening repeatedly from the afternoon which is "Take Me Away" (帶我走 Dai Wo Zou) that sang by Bell Yu Tian (宇田) as below or the link >>> Here. actually i have share this song from my yesterday "Paper Moon (纸月亮) Malaysia Movie Review 2013" post but just feel the lyrics was so meaningful as shown below. __________________________________ Bell宇田 - 帶我走 ( 纸月亮电影主題曲 ) 风吹过，妳的笑容。 轻拂过，我的感动。 蔚蓝天空，是自由快乐的梦。 海洋，为我，辽阔。
妳的世界没有我，地球一样会转动。 我的明天却被妳左右。
Oh Wau Bulan， 属于妳我的纸月亮。 梦想在空中，线在妳手中， 记得千万别放手。
Oh Wau Bulan， 带我到天涯和海角。 一年，一辈子，随风， 永远也忘不了。
妳说过，爱我很久。 凡走过，定会长留。 只怕妳我，是变幻不定的风。 爱过，未必，拥有。
妳的世界没有我，地球一样会转动。 我的明天却被妳左右。
Oh Wau Bulan， 属于妳我的纸月亮。 梦想在空中，线在妳手中， 记得千万别放手。
Oh Wau Bulan， 带我到天涯和海角。 一年，一辈子，随风， 永远也忘不了。 __________________________________ the sentences that highlighted in red is truly what i feel too. somehow i just feel that there is no exact way to chase girl because no one would really tell or teach you how to chase girl as you will never learn this kind of skills in the school books. however, it is all depend on the decision that you have made in the end such as if you think you're happy for today, then you will be happy, if you think you're sad for today, you will remain sad. guess i have chosen to be "emos" for today as i seems to be enjoying this kind of feelings. (crazy)
besides, i do recall back my friend's told me yesterday that actually i no need repeat my exam the tutor also advice my another friend to repeat but she still can resit at the end. at once i don't really know my decision to resign and repeat 3 month at Tarc is right or wrong because it has already become the fact. anyways, my "worry" feelings has getting stronger and stronger as the final result will came out at 8th February to decide whether i am a diploma or advance diploma graduate or going to get my degree. during the evening, i just feel quite tired after search so much of jobs and went to take a nap. the moment i woke up again was 7.10pm and went to have my dinner alone. upon arrived back home at 8pm, my room mate just told me that there is a snatch theif case happened 5 minutes ago where he heard "Rompak! Rompak!" (snatch thief) that make him awakens.
somehow i just wonder whether i should be more grateful/relief about myself or not that i was not a "snatch thief target" as i do heard the motorbike sound when i was walking back home. actually i have been heard a lot of criminal case happened such as stabbing Tarc college student (until death, not sure), stealing, snatch thief but it never happened on my and i certainly don't wish it will happen to me throughout my 6 years staying of at KL house. during the night, i just feel quite "lonely" again when my room mate keep talking to his "girl girl" on the phone again until the midnight as this post was finish written at 2.15am but he still talking with those sweet words such as "you're beautiful ah, sweet sweet things loh" which eventually cause me "jelly" partly because i don't have any girl to call to. moreover, i do know that it is no use to just "whine" or express my feelings here.
anyways, i just keep listening to the "宇田 帶我走" song with my earphone to let my feeling get better othern than listening to their conversation. at last, there is a meaningful Chinese sentence that i feel to share about which is "当你想努力改变之前的自己，是不会那么容易得到认同的。就算你真的变了，但只要一破功，就前功尽弃了。因为别人对你的既定印象是不会如此轻易改变的。" where i feel it is quite true. besides, i do feel myself quite "greedy" that i wish to have more REAL LIFE PEOPLE to concern about me. well, i truly appreciate that i have about 10 blogging friend that concern about me after writing for so many years to express my feeling. (Thanks you all as you don't know me but still coming to give me suggestion that might can improve my life) however, i do hope that i can get more real life friend or ex-classmate to find me as my close friend number seems to be can count within my finger nails. finally finish writing this "emos" post again and hopefully tomorrow will be a happy post. =D
today i woke up at 10.20am. somehow i just have a dream again but the dream was quite sad where it is related to my job that what i study such as my E-commerce and Marketing field did not suit with the job market needs. anyways, i should consider it as a bad dreams instead of thinking so much. after that, i was being "said" by my room mate that "don't keep staying in front on PC and trying to do some outdoor activities" or something meaningful. therefore i just planned to check my KSWP account number and bank those money's coins since i wanted to do it long time ago although i know it might not consider as a "meaningful task" to do. around 12.10pm i make a move from house by carrying a bad with me and have chicken rice again as my "breakfast+lunch" meal.
after that, i took bus to Genting Klang and reached there around 12.30pm. then i walk to the Maybank to ask about bank in coins but they told me that the staff have went out lunch and advice me to come next week. therefore i just walk to the Public Bank and they told me that i need to have a bank book in order to do coins banking which is the latest new policy which is different from last time. somehow i start to feel quite "sien" (speechless) and went to RHB bank to do the coins banking and also check the KWSP account number by using the Identification Card (IC) in the Kiosk machine. well, the RHB staff told me that i need to separate all the coins by myself in order to do the coins banking and the KWSP kiosk machine can't read my IC. besides, the staff also told me that i can go to nearest branch of KWSP at Danau Kota.
somehow i decided to walk to there which is just beside KL Festival maybe because i was being said as "seldom do exercise". as i walking from Genting Klang, i do feel like "recalling memories" as i pass by In House cafe, Ochado, Pat Kin Pat Sun Cafe (不见不散茶餐厅) and others. when i almost reach there, one of my leg suddenly got some minor injury but i still endure it maybe because i really seldom walk which is like a "tofu" that seems like easily get injured. anyways, the Hong Leong bank was quite near there and i walked to the to do the coin banking but the staff told me that the bank require 7 days to count the coins. therefore i just went to the KWSP Danau Kota to check my KWSP account number as shown below.
well, the Kiosk machine there can't read my number too and i was require to fill up a form.
actually i already get the offline account statement from her for my KWSP number as shown below but i want to do the i-account to check my Employees Provident Fund (EPF) online.
then i waited to get the number and the staff took my hand print after i fill up the form where i will get my activation code within few minute on my mobile. anyways, below was the details map of the Danau Kota KWSP center. _____________________________________ KWSP Danau Kota (Kuala Lumpur) Employee Provident Fund (EPF) Building No. 66 (K33), Jln 8/23E Taman Danau Kota, Off Jln Genting Klang 53300 Setapak, Kuala Lumpur Fax No. : 03-41435488
Office Operating Hours Days: Mondays - Fridays at Time: 8.15 am - 5.15 pm Counter Operating Hours Days: Mondays - Fridays at Time: 8.15 am - 4.45 pm Kiosk Operating Hours Days: Mondays - Fridays at Time: 8.15 am - 4.45 pm _____________________________________ after that, i took "taxi" (cab) back home due to leg pain and finally reach home at 2pm. then i get an SMS activation code as shown below.
well, you just need to login to http://www.kwsp.gov.my/portal and click " Pengaktifan i-Akaun" for first time user and you will eventually get your "Penyata Ahli Tahun" online statement as shown below.
somehow i do feel quite "sad" to see the balance as i just work for few month during last year before come back Tarc to repeat. then i just keep on looking for jobs at different website and research on those company before applying.
well, i do received a call from my first time job interview and just feel quite "upset" that she offer me lower than the first offer which maybe because i "phoned her" yesterday. for example, he offered X amount of salary at the first time but i asked for X add in RM100 which caused him to consider, then now the human resource offered me X minus RM400 which is quite "sucks". somehow i just feel this is like playing "heart game" (心理战) as it looks like i am "begging" them for job and i need to give her the confirmation before 2th February. around 6.20pm i walked to Tarc Papparich to have my dinner and enjoyed the dried curry noodle very much as it only cost RM3.80 and ordered another "roti bakar susu" (bread) which is quite nice to eat. somehow i just wondering can i sell the bread since it is so nice to eat and low cost but the problem is how i can make such bread.
during the night, i do feel tired and went to take a nap. the moment i woke up again was 9.40pm. actually i have been keep finding new opportunity but it seems that i have a lot of limitation. for example, the 3D printing machine is the latest trends but i don't know whether anyone would buy the outcome product as shown below or the link >>> Here. on the other hand, there was an "interesting" apps about Facebook "Bang With Friends" as you can see details below.
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The app, which launched a week ago and had already gained more than 20,000 users in four days, is aimed at matching users with potential partners who don’t want to beat around the bush. (Sorry.) Designed to take rejection out of the equation, the app only notifies “couples” when both parties want to bang: just make sure to click the “only me” privacy tab when installing the app.
The creators of the app are a trio who, for now, would like to remain unknown to the public. A Whois search for the BangWithFriends.com domain name comes up with their registration information blocked, revealing the creators are web savvy and have taken the extra step to keep their identities hidden. While they don’t want their names attached to the BangWithFriends.com legacy in the making just yet, they did open up about their first project as a team.
“[Sex] should be something you’re expressive about, that you’re comfortable with, and if there’s a beautiful woman or a handsome man that you’re interested in, you shouldn’t hold back,” said one of the app’s creators. “We’re just giving you closer access to knowing the truth.”
But the creators, who graduated from middle school (and beyond), have loftier goals than one might imagine. “By being honest and forward, we’re taking the no bullshit approach [to sex].” But who would use such an honest tool? “It’s mostly our demographic,” said one creator, “people in their twenties, recent college graduates and people in college.” The crowd that we’re looking for is forward and straight about their sexuality. And straight they are, as the app currently doesn’t take sexual orientation into consideration.
“Sex is such an awkward thing to bring up in our society, and we don’t think it should be,” one of his cohorts said. “ Our philosophy is that sex shouldn’t be taboo. We should be able to say ‘bang’ and ‘fuck’ on our site because that’s how we talk in real life.”
And in real life, sex often blossoms into a relationship, according to the founders, and not the other way around. By helping users “anonymously find friends who are down for the night,” the app may be selling you the idea of a genuine relationship. “It’s less about one-night stands and more about getting people to be more blunt with the way they’re approaching each other,” said a creator. “We believe relationships really evolve after you have sex with one another.” Another creator added, “There aren’t many people who haven’t had sex with their loved one, and we believe that it’s crucial to have that intimate first moment to get things going.” ___________________________________ frankly speaking, i guess this kind of apps might create more "divorce case" in future because if sex can be so easily available, then some people might feel marriage is useless right? (sorry if offended anyone) moreover, this might also explain why some guys prefer to find prostitute to satisfy their "needs" but i think it will cause more problem in future if woman is treated like a "product". suddenly i have a "funny" thought that came to my mind that "if guy can find prostitute to satisfy their need, then how about woman" as the "duck market" is very scarce. (LOL) furthermore, the success story for this apps might can prove the theory about "why people are more brave when using anonymous name" to express their feeling or show their real true face right? later on , i just watch the latest 12th episode of "Inbound Troubles" (老表，你好嘢!) and here goes the end of my day. in addition, i do keep listening back on the "Bell Yu Tian Take Me Away 宇田 帶我走" song that i write yesterday. =)
today i woke up at 10.50am. well, it was already the 4th day of this week which is Thursday but i still haven get any job interview as i have send out many application. somehow i still don't know whether anything goes wrong as one of my friend told me that seldom employee want to hire people during Chinese New Year. besides, i start to feel that it seems to be no use to do so many research online as if the information is available on the internet, it might be not very useful as anyone can search for it and there is no more unique. around 1pm i went to have some noodles as my lunch. upon back to home, i just played few round of Dota although i said before that playing games seems to be waste of time. (hypocrite+procrastinate+DDLY)
frankly speaking, i do have a feeling of lifeless and lonely nowadays when i back to KL house this week as i don't really doing much useful stuff and most of my housemate haven came back from hometown. around 4.20pm i walk to college to get the Sheffield Hallam University application form for my friend and myself although i still haven get my result. somehow i think i might have a little "influence" to change the deadline for submission as i have "written a story letter of myself" at 4th December 2012 to Katherine Gardiner which is the course leader of the subject. therefore the final deadline for submission is fixed at 23 February 2013 as shown below.
moreover, i do feel worry that whether i will be able to get my transcript of Advance Diploma result because it will take some time to get it especially CNY was fall on that week after the result released on this coming 8th February which is 8 more days to go for me to see whether i will "die" or not.
anyways, the application still need to pay £300 and RM200 as the "booking fee" but i will use back the refund money that i get back last year. after that, i just walked to the Tarc RT Pastry house to buy some bread as the bread there is quite delicious compared to canteen 2 although need to walk quite far. sometime i do wonder about what is the secret recipe to make the bread but it seems like i will never know. finally i arrived back home at 5pm and just use the computer to see some movie and information online. well, i would like to share an interesting video that "Paperman - Full Animated Short Film" and also an Oscar-nominated film as shown below or the link >>> Here. basically the story was about a lonely young office worker in mid-century New York City who meets his soul mate while waiting for the train.
when the train arrives, the girl is gone but he gets a second chance when he looks out his office window and sees her in the skyscraper across the street. then he tried to fold the paper airplanes to reach out the girl and it is a love story rendered in gorgeous black and white, harking back to the days with hand-drawn animation from Disney production. somehow i just feel that this kind of story will be just a story and i don't think it will be happening in real life.
on the other hand, there is another interesting news about stock market investment whereby a guy earned 1,500,000+ HKD from his 40,000 HKD savings.
well, i just feel that why most of the time we always see many success story but never heard of those failure story as we don't know how many people "die underneath" before achieving success right?
guess i am still "dreaming" that i will be success in stock market?
in fact, the real business is not fun like those online games that we played because this is the real world where there are real cheating, real bankrupt just like what have been said on the Top Ittipat movie whereby his father said "even the adult person cannot survive from the ugly business, how's about the teenager like you would be?" that i liked most.
around 8pm i went to have "Indo Mee" as my lunch and don't know why feel it is not nice to eat. during the night, i spend my time doing unproductive work such as watching TVB Hong Kong drama again.
honestly, i don't know whether want to update what recently as my blog post seems to be like keep using movie, song or short film as my title.
perhaps the best way is don't think so much but it seems to become a bad habit of myself to think so much which eventually cause me to generate the feelings of "lifeless and lonely" if i did not show any improvement when compared with yesterday. at last, there is a meaningful sentence which is "When you are feeling down, don’t view yourself as a failure. Focus on the goal and think of it more as an adjustment along the way. Even a rocket approaching space many times makes adjustments on the startup. When you feel you are failing, simply look at it as an adjustment toward success" that is quite true. guess i still need to depend on this kind of motivational quotes to cheer my life. =D
today i woke up at 10.10am. after getting myself prepared, i just do my online stuff as usual such as update my links and reading some blogs since i was quite free nowadays. around 12.20pm i went to have chicken rice as my lunch because it is a public holiday at Kuala Lumpur area and there is not much food stall opened at Setapak. when i arrived back home, i just watched the latest episode of Naruto Anime and enjoyed it very much when Naruto was battling with Nagato (Pein) while Gyuki is battling with Itachi. seriously it had make me quite addicted to it and i eventually went to read the Naruto Manga version at the Animea website from 551th to 618th episode. therefore here goes my 2 hour+ time spend on reading the manga.
around 5.40pm i get myself prepared again to back Klang hometown by sitting my brother car. after waited for 20 minutes, the bus finally arrived and i reached Wangsa Maju station at 6pm. then i took the LRT train to Taman Paramount as i will meet my brother there. when i reach there around 6.45pm, i waited for some time again for my brother to arrived. finally i arrived back to my Klang hometown at 8.20pm because the road's traffic was so congested but i just sleep inside the car throughout the journey back home. mother have prepared quite a wonderful dinner for us and i do enjoyed it very much. somehow i just told myself that it is all depend on how i think my life was instead of having the feeling of "Lifeless and Lonely" thought that i have yesterday. then i just surf the internet to see some news and information online again.
well, i would like to share the "Reason Why Girls Like Older Man" and below was my detail explanation about this issue. ____________________________________
1) Older man are more maturity. Well, i know that there are few younger guys that is around my age (23) seems to be more mature but what i talking here was about the guy who is aged from 28 ~ 35 or above. It is because they have been go through their broken hearts moments, played with a girls emotions already or having one night stands experiences. When they have go through such stages of life, they're left with a nurturing maturity that is beyond sexy and no longer think of girls are "disposable" but to cherish them.
2) Older man are more stable in many areas. Most of the older man by their 30+ age have a steady job and living on their own that will eventually create a financial security to those girls as they don't need to worry to pay their meals as your older guy has got any thing you need taken care of. Moreover, older man has move likely been through a lot of crap in his life that he was willing to make your relationship works. In term of creating a long lasting relationships, they are more forgiving, willing to quit living in the past and tend to be more mentally stable too.
3) Older man have less "drama". As you can see, a younger boys tends to have a lot "drama" (high school style/street drama) happening but older men have found a way to eliminate those drama. For an example, when a younger guy see's a SMS text send to his girlfriend from another guy, his jealousy spirit gone high. Besides, older man do no cares much if those girls go out by themselves or hanging around with a bunch of boys as he trust you and knows that you won't stray. If the girls do, he won't end things on a bad note as he know the relationship wasn't meant to be.
4) Older man have more confidence. An older guys that over 30 years old will be having a strong confidence on themselves where they know the way to satisfy a girl or make them happy. Besides, he would be stop caring about how others think as he isn't rude or anything like that, but he know that what he doing is not just to please others. Moreover, he will take the initiative to approach girls as he will not worry of getting rejection. They appeared in a way their past point of emotion such as fear or intimidation will not stop them for keeping up in their tracks.
5) Older man know what they want. When the guy reach 30 years old, he is most likely know what he want to achieve in his life. It can be either inside or outside of the bedroom. As for the inside, he has no longer interest much with those "banging" experience but is more onto worship his partner to make her feel like the luckiest woman on the earth. As for the outsides, he is strong in making decision and have a lesser uncertainty. For an example, he is able to make any decision when going on a date such as deciding what's to eat instead of spending half and hour to decide what to do later as the girl will think "You're the one who ask me out and still want me to decide?" which might be true.
6) Older man have already made a few mistakes and learned from past experiences. It took years to make a person into shape after being "kicked" around by failure. Based on their past experiences, older man tend to know what is their mistake and improve it. In terms of creating conversation, they will have more topic to share or talk about with girls as they know more topics. Besides, older man will not act "rough" when compared with a young men to protect his girl. For an example, the first thought of a younger guy's mind would be "punching" someone face when he gets into argument/fight but an older guy is less worried about being beaten up as he is more concern about getting his girl out from that situation. ____________________________________
anyways, i don't think i am able to be a "mature guy" now as my mindset was still full of different kind of childish thought. besides, i do have a little "babyface" look as it is like a secondary's boy face although i am already 23 years old and feel what's other people say was quite true that if i hang out with a girl that same age with me, she would be feel dating with her little brother. sometime looking at myself, i seems to be still on my own fantasy world that i will think "I wish you would love me" as shown picture below.
however, the fact is everything has been past now and i am trying my best to improve. honestly, without my "love energy" towards the girl that i like, this blog would be dying long time ago because there is no reason or passion for me to update my blog as my GA has been banned long time ago.
in fact, my blog has been penalized by Google recently and i still not sure what is the reason but most of my organic traffic has been dropped tremendously. moreover, i don't think it will affect me from keeping up blogging as i do asked myself "get so much traffic for what?" since it is my diary, and a diary should just keep for own usage instead of being a "blog whore aka attention whore" in the public right? around 10.30pm is the Chan Fong (大城心事) sharing program and below was the recording podcast. ____________________________________ 1) 第一位：阿May～家庭問題，因為同住一個屋簷下的大家庭所以人多口雜，她很想和丈夫拔出去外面住但是目前的經濟能力有限，她對於那種是非流言感到氣憤。【*陳峰大哥認為問題不大，叫她凡事別太計較還有把事情想得過於複雜；陳峰大哥也勸她就把問題當做是一種修行*】>>> Here.
2) 第二位：阿德（運動用品銷售員）～工作的事，關於新店的掌門人的事宜，因為他知道酬勞方面不會有太大的變動令他對於工作的責任和壓力有點不成正比。【*陳峰大哥說他日夜都在做工甚至是擺攤做 Pasar Malam會太勞又累吃力不討好，他應該集中火力集中去衝刺還有附上完整的一份工作規劃表*】>>> Here.
somehow i do feel that listening this kind of story is for own reference to be aware about the problem and not fall to the same mistake if we encounter the similar things. on the other hand, i would like to share a meaningful Chinese sentence but i lazy to translate to English which is "这个世界上，房子有价格，车子有价格，面子有价格，甚至连伴侣也有价格。然而，一切能用钱买到的东西，都不是最值钱的。唯有感情，始终只能物物交换，若你想得到一颗真心，唯有用你自己的真心来换。" that is quite true. overall i just feel that sometime we can't blame why those older men can get those young's girl heart because we don't know they have meet a lot of failure before he learned the "chasing girls tricks" right? therefore i think if a old guy can "cheat" a young girl heart until can get her body, he deserved it because when he is young and being good, no one give a damn about him.
anyways, it is just my simply thought again and there is no right or wrong about this. besides, i suddenly remember about the "dried meat" (肉干) business when my brother said his boss also got do this business during Chinese New Year and you will be shock about the profit of it. for example, how do you feel if you know the cost of the ingredient was only RM10 and can sell for RM40+ per 500 grams, would you want to sell it? at last, it's the first day of February and i would like to ask you guys what's came on your mind? for myself, it is just the month that make me remind of Valentine day coming soon. moreover, "Love" to me is quite a valuable stuff which might probably because i haven experience it before in terms of relationship especially those pure love feelings.
anyways, i would like to wish all couple to have a happy day throughout this whole month. =)
today i woke up at 10.40am. well, it was Saturday again but i seems to be so free by doing nothing much things. during the afternoon, mother cooked "braised clay pot mushroom chicken rice" as our lunch and i liked it. then they went out to buy some goods to stock up for Chinese New Year. besides, i think by now i can confirm that my blog have been getting penalized by Google from the search after doing some "searching research stuff" for testing. anyways, i don't think it will affect me since few year ago i have been banned from GA and my life still goes on where i think i had already get used to it. actually i do feel a little "bu shuang" (not happy) when i saw look into my Google Analytic statistic whereby the SEO organic traffic have dropped until 25% out of the normal rate of 100% and it is getting lesser.
somehow i keep comfort myself that blogging is for my own to express feelings, not to please others. in fact, myself already knew that i will be quitting this "blogging thing" anytime as i have saw the pros and cons about it. around 2.40pm i start to feel sleepy and went to take a nap. the moment i woke up again was 6pm and just feel myself was the most "hang fuk" (幸福) which means lucky guy because can sleep at any time without concerning so much. perhaps i was just "avoiding the problem" because if a guy want to be successful, he will not give any excuse or procrastinate to learn new things such as those programming stuff. around 7pm we went to have our dinner at Miao San Yuan Vegetarian Restaurant Bukit Tinggi as below.
well, there was a lot of people at there and i just feel the owner must be earning a lot of money.
after that, we went to shopping at Aeon Jusco Bukit Tinggi and i was in charge to keep an eye on my sister's baby on the baby stroller. besides, i do feel quite "helpless" when i saw my sister buy new shirt to my mother and brother buy new shirt to my brother while i did not contribute anything. around 11pm we make a move from there as the shopping center is closed at that time. somehow i just get an idea about want to doing something like "hotel+house" concept when passing by Premiere Hotel Bukit Tinggi and told my sister about it. then i just get "shoot" (said) by my sister again that she said "aiyah, you always say only lah, how would you execute into real plan and where is your financial backup?" that makes me think a lot again. guess she was right that i only know how to think, but not do after so long of time passed.
when i asked myself about the financial support part and the answer seems to be finding rich people to support me but it is very hard. for example, i might seek government to present my idea but it is more onto "crony things" or find some "Very very important people" VVIP such as those "Dato" to buy my idea. based on my past experience, i have seen a real life example that if you have a good connection with rich people, you can easily proceed your plan if they like you and even can give you a brand new S350 Merc to drive if those Dato trust you. however, the question here is how would you approach those people and no one will every teach or tell you how especially if you're poor. therefore this concept is apply same again for girl who find rich guy while guy finding rich company to work.
once again my thought will just remain as a thought since myself also don't know how. perhaps it was true that the real business is not fun like playing online games just like the Billionaire movie and the reason for Top Ittipat to success was also need to depend on rich connection such as the 7-Eleven shop.
finally i reached back home at 11.40pm.
then i just surf the internet and replying to some email/forums.
regarding the "Reason Why Girls Likes Older Man" that i posted in forum, i have get a lot of feedback and it was quite good to see those positive and negative opinions.
there is one comment that i feel quite interesting to share as shown below.
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When you are 30 and if you are still single, most likely you are going to be single because ALL THE GIRLS ARE TAKEN. Pretty one at least.
Sure you can go for girls < 21 that may be still single. But how are you going to do that? Go to college and stalk them?
Unless you are some rich man son, chances for an average old fag to get a pretty young girls are nearly impossible. Unless you go get the slutty ones.
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well, he do have some points of it as my friend also said that most of the 18~26 girls are mostly not available or being "farmed" (if you know what i means) by other guy as we grow older.
as for the property related topic, i also feel it is true that if Malaysian people did not buy those over priced property (RM500,000 to few million), the developer also will not worry because there is so much foreigner willing to pay high price to buy it.
for example, Singaporean people will buy the landed property at Johor Bahru.
therefore in the end, this is about the "society competition problem" where rich people are getting richer while poor people continue whine to death. below was an illustration of a picture about the people who inherit with rich will be having much more easy life by using others people such as hiring skilled people as long as you're rich while those poors will continue to work for others such as those fresh graduated that just came out work in the society.
on the other hand, i was quite enjoy listening to one of my friend's singing the "小小鸟" Chinese song at Offtime Kluang cafe and i can sense that she will be successful in the entertainment career. well, i still remember that i still like to listen other's people singing when going to cafe type restaurant. at last, i just can say the reason i can keep update my blog was in hope that i can tell the guy who have the similar feelings like me and younger than me for not to follow my mistaken footstep when he see through my real experience of life. honestly, i did feel angry because no one tell or teach me how to chase girl and ended up blogging to express feeling or whining as an anonymous guy yet not a single damn was given on that day. overall today mood was just "below moderate" only since i just saw "someone" at the Aeon shopping complex and told myself that life still moves on no matter how "down" my feelings. =D
today i woke up at 10.30am. then i just get myself prepared as we will went to my mother side reunion dinner for Chinese New Year. actually it was quite early for this year although the exact date for CNY is on next week. somehow i just feel it is like doing financial report again when i writing this post because i will look back the "Mother Side Reunion Dinner 2012" to see whether what is my feelings for that day. well, i do feel that there seems to be nothing much changed after another year has passed. besides, i was thankful to "Naughty Prince, 小鎮姑娘, Mr Yap" for being still "alive" by still visiting back my blog after 1 year. (sorry if i did not mention others as i write it based on that day comments) anyways, my mother's side reunion for this year was a "potluck" concept where each relative will contribute two food and gather at one of my uncle house.
therefore mother have prepared "buttered prawns" and "fried fish" as shown picture below.
around 12.20pm we make a move from home and went to my uncle house that near Overseas Union Garden (OUG) area in Old Klang Road. as we arrived there at 1.30pm, i just help to bring down the food while waiting other relative to come. after waiting for quite some time, we start to have our lunch at 2.30pm although there is still some relative haven arrive yet. somehow i just feel quite "sucks" again when some relative ask me "got girlfriend or not already? you see your sister also married, brother will have his wedding soon, where is yours girlfriend?" and i just answer a quite stupid answer that is "wait i have money first only start to find". moreover, i am jobless now and just feel "sien" (bored) to answer when some relative ask about my job.
perhaps this is one of the reason i don't really like CNY for this year as i seems to be lack of something. furthermore, i do feel "super duper" boring at there as i have nothing to do and just can wait the time past. then i just listen a bit about one of my cousin explaining the RM150 insurance plan from Alliance Bank but i just dislike it for no reason inside my heart. on the other hand, i just a feeling of "time can cures anything" when i saw on of my relative's father have become more open minded when he can accept her daughter to marry to Malay compared to last time. anyways, i have spend almost 5 hour for doing nothing at there and just feel "unhappy" inside my heart. around 7pm we have the "Lou Yee Sang" ceremony and continue to have some potluck dinner. after that, brother fetched me back to my KL house and i finally reach there at 8.20pm. then i just took a bath before checking some of my online daily routine.
well, i just hope that tomorrow the "job interviewer" will phone me to confirm to hire me when i ask about my employment status last week and he say will give me an answer by this Monday. (tomorrow) besides, One Piece anime for this week was quite boring but next week seems to be nice to watch. regarding to my "Finding Rich People To Support Me" post, i think some of you might misunderstanding that i am finding a "sugar daddy" but what i really means here is finding those angel investor, rich venture capitalist and other strong financial background to support my idea of building a "hotel+house" concept property.
moreover, there is one anonymous girl comment that i feel quite meaningful which is "Prefer love to come naturally. Like many girls and boys do college projects together. Slowly get to know each other and when a girl and a guy find that they like talking to each other, have common interest, then they start spending more time together studying and doing hobbies together and then love will blossom from there".
i believe most of the guy out there including me also wish can find a girlfriend from college and spend time together building relationship but i seems to be missed this opportunity as i am being too "stupid+loyal" in my own world of love.
seriously she was right that there is no hard, fast rule and definitely no manual or guidelines to find a girlfriend.
for the project part, i think there is no fast way too to get the trust from those directors or "Dato" because business relationship also need time to build. guess i was too "rush" on certain things and for now i just can wait my final exam result release on 8th February which is 5 more days to go yet i still counting it. somehow i think i can relate my "probabilities theory" no matter it is in love, business or job as it is like if one people does not like/buy/hire you, you can still find others people until you get it.
at last, i would like to share a meaningful video that is "Changing Batteries Short Animation" as below or the link >>> Here. basically it is a story about an old lady's son give her a robot as he could not manage to come back home and the story tells about the development of the robot with the old lady who lives alone which is quite nice to watch the animation. as i was still writing this post, my room mate just answered his "girl girl" phone call around 1.25am and i was feeling "jelly" again which eventually generate a "lonely" feelings. seriously who would really understand this kind of feelings if you're a guy like me and i did tell him before to answer it at outside but he just ignored it. suddenly i have a "funny" thought again as it is like the Paper moon movie whereby the fat guy listening to the "fxxking sound" of the couple during the night. frankly speaking, i would like to rent the whole room if i am rich and this month February rental i still haven pay yet. anyways, i am trying my best to find a job although i know it is helping other people to build their dreams. T.T
today i woke up at 11am. well, it is the first week of study for most of the Tarcian junior but not me as i have "almost graduate" where i still waiting for my result coming this week. around 12.30pm my friends arrived my house to take the SHU form and we went to Mc Donalds at Taman Melati to have our lunch. somehow i just feel that those "gaming topics" seems to be declining as we grow up as the topic that shared was related to how can you make more money or being success in life. frankly speaking, i do feel "jelly" when heard about some salesman in big company can get about RM7,000~RM10,000 for "entertainment fee" to their client and if got leftover money from the budget, they can count it as a profit for their own.
somehow i just told myself that it is useless to envy other's people story. besides, i feel that life is about how's smart you can live in this "cruel society" as i suddenly remember a friend told me before about a guy cheated that he got 4.0 CGPA for his qualification to join a big company. however, the company still hire and even promote him after they found out the truth because he had performed well at there. therefore this might be one of the interviewer told me before when i go for interview where he say "i don't really concern much about your certificate because even if you're a Master holder, if you can't perform well, you still need to leave the company" which is quite true. anyways, it is still depend on what job you such as if you're a salesman and can help company the company to get a RM50,000 sales a month, i don't think it will be a problem for them to pay you RM10,000 salary.
at the end, life is still full of possibilities and i found there is no exact way to define success as it can be a legal or illegal way if you know what i means. when i reach back home, i just continue to search some information and see some jobs news. well, today was known as "Li Chun Day" (立春) 2013 or egg balancing which refers to a Chinese folk belief that it is much easier to balance an egg on a smooth surface during 4th or 5th February than at any other time of the year. somehow i don't have any egg to balance when i read back my feelings for this day on last year as it is exactly 1 year of Li Chun 2012. one thing that i feel quite curious that why the things that happening 1 year before seems to be quite same as this year.
seriously i think that no people would really understand what i means here because i don't think anyone will write their diary everyday and compare it with last year same date. perhaps i am the only one who discover the theory of "what you experience today will happen similar things on next year same date?" which i also don't know why. during the evening, i was still waiting the phone call from the interviewer as i just phoned him this afternoon and he say will call me back later. around 5pm i finally received his call and feel so happy that i am employed from the company but i still need to wait until 18th of February only can start work. guess the company also smart as if i start work tomorrow, they will still need to pay me during the Chinese New Year public holiday.
after that, i decided to go to Tarc Library to look for some book as it was something related to my job. as i reach there, i just search the "online marketing" in the infoweb online catalogue as shown below.
then it pop up the book and i found it is quite convenient to search for the book as it is arranged nicely as you just need to locate the "658.972" shelf just like below.
while reading the Brian Sheehan book as below, i feel that the western people's writing style like to use case study and quotes word of wisdom.
somehow i just like the quotes from John Wanamaker (1838~1922) where he say that "Half the money I spend on advertising is wasted, the trouble is I don't know which half" which i think is the problem faced by most of the marketer. besides, i do feel "emo" when see happy couple "pak toh" (dating) in the library.
on the other hand, i think i have a "special capability" that i might know what type of printing machine that book publisher use to print their books based on my "printing background" but i think it is useless. around 6.35pm i make a move from the library and borrowed two books to read back at home. suddenly i don't know why i have an "evil" thought where i can "steal" the book that i have borrowed from Tarc library because i no longer need to study there. however, if i do that, it would definitely spoil my name and it is a selfish thought because if every "almost graduate" student did that, the library will no longer have any book left for the junior right? anyways, i will not do that because i was grateful whereby i still have a strong resources to learn new things which is the library. in fact, i don't think much student will give a damn or spend time to read those books at the library.
if my life can roll back again at the age of 18 as a Tarcian student, i would fully utilize the library books for at least 1 hour per day rather than playing one round of Dota. after that, i walked to Tarc Papparich to have my dinner but the dried curry noodles was sold out. therefore i just order 3 pieces of different kind of "Roti Bakar" (bread) which is milk, coconut jam (kaya) and butter as shown picture below.
well, some people might say "so rich ah eat in Papparich" but the fact is it is much cheaper than outside as it just cost RM1.80 for the bread and two bread for RM2.80 which is my dinner for tonight. finally i arrived back home at 7.10pm. then i continue to surf some information and update some online related things. somehow i just feel "emo" to see my Scomi (7158) dropped until RM0.33 yet i still don't want sell today.
it is because rumors says that the stock market have been keep going down due to the upcoming 13th general election (GE13). however, it might be a big opportunity for anyone who have a lots of extra money to invest in the stock market when many stocks is at low price now. (who rich who win game again?) honestly, i did hope that the opposition will win but the fact is Scomi share price might drop since rumors say that it is a "Corny company" if the government lose. (i still vote for the rocket) anyways, feel free to watch a "LISTEN to the People political video" at the link >>> Here. no matter how bad others people say about the opposition, i think it is fair enough for a CHANGE! after that, i just canceled the job interview of Ajinomoto (Malaysia) Berhad at 9am tomorrow since i have got the job offer from other company today.
later on, i just read on the books that i borrowed from the library and found something quite interesting to share about website traffic. well, what was said in the books was quite true that it is useless to get 10,000 website traffic than a 100 targeted visitor even if you get very little traffic because those targeted visitor will be able to convert to real money for you. for example, if you have a "riding bicycle" website but you are getting people who interest in cooking, you are not able to make any money from them. basically the traffic is made up of visitors who are looking for you or the solution you provide. for instance, if someone found you from the search engine, this is a targeted visitor because he/she is searching for you indirectly and you will have a higher chance to sell something to them.
talking about website traffic, some people might think i am do it for making money online. well, i just can say if i do, you will be start seeing tons of blog post every hour and it is related to Malay gossip because one of the SEO tips is creating more contents that suite with the market trends. moreover, i would like to just maintain only 1 post per day as it for my own reference. in addition, i do admit that i have used some "movie/food/restaurant/events" as my title since i was facing some difficulties to decide as my blog post was so random. before i end my post, i would like to share an interesting video which is "The Lonely Bachelor - 2012 Animated Short Film" shared from Pria as below or the link >>> Here. somehow i do feel myself like the character inside the video whereby i feel envy when looking at those couple and wondering why they can so easily chase girl. (feel free to watch the Changing Battery Anime)
furthermore, feel free to visits FrankieRose blogs as i feel what she wrote seems to be quite brave when it come to "sxx" because i don't think much girl will tell about how they feel about "those things" especially in Malaysia. during the midnight, my PC suddenly goes into a blue screen window mode as below and i was like "OMFGWTFBBQ" because i haven save some words that i still writing.
therefore it had lead to a very late post but i feel happy as my task for this weeks seems to be ended as i don't need to find jobs anymore. (Can back Klang eat Bah Kut Teh liao)
at last, i just want to say something as below.
Thanks for those, who have hate me, you've made me stronger. Thanks for those, who have loved me, you've touched my heart. Thanks for those, who have cared for me, you've made me feel like I was important. Thanks for those, who have came to my life, you've made me who I am today. Thanks for those, who have gone, You've proved to me, that nothing is permanent. Thanks for those, who have stayed, you've proved to me, that the real friendship exist. Thanks for those, who have listened, you've made me feel like I was valuable. =D
today i woke up at 10.20am. after getting myself prepared, i just surf the internet for some information and update those links as usual. around 12.30pm i went to buy my lunch with some housemate. while i was on the way walking back home, i heard someone calling my name and just realized it was my ex-new classmate. somehow i just feel myself quite "funny" as i seems to have a lot of new friends from different group during my repeat semester last time. when i reach home, i just continue to surf some information and see some news. after some moment, i start to feel sleepy and went to take a nap at 1.50pm. the moment i woke up again was 3.25pm.
then i listening back to the Chan Fong sharing program last week at Friday. well, i just feel what he say quite true about the no.8 guy who was a fresh graduate where he wanted to quit his job after two month working and below was the recording podcast if you understand Cantonese.
somehow i do feel myself having the same feeling of "kiasu" (scare lose) attitude when i heard someone get offered RMX,XXX salary and i have lower offer than them which eventually lead me to reject the job offer. moreover, he also say that don't always listen to what's your friend say because it will show that you don't have own opinion to make an decision. in addition, the company objective is not teach employee to learn new thing, buy is want them to earn money for company. no matter how "sucks" a company is, there is something that we can learn from it.
therefore i think we shouldn't blame the company for not teaching us and i believe most of the people out there also research and solve the problem by themselves. so this might explain why some people will just keep those knowledge for themselves instead of teaching others people as they don't responsible to teach you or owe you anything. besides, i also think that we should accept any hard task given by employee because if we can overcome it, we will be stronger, if not, they will not blame much on us too. it is because to them, we are just a piece of "white paper" where we don't have much capabilities as a fresh graduate in the employer point of view. somehow i think i have realize the ugly truth about the society whereby "those poor people" need to "die first" or being a scapegoat to serve the rich people.
therefore this might also explain why some girl willing to become a prostitute to earn fast money. during the evening, i phoned my father to tell him that i will be back hometown tonight since my task to find job for this week had completed. moreover, i can save some money as i don't have much money left because every week i need to spend at least RM100 if i stay at KL house. however, my father will just be able to pick me up at 11pm. around 6.35pm i went to have "economy rice" as my dinner. after that, i walked to the Tarc Library to steal borrow two more books since advance diploma student can borrow a total of 4 books while diploma student can borrow 2 books. upon arrived there at 7.35pm, i realized it was only me at the whole second floor finding books.
maybe it is still first week of semester for college student although i no longer study here. somehow i have used about two hour to "fast reading" four books as shown below.
around 9pm i make a move from there and waited the bus to go to Wangsa Maju. during the moment at train, i took out the book that i just borrowed to "kill" my time. when i reach KL Sentral at 9.45pm, i went to Mc Donalds to buy a burger and an ice cream. well, i found out that it is more worth to buy the chicken burger ala carte from the small menu for RM3.30 than the one showing on the board after 9pm promotion because it shown RM6.10 for the same burger ala carte without the fries and soft drinks. around 10.05pm the KTM train arrived and i just continue to read books all the way back hometown. when i reach the Klang KTM at 11pm, i waited a while for my father to arrive.
finally i reach back home at 11.30pm. after 12am, the internet seems to be "cut" and my father told me it might because of he forget to pay. therefore i just feel "emo" when there is no internet connection to use. however, i still have a back up plan which is using my phone's internet but i don't know why the tethering service is not working at the Personal Hotspot. then i just start to write my blog post using the Blogger mobile apps in my phone around 12.30am as shown picture below.
when i was almost finish writing it at 1.20am, the data suddenly got wipe out when i click on another tab. it is because i forget to click the "Done" button that located at the top left button of Blogger iPhone apps. then i just feel quite sad as i need to write all over again although it is already late.
sometime i just asked myself that "is it so important meh to update my blog everyday" and the answer seems to be "Yes" as i am already addicted to blog which is like no different to a drug addict? furthermore, i do know that no matter i got update or not, there is not a single damn was given to me but it had became an habit until now. at last, i finally finish write this post at 2.15am. in conclusion, i just can say it is so hard to update blog using mobile apps because you need to keep "touch until finger pain" for about 1 hour. hopefully the internet connection will back tomorrow. anyways, this post was just a draft and i had edit it back at tomorrow 12.20pm where the internet connection has finally back. =)
today i woke up at 12.10am. actually i have awakens around 9.20am because my mother ask me to take care of my baby's sister as she went out to buy something. then i just go downstair to see her at the baby bouncer but eventually i had fall asleep after some moment when i lay down at the sofa. during the afternoon, i just have chicken "nasi lemak" as my lunch. somehow i saw an unknown number phone me and i just phone back because seldom people phoned me in real life unless there's is something important. then i just realized the call was from Nuffnang but i told them wrong number as i though it might related to employment as i have send my resume to them before. (LOL)
another thought was maybe because i have said something in the Facebook page that i had not even get one FREE premiere movies ticket before although i have joined their ads service for so many years. in the end, i just don't know what it would be. (anyone have received calls from Nuff staff before?) during the afternoon, i helped mother a bit to tie the sugarcane and hammer some pole into the tree. somehow i do feel grateful where my parents have planted a few useful plant such as coconut, mango, sugar cane, ginger and some Chinese herbs plant. (no coconut to cut this week~ T.T) besides, i have got my hand injured a bit due to the torn at the plant. (maybe i seldom do gardening or any outdoors activities that cause me easily injured) around 3pm the part time Indonesian maid came to my house to do the cleaning stuff for the coming CNY. then i just surf the computer for some information and news as my internet connection have back.
honestly, my "childish attitude" seems to be haven cure yet because when i see some friend's comment and got her comments in it, i will start thinking something although i have promised myself not link the few year ago post anymore. (if the solution to totally forget is by deleting all my friends that is mutual friend with her, it just prove that i am childish right? help!) however, i will just "self-comfort" by talking to myself to feel better even if it a quite negative or childish thought such as "aiyah, lonelyreload, you scare no girls want you meh? it is just you haven found yet mah, so gan jiong for what? your life journey still long way to go way? if really so desperate, the last choice mah go find prostitute lah? why so care how's other people think about you? you're nobody too~") therefore now you can see how's childish my thought as i still in my "teenager" that i still whining about my life which might resulted a lonely life. (what is your impression when saw a guy talk like that as a girl view?)
talking about prostitution, i think i have get some answer about why do men find prostitutes articles adapted from Alternet as you click the Article Words button below.
___________________________________ The appeal of prostitutes to politicians is, in fact, identical to their appeal to "ordinary" men. On a psychological level, it doesn't matter if the women come from the Emperor's Club or a sleazy strip joint. It doesn't matter if they cost $2,500 an hour or $40. The appeal of hookers lies in the temporary psychic relief they supply to men struggling with conflicts about guilt and responsibility.
Having studied the dynamics of sexual arousal for almost 15 years, and having treated dozens of men who find prostitutes irresistible, I have found that for the overwhelming majority of them, the appeal lies in the fact that, after payment is made, the woman is experienced as completely devoted to the man to his pleasure, his satisfaction, his care, his happiness. The man doesn't have to please a prostitute, doesn't have to make her happy, doesn't have to worry about her emotional needs or demands. He can give or take without the burden of reciprocity. He can be entirely selfish. He can be especially aggressive or especially passive, and not only is the woman not upset, she acts aroused. He is not responsible for her in any way. She is entirely focused on him. He is the center of the world. Now, of course, these interactions are scripted. The prostitute is acting. But it doesn't matter. For men who like to go to go to prostitutes, the illusion of authenticity is enough.
If a man is compelled to use a prostitute because it makes him feel free of guilt, responsibility, and worry, then those feelings must be a special burden to him. Such men feel psychically weighed down by the belief that they're supposed to take care of women, that they have an obligation to make women happy, to please them. Such beliefs are often exaggerated and based on a belief and perception that women are high-maintenance, helpless, or disposed to be unhappy and dissatisfied. These beliefs are formed in childhood and are reinforced by our culture. They are often false, but they can inhibit such men in their sexual relationships. In real relationships, they feel that there is always a hidden quid pro quo, that they can't get much unless they give a lot, that they have to pay a high price for getting what they need. Of course, intimate relationships then suffer. For these men, a prostitute is sought as a relationship in which the man can "let go" and freely express his most selfish desires without feeling guilty and worried about the effect of these desires on his partner. ___________________________________
as for myself, i did not go for prostitution and still maintaining my so call "virgin" although i had "TFK/DIY/Masturbate" before. (no real intercourse with another person is still call as virgin guy right?) there is few reason that prohibited me to do so was shown below. ________________________________ 1) I scare Buddha Karma. (boy's who play girl will end up suffer a lot in hell.) 2) I want to maintain my "good guy image" on others people view. 3) Get infected with Sexually Transmitted Diseases (STD) or Human Immunodeficiency Virus (HIV). 4) It would be not fair to your love partner if you "cheated". (偷吃) 5) Might end up no excitement when came to marriage. (that's why so many divorce case happen) ________________________________
when someone asked what would end prostitution, one person laughed and said, "Kill all the girls" but this would take "all the men to be locked up". on the other hand, i do received a lot of feedback from the forum comments if you click button below.
1) Long long ago. If prostitute gets virgin they rugi geh. Not only the prostitute don't get paid. They must pay angpow to they virgin boy. This unwritten rule maybe was valid in your father time. If he don't know then check with your grandfather.So why you so sucker get born in this time and age.
2) Say also don't lor. Say enough time sure end up do geh.
3) That's a little unfair. I disagree with the whole business of forcing a woman into sexual slavery myself, but I would like to point out that there are women out there go into this field of their own free will, either because they enjoy the job or want the easy money.
4) Prostitution is a disease that generates and perpetuates broken homes which creates a future where children do not receive a healthy family life.
5) Still its dangerous for your gugu. If later gugu itchy, pain when peeing, darah darah, smelly, how? Eeeyer i don want to even imagine.
6) Damn! u remind me of a person i know..that treat a jiken like his gf...bring her out movie/dinner etc and give her branded bags and even a handphone... haiz....
7) Pancakes should be banned and illegal! Why? Because the consumption of pancakes is unhealthy. It makes you fat. It promotes gluttony. Gluttony is a SIN. Why are pancakes not banned, but prostitution is? On a more realistic note, let's put aside pancakes. However, I do think its hypocritical for anyone to think that prostitution should be banned but will not take the same stance against smoking as well. Those of you who smoke but disapprove of prostitution are just outright hypocrites, plain and simple. For me, you will never get satisfaction from pros. At the end of the day, i know i am paying them to make me feel good to make those sound, for rheir service. Someone mentioned its not satisfaction, but addiction. I totally agree. Do not judge those to visit pros. I am neutral actually. Its your way of life so long as you are happy. ________________________________________
besides, "thanks" to Anonymous comments but currently my blog have been spammed with a lot of "buy viagra+robot" comments as you can see it as accumulated almost 45995 dated today as below.
seriously until now i still haven found any solution except enable the word verification but it would make some people feel annoyed and i just delete it manually everyday. around 5.30pm i went out to buy "Shu Fen Geng" (薯粉根) as my dinner as it was one of my favourite food. during the night, i just spend about two hour to read the books that i had borrowed from Tarc Library yesterday.
somehow i do feel a bit annoyed when reading the "72 Amazing Ways to Internet Profits" because there is few sentences that i feel a little "butthurt" since i still haven do anything up to date and feel free to click the "10 sentences" button as below.
___________________________________ 1) Observe what is happening on the internet, then decide whether want to become either a creative or innovative marketer, it will give you more profit but reduce your word load. Then, take action!
2) If you ask a general question, you will get general answer simple as that and it is not a good thing if want to be successful in business.
3) If you are persistent and take action on daily basis you can have a success in your life.
4) Real students of success love to read about successful people in the chose field because you can “learn” from them, see what other successful people had done, how they overcome obstacles, setbacks and disappointments.
5) If the idea of spending whole week to read a book turns you off, then think of it as a learning experience, if you still have it, then you probably should consider other field than “starting a business”.
6) Once someone finds out how profitable your online business is, it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out how you achieved it, if you are getting traffic from the search engine, it is just a matter of time before your competitors figure out how you get top ranking at Google.com.
7) Don’t just go trying find new ideas, but look at old ideas as a reminder of your present situation, “repeat” information may lead you to getting more ideas because if the idea is available on the internet, don’t be disappoint as it prove that the idea works, otherwise people won’t be talking how useful it is.
8) When you’re working, you must constantly have in mind that ultimately what you want to achieve from your online business and the answer would be work less, earn more.
9) There are two ways for you to make money online, either you sell your own product or sell others people product as an affiliate.
10) Your time is very valuable, spend it wisely to be supper effective such as think first before you do anything by asking yourself “Are you doing what you are suppose to do to achieve your goal or you’re just avoiding the things that you dislike?” ___________________________________
well, i think i realized something about how other's people earn those money when they see there might be some opportunity. for example, "some" (don't know who caused they hide the whois) people make use of the "Dr Richard Teo" keyword about his sharing of Life, Wealth, Success & Happiness by creating the domain name using "Exact Domain Match" (EMD) to generate a passive Google Adsense income. frankly speaking, i do "envy" about those people can earn income from GA while i just keep talking empty in the blogging atmosphere until now.
furthermore, regarding the "Malaysia prostitution website" that i don't know who make it, i also found something interesting how they can "cheat" those pervert old uncle to pay money. well, i think i shouldn't use the word "cheat" as they was smart in doing business although it is quite illegal in our country. for example, i believe RM100 to some uncle is just a small amount but let's say if one day got 10 people pay RM100 just to get the so call "Golden Key" to see the picture, the website owner would be earning RM1,000 per day by just sharing more "prostitute blogger review". anyways, most of the website was in Chinese and the below content was the email i used to "spy" on their way of writings. (sorry lazy translate)
anyways, i just feel that at least they tried to earn something rather than me just know how to talk only.
perhaps i should create such a similar site although it is quite illegal? (say for fun only, those who knows me know i just know how to talk, not to take in action) somehow i do feel it was true that maybe there is no short cut to earn fast money if you did not involve in some illegal stuff. at last, i would like to share a meaningful+funny sentences when you writing a love cards to someone that is "Do me a favor, i couldn't think of anything to write, so please pretend that you're reading something really touching, maybe even wipe away a tear, and then look at me and say, "That's so beautiful, i didn't know you could write like that", then if anyone ask to see the card, refuse and tell them it was just too personal, thanks, i owe you one..." as shown below.
in conclusion, i just want to say what i write is just purely my opinion and it might not brings any facts. furthermore, it was true that not much people would believe what's a blogger said as some people might thought it is a paid review. in fact, i do know myself well that i am consider a useless guy where i spend my time in blogging by writing useless feelings everyday. besides, luckily i no need to use my mobile to blog as it was more time consuming. perhaps my sister was right that i have so much funny thought was because i was too FREE in my life. what a "lonely+emo" night again but i seems to "enjoy" it although i am not really and not much people will give a damn how i feel too. T.T
today i woke up at 10.05am. well, believe or not, i just got a weird dream that i have score a high marks for my Entrepreneurship paper. somehow i just feel to start worry because there might be a bad thing when it is too good to be true. anyways, i feel quite worry because the final exam result will be release on tomorrow at 8th February 2013 as it was a "countdown bomb" to me. after that, i went to use my PC as usual to seek for news information and update those links. during the afternoon, one of my mother's side relative came which is my uncle and we decided to have our lunch at the nearby Klang "Bah Kut Teh" (bacon meat soup) together with my father. well, i just feel the soup was quite salty and a bit bitter as shown below.
suddenly my left hand accidentally touched the hot water and have a minor injury.
then he also teach me some skills to serve the tea (泡茶) as i was a newbies. besides, my uncle say that "Bah Kut Teh" is the worst taste he ever tasted when compared with others place. in my opinion, i just feel it is "so so only" since i seldom eat this kind of food much. however, the staff seems to be "nervous" when my uncle keep say the food is not nice and caused him to think my father pay RM50 but it is actually RM100. somehow i do feel quite "funny" as eating outside also can have such "story" to tell. during the afternoon, i just spend my time reading the book that i had borrowed from the Tarc Library few day ago and i still reading the first book as there is still 3 more books. well, i would like to share something that make me quite "butthurt" again because i still haven doing anything useful to my journey of success.
the details content of the explanation from the book was shown below. _______________________________________ If you are not succeeding in what you want to achieve, it is because you are thinking or analyzing too much about what you should do instead of just doing it. Well, you have no one else to blame except yourself as it is your fault. It is just like my fault for being poor and working a job i hated. I choose it - no body pointed a gun at my head.
Everyday you choose what you want to do with your time, your day. No one forces you to work a job or be poor. I know this is hard to take, but it is the truth. I am not saying you should not take your time and plan what you are going to do, but once you have decided what you are really, really tired of being poor... then make the plan and take action ! Then do not stop but follow your plan until you succeed.
Basically the world is divided between 2 kind of people - the doers and the talkers. A talker usually complains, blames others and justifies his or her situation. Be a doer, success comes to those who take what they want by doing something right that gets them closer to the goal each day.Even if you made a wrong decision, doing something is still better than doing nothing because this is how we learn to be better! _______________________________________ somehow i do feel quite "emo" when read something like that because i know myself was quite a lazy person. after that, i helped a bit to take care my sister's baby while my mother was doing something. besides, my mother tole me about her last time story when celebrating Chinese New Year as it was the most good food (丰富食物) that she can eat every year. it is because last time is not same as our generation where people eat chicken and other meat time was only at big celebration moment instead like now that we can eat everyday.
actually i do "analyze myself" nowadays because i seems to be too FREE as i can even talk about the "Kopiko" sweet bar as shown below.
during the evening, i just phone back Nuffnang staff as i was curious what it would be and just got to know it was about a "blogging campaign" but it is not available for now. (just one day already so fast full?) besides, father have bought some "Bah Kua" (肉干) which is known as dried meat and i enjoy eating it as shown below. (guess it was the food that i liked most during CNY)
around 7pm i just have curry noodles as my lunch. then i just continue to read the book for self improvement before i go to work for the upcoming job where i will start at 18th February. during the night, i just don't know why my heart keep "pumping" faster and faster.
around 12am midnight, one of my ex-new classmate phoned me that the final exam result had released and my heart suddenly feel so "high" and super nervous as i thought the result would be out at tomorrow 10am. anyways, my parents was just around me and it is time for me to face my result. during the moment i "clicked" on the "College 2012/2013 December/January Examination Results" inside the Tarc Intranet, my heart almost came out as the page is still loading. then i finally feel relief to see my final examination result as shown below. ______________________________________
ABBE4024 ECONOMICS FOR MARKETING C+ ABDM5234 ENTREPRENEURIAL SKILLS B- ABDT5134 STRATEGIC MARKETING & DECISION MAKING B ABMF4024 BUSINESS FINANCE A ______________________________________
although it is not consider a good result, but i am happy that at least i had pass it although i feel a little disappointed it was so close to get a CGPA of 2.75 for Merit but mine was only 2.7164. after that, i just send some "thank you and appreciation" message to my tutor and lecturer. well, i would like to thanks Mr Roland for his for ES, Mr Loh for SMDM, Miss Michelle for ECM, Miss Sharifah for BF and finally Miss Soh for asking me to repeat my semester. actually i not sure whether it is necessary to repeat because i heard a friend said the teacher also asked her to repeat and she rejected but in the end, she still can resit the paper. it is because if what my friend say was real, i no need to resign my work last year and ended up wasting my time to repeat? anyways, what has past shall be consider a past story.
perhaps i should look at the bright side that at least i have know new 100++ friends from 5 different class as my case was quite special. therefore for now i finally cleared my advance diploma in E-commerce and Marketing at Tarc College but this does end here. it is because the next stop would be Sheffield Hallam University at United Kingdom to get my degree as i seems to have waited for almost 1 year. frankly speaking, i really don't know what's i am doing last time to fail my exam (probably think too much about the girl i liked? no idea) and now i can say it was a totally useless to think it back. in fact, i do know i might missed one of the most important moment with my ex-classmate when they're at UK that time because they're still my friends after 4 years had passed.
so if i going to UK this year, it would be surely have "missing something" as i will join new classmate. suddenly i feel to write some Chinese sentences but lazy to translate to English that is "有些事情，错过了就是错过了，无论你如何挽救或哭，已经是没用了，因为已经没有人在意你是否真心或假意，很多时候我真的很想回到过去，可惜一切都太迟了，如果时间可以重来，我一定会好好珍惜和朋友度过的欢乐时光" and just hope that there will be no any Tarcian Junior had follow my mistaken footstep in life. on the other hand, the financial part for going to UK have two option left for me which is borrow from parents/siblings/relatives or Kojadi loan for RM40,000 but the interest is very high. somehow i don't feel like burden my father as his printing business was not good too and had downsized to some other place.
before i end my post, i would like to share a trending video about "Hello Kitty on the Space" as shown below or the link >>> Here. well, the reason for the video had become so famous was because it was from a little girl for her 7th grade science project about the effects of altitude on air pressure and temperature at Cornerstone Christian school. anyone here want to send a "Doraemon to space mission" with helium balloon? (maybe we can be famous too?) regarding the "Why Do Men Find Prostitutes" that i wrote yesterday, i just feel there is no definite reason for it because it is full of possibilities. however, what would you react/do if one day you saw a "prostitute" appearance/face looks so similar with the girl that you liked long time ago? (any guys here can answer me?) one thing i think quite true that if have a "super strong heart" to resist/anti prostitution, you might not get yourself involved in it. (who knows i am hypocrite too? LOL) =D
today i woke 9.20am. first of all, i would like to thanks anyone who wishes me yesterday for my advance diploma result status. frankly speaking, i start to feel myself like a "weird guy" because i have two different feeling that is sad and happy for getting this result. the reason i feel happy for it was i finally can graduate as a advance diploma student after waited for a year and the sad things is i still not sure the SHU will accept my application or not if they see my precious failed record. (regret never study well last time but it no use to regret now) moreover, the 40% of my current CGPA will be carried to add in with the 60% UK result and i "die die" also must pass my degree at there because it would totally waste of money if i can't make it. in fact, i do asked myself why i want to get the degree certification so badly?
when thinking deeply, i start to feel myself like a "kiasu" (scare lose) guy because getting a good certificate is just like buying an insurance for job secure. it is because the Tarc advance diploma certificate is still consider as diploma certificate instead of treated like "a higher status" when i go for interview as the job market still not recognize the advance diploma status. therefore if i did not get my degree, the 2 years of advance diploma would be totally a waste and if i like, i shall came out to work when i get my diploma cert 3 years ago. in the end, does that means that our objective in life is just to earn money no matter what path we choose? somehow i think i have got clear that why some SPM leaver tends to be more successful because they might have a more fixed goal which is earn money as young as 18 years old since they might know they have lesser educational background, but they are more hardworking.
furthermore, i think that college is just will teach you basic things just like "what is in the fruits" and the answer is orange, watermelon, apple and others. so if you want to know more what vitamins have in the fruits, you need to research for yourself and therefore we can't blame our tutor or lecture for not teaching us. therefore i can conclude it is just the same in the working environment that we need to research ourselves when our boss give us some task and i do feel lucky that i still can refer to Tarc Library as my resources. anyways, i just feel so sleepy after having so much "weird though" in the morning. the moment i woke up again was 2.25pm and have my "lunch" at 3.20pm as my mother had cooked "chicken bah kut teh" for our meal. then i just watch latest Naruto Anime and Inbound Troubles (老表，你好嘢) HK drama last episode.
besides, i received a phone call from my one of my close friend and he told me that he just bought a brand new Vios car. honestly, i do feel happy for him but also feel myself quite "ugly" as i still have the envy feeling because i did not achieve much thing after 1 year have passed. for now, my two close friend from secondary classmate were driving brand new Honda City while two close friend from college classmate were driving brand new Vios. so as for myself, i seems to be just doing nothing and still whining about no money buy car. around 7.30pm i just have my dinner and then went out accompany my mother to buy some things. somehow my mind had start to think some "funny" thought again when my mother was buying something from the praying shop.
as an example, when i see there is so many "hell paper/hell items design" to burn for death people as a prayer contribution in Chinese ritual, i can think that the person who do this print this kind of thing must be rich as everyday also got people die. (choi choi !!! it was a taboo to talk about "die die" sound during CNY) until now i seems to be just know how to talk again as i say i want to print death people money to sell because there is a huge potential to earn money from it but it is still an "empty talk". around 9pm i reach back home and have some dried meat (肉干) which is the food i enjoyed most again. among the three brands from Wing Heong (永香) Eng Hock Hiong (永福香) and Bee Chen Hiang (美珍香) for dried meat, i think Wing Heong is still the most tasty. during the night, i finally finish read my first book that i borrowed from the library few day ago and just have the "No Money No Talk Society" feelings out of sudden.
it is because the books was related to "online marketing" which is the job that i will do soon and feel a little "butthurt" as i read the contents as it sounds so right but i am lazy as shown below. _______________________________________ I hope you have gained a lot of ideas and information from what you have read. Before you step into the unknown world of online marketing, make sure you get your business mindset and positive attitude ready. Real business owners and winners don't quit, they don't while and blame others when things get though, they just get better and take another step forward.Whatever you promoting online, your main focus is to solve others people's problem since that is what they will be motivated to pay for. Building a profitable online business is not a one time thingy, I have seen marketers come and go like nobody business in this industry. It takes a real understanding of business and discipline to make you become the best if what you are capable which explain why long term profitability kicks in.
There is two things that you need to clear about when comes to online marketing. First, you won't make any single cent online if you don't apply what you read. The second thing is it is definitely an ongoing education when comes to online marketing. The guidance alone that i show you will not give you all the information you need. As a matter of fact, I am still learning! I think I spend more money more now learning compared to before i started making money online. This sound ironic, doesn't it? Not really. Here is why: because I already know how to create income from the internet, I would make more each time I approve my knowledge and apply new internet marketing techniques I have never use before. _______________________________________ somehow i also not very sure why i have the "Money isn't everything, its just most everything" feelings when read the book just like the picture below.
maybe i have misunderstand the message behind the book as different people have different opinion.
however, one thing i feel it is quite right that "you must always ask yourself what's is your final objective goal that you want to achieve in life" and the first answer that came to my mind is just how to earn more money. on the other hand, when i asked myself that "what is my final objective of keep writing this blog?" and the answer seems to be just purely express feeling at first, but over time when i saw they can earn some income from writing blog, my heart seems to move a bit as i have the thought of "why they got money but not me?" which ended up quite contradict. perhaps i should stop this kind of online things or maybe just become a normal "Char Kuaw Teow" guy that sell food? (even myself also feel why i am so "funny" to have such thought) around 10.30pm is the Chan Fong (大城心事) sharing program as usual for every Friday and below was the recording podcast for it. ______________________________________ 1) 第一位：阿英姐（檳城人）～打電話進來首先要祝賀陳峰大哥新年快樂，話說她最近爲了和孩子一起同住就搬到大山腳去了（聊著自己的生活狀況）。>>> Here.
10) 第十位：阿May（上次有打過電話進來的）～剛和老公吵完架說關於工作上的事，當時陳峰大哥建議她說不要和老公一起做工以避免吵架和太多摩擦爭執之類的問題繼續蔓延，現在還是繼續因這個問題一直爭吵令她覺得很辛苦很想離婚。【*陳峰大哥建議她凡事做什麽都稍微低調點，還有控制自己的脾氣和情緒，有可能是她丈夫也是個大男人愛面子的心態不能接受太太比他強導致，並且也勸她儘量用多角度設想對方的立場給予同情*】>>> Part 10a and Part 10b.
14) 第十四位（最後一位）：Vincent（26歲）～他很想轉行，因為目前已經沒有任何新的發展空間也很沉悶，想離開目前的工作環境突破自己。。。～～～【*陳峰大哥勸他說搞清楚是現在的公司制度問題還是其他因素所致，畢竟還可以多呆幾年吸收經驗*】只有十三通電話。>>> Here. ______________________________________ somehow i just feel the No.2 lady seems to be so "greedy" and asked "is all the guys is pervert (hamsup)?" the answer is just like "is all the girls like to be pretty?". therefore there is no exactly answer for this as there is so much of different people. while talking about this "pervert" thing for guy, i do feel myself can consider as "pervert" as i read on the Chinese prostitution blogger review when i feel "lonely" sometime. at last, sorry to be mean that if this post seems to be annoying you or too long, i can't do much as i just want to write what had happened on my life since it is my blog. tomorrow will be father's side reunion dinner (团圆饭) for Chinese New Year and i hope it would be great. =)
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