! A Growing Teenager Diary !

today i woke up at 7.50am.
around 9.10am i reached KL Sentral and quickly walk to office as usual.
during the morning, i was continue with my own research and actually i was quite "free" when my superior did not came.
around 1pm we went to have our lunch at Brickfield's Sin Kee and it was quite coincidence that the Japanese boss was there, so we just sit together.
then the Japanese boss just share the recent news about North Korea will launch their Nuclear weapon missile targeting to Tokyo city.
well, if this "Nuclear mission" really happens, he say that Japan can't really attack back if being "hit" because there is an agreement stated that Japan's cannot have much military power after the world war II incident.

moreover, they just can depend on US to attack back if the Nuclear incident really happen.
anyways, i can see he was very concern+patriotic with his home country when we talk more about it.
actually we don't have much chance to eat with him and i can feel Japanese people was quite polite as they will say "itadakimas" before eating and the final bills was paid by him. (thank you boss)
besides, i think i finally understand why he keep playing the "Shima Uta" song as it was related to the small island of Okinawa and he flew to there last few week.
in fact, i do get influence by him as i just keep listening to the "Shima Uta Natsukawa Rimi" most of my time as shown below or the link >>> Here. (really addicted to it)

upon arrived back office, i continue to do some research and found that the "Axxxx" statistic is not very true when i do an deep analysis for organic search and website traffic referral.

however, until now i still haven tender the resignation letter as i still want to learn more some new things and hope can learn something from the Japanese boss as i saw he has some good moral values that i can learn.
during the evening, i just saw an "Anonymous" person keep "bugging" my blog with his "Axway" product because i already said i don't like, yet he still come promote?
in fact, i had saw that "water trick" video long time ago since my secondary school when one of my Uncle keep come our house to demonstrate the product.
seriously i do feel threatened when he reply the post in such a "threatening feelings" as stated in the "13th General Election (GE) Malaysia 2013" especially when he say "I know where you stay and who are you. If I want go to your house also can". (sounds scary and still not count as threatening?)
it is because i already said i don't like politely but he keep continue to talk more about it.

well, i know your intention is good but i just don't like the Axway and already stated VERY CLEAR that i am a bias person who just ANTI direct sales/MLM without need to provide you the reason i dislike it. (sorry to be mean but it was just my feeling that don't like jiu don't like, why you seems to be keep "forcing" me?)
moreover, i also don't like whatever "SY" thing and not interest whether they publish how much books or even earn millions of Ringgit. (is that clear enough? i am mean, so? really fed up)
around 7pm i make a move from office and somehow the "comments" seems to be keep "influencing/make me concern" that what will happen next.
in fact, it seems to be not the first time i get "threatened" due to my blogging activity after writing so much post. (sorry if i am sensitive guy as i don't like to mention my blog thing especially to anyone know me although i don't know you)

over time, i do found a lot of advantage and disadvantage of blogging but i still prefer to blog using an anonymous identity as i don't really need to concern so much when expressing my true feeling/real opinion instead of being "so fake" in life. (i need some "space" to clear out my heart's rubbish)
anyways, i decided to go to watch the G.I.Joe Retaliation movie whenever i feel frustrated/stress/unhappy/cool myself down because that 2 hour+ time is a moment for me to forget anything.
around 7.25pm i arrived TGV KLCC and bought the 7.30pm as there was a lot of space.
somehow i just have 12pcs mini hotdog as my dinner in cinema from the TGV stall.
below was the synopsis of the G.I.Joe Retaliation movie.
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In this sequel, the G.I. Joes are not only fighting their mortal enemy Cobra. They are forced to contend with threats from within the government that jeopardize their very existence.

The film stars D.J. Cotrona, Byung-hun Lee, Adrianne Palicki, Ray Park, Jonathan Pryce, Ray Stevenson, Channing Tatum with Bruce Willis and Dwayne Johnson. Directed by Jon M. Chu, and produced by Lorenzo di Bonaventura and Brian Goldner, from a screenplay by Rhett Reese & Paul Wernick based on Hasbro’s G.I. Joe® characters.
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well, this movie does make me recall back the "G.I. Joe Rise of Cobra" from 2009 as it was almost four year passed for them to come out this episode.
anyways, feel free to watch the "GI JOE 2 Trailer 2013 Retaliation Movie - Official [HD]" as below or the link >>> Here.

overall i would rate this movie as 3.8 out of 5 stars as i still like the technology being shown in the movie such as the sniper auto tracker gun although the story line was "so so" only for my movie review.

finally i arrived back home at 10.20pm and the weather seems to be still having tiny rain where i saw some news about the KL flooding story.

honestly, i do feel myself quite "funny" as i keep thinking back the "past story" just like the "Axway case" that can make me write until so long.
somehow i just can say that everyone has their own path of road instead of keep following other's people advice because your feelings is most important in the end. (their advice was just a guide for you to make decision as the final decision is still yours.

therefore i am very sure that i will spend the RM40K for my degree instead of thinking others thing since i am not a risk taker that really want to do business or buy your MLM product.
on the other hand, it seems that the Tarc Marrybrown finally open at Tarc Red Bricks cafeteria as shown below.

guess i shall visits there one day as i wanted to try it last time.
at last, i feel that it might be true about a friend's sharing whereby we always have the "I see you good, you see me good" feelings.
=)

today i woke up at 8.10am.
then i quickly get myself prepared and went to work again.
around 9.05am i reach KL Sentral and went to buy my breakfast as usual.
during the morning, i just continue my research related stuff as my superior did not ask me to plan anything.
actually i do feel myself having quite a "very free" jobs as my task was mostly on planning new ideas to push sales and keep track on competitor marketing activity.
after some moment, my superior asked me to test a "CS" related games with him and i feel it is quite fun to "kill" (gaming) your superior inside although it was just a "game testing".
around 12.30pm we went to have our lunch at the Burger King and it was my first time to try the mixed bite meal set for RM9.95 but i feel it is not very worth.

upon back office, i continue to do my so call "research" since i haven receive some publisher quotation.
besides, i do learn a lot although i was "study+research" alone as i can saw how's competitor market their product as sometime a "copier" also can earn more than an original stuff.
somehow i do think about "yesterday Xway" things and i feel that there is totally no need to explain or treat it seriously and let other's people to judge it as there was too many "voices". (当你认真，你就输了)
in fact, i was amazed with the person behind for having a very good marketing strategy and the lesson i learned from that case was you need to have a strong influence power to persuade other's people into believing you.
imagine i now got a product "A" and i have a strong influence power to persuade a guy into believe my product is a "no.1" items, and this eventually make him to have super strong believe to persuade others.

therefore it is no use to explain to a person who have strong belief just like if you believe you will have karma for eating animal afterlife, then it is useless to persuade a vegetarian to support be "carnivores" and it is same to ask a "carnivores" person to become vegetarian.
in fact, this is the secret of every successful people's secret that is to have a strong believe that what he do is right instead of listening to other's people "noises".
moreover, feel free to have a look at the "3,500-Year-Old Sales Secret" which is base on "ROAR" theory which is "Recognize the buyer type with whom you are dealing, Observe from their perspective, Acknowledge who they are and Resolve their need" from the Wise Buyer, Cynical Buyer, Simple Buyer and Disinterested Buyer. (Hype creation theory related)
after all, there is still so much thing for me to learn and i might be not right as it was just purely my opinion.

anyways, thanks to Xiu Yi feedback that this is my blog, so i am totally "Dai Sai" (biggest) to say whatever i like instead of keep debating it which might eventually benefits the MLM guy for his product if i continue to argue about the matter.
sometime the best "weapon" to fight back is really Don't need to do anything just like the Aloysius's father told his son about this in the Ah Boy's to Men 2 movie.
furthermore, i start to feel that i don't really mind if some people know me in real life although i was blogging anonymous as time goes by when i ask myself what is the matter here for letting other's people know my real identity other than i afraid of the political issues which can put me into jail if i talk bad about government?
for now, i truly feel happy about myself because at least i am real when voice out my honest opinion and what i feel about life using the "Vendetta mask". (anonymous guy)

around 6.40pm i make a move from office and it is quite coincidence to meet one of my ex-housemate when i just walk out from the place.
upon arrived Wangsa Maju at 7.40pm, we went to have lunch together and have a great chat.
finally i arrived back home at 8.30pm and the weather still raining.
well, i would like to share a meaningful video about "Vote For Change in Malaysia 505 (五月五，换政府)" as shown below or the link >>> Here.

in deed i really like the Chinese words that she said at the video as shown below. (i type myself every words)
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我今年二十四岁，目前在大学念大三，再过一年，我就要毕业了，不过人人都说，毕业等于失业。朋友们，很多都到邻国发展去了。近几年，努力的人似乎不会有好结果。做人，最重要讲靠山。靠得对了，是非对错就不重要了。

遵守法律的人可以被捉，辩护宪法的人可以上位。什么时候开始，生活变得越来越拮据。你开始计算自己所花的一分一毫，你所剩无几，但是走在街上，却还要左盼右望。可是却有许多人花钱不眨眼，东西买贵了，就贵了，反正也没有人在乎。你以为，你年轻，可以拥有很多梦想。不过，什么样的热血澎湃，都有可能死的得不明不白。你渴望自由，但有时候，你连选择衣服的颜色，都要经过别人的同意。你上街追求干净的选举，却要忍受拳打脚踢。留下的泪水，模糊不了我们的眼睛，反而让我们看得更透切。城市越来越繁忙了，人们的伐步越来越快了。有人走了三百公里，却到达不了终点。我爱这个国家，我相信它能变得更好。这一次，我会回家，用自己的双手，去改变。回家投票。

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frankly speaking, some people might think it is just a "tricks" for opposition to influence the youngster to vote them in order to win this 13th's Malaysian general elections for this coming 5th May 2013.

however, if they really intend to tell "lie" people, i don't mind being "cheated" by them rather than staying with the current government as if we never try, never knows right?
in fact, every votes is so valuable to the opposition compared with the another "side" and i hope that i can influence others to make a CHANGE for the sake of our future although i know my "influential power/voice" is very low as a citizen.
later on, my room mate just came back from his part time work as share with me his story about selling the Benefit Cosmetics product at KLCC.
at first he thought he has done a great job for having RM700+ sales but each of the others promoter at the booth have a sales of RM1500++ and it is unbelievable that the total sales from the booth alone can achieve 5 figure in just a day.

however, he told me that the paid is quite low as it is just RM60 for a day "standing" from 10am-10pm and the commission for every RM1,000 sales was only 3% for part time promoter.
well, i was not sure whether he got "cheated" by the agent for paying such a low amount and commission for a day but one thing for sure is that "Girls/Women money really very easy to earn" especially when it come to beauty product.
besides, his superior told him that he should be grateful to be able to study until college because the superior "dropped out" from school and start working as young as 15 years old+.
honestly, i did feel "jelly" when he shared to me that his superior has saved around RM40K+ for the past 5 years when he start to work at young age and i think it is true as i do some calculation. (RM700 x 60 month = RM42,000)

somehow i just told myself to be grateful of what i have as i should be happy to having quite "free" office job and no need to go out meet customer to sell product although it sounds like i am still staying in my comfort zone.
at last, i just told myself that everyday is just a training for myself to improve and be stronger in term of mentally and psychology.
what's really important was you need to feel happy about yourself first, then eventually all the good and positive things will come to you instead of keep following/listening to what other's people want from you as everyone is unique with different fate.
on the other hand, feel free to have a read on the Chinese comment that i posted after this post as it was quite long but meaningful.
=D

today i woke up at 8.05am.
well, i was fail to wake up at 7.30am although i hope i can improve on this issues.
around 9.14am i reach KL Sentral and quickly walk to office again.
during the morning, i continue to do some research and my superior gave me some task.
around 12.30pm we went to Homie Recipe at Sooka Sentral to have our lunch.
somehow i just feel that the noodles shop there "copy" the "Ho Fun Prawn dumpling" from Brickfield because the wrapping is almost same but the taste is not nice.
moreover, it cost around RM15 for it which i can eat 3 bowl at Mayflower food court.
besides, i feel it is quite true that no matter how rich/success you are, it will not affect or "provoke" me as it is your problem unless you're giving all your money to me for your feedback at my movie post's comment.

upon back office, i continue to do my stuff as usual.
during the evening, the Japanese boss distribute some "seaweed" as shown below to us just like he give us the "Unagi snack pie" on the others day.

somehow i do feel the boss was quite humble and friendly as there is no "power gap" when compared with those "Chinaman" company.
after that, he introduce a Japanese guy to each of us and explain our position to him in Japanese language and i was feeling quite awkward because don't know what he say and the only thing i know was "Niisa" (brother) and my name was like "xxx Sa" which is from your sir name added with a "Sa" sound.
anyways, i just speak in English with him as i had forgotten how to say "nice to meet you" in Japanese as i though it was "Aligato" but it is not. (LOL)

furthermore, i feel that more or less i was influence by their culture where when you're greeting or meeting new Japanese people, your body will "bow a little" which seems like quite a humble manners.
one thing for sure is that if you are working in a Japan company, your boss will definitely like you more if you know how to speak Japanese language.
however, i was feeling quite contradict during that moment because i haven give the notice that i will resign while they keep introduce more people to let me know and there is many future task that need to settle.
somehow i do asked myself why i still haven tell them and the answer seems to be i just want to know more things about Japanese people because i think we don't have much change to talk with a Japanese stranger and it would be great to have Japanese friend right?
another reason was maybe i hope to meet that group of Japanese secondary school girls again? (LOL)

one the other hand, i feel it is true that a marketing plan need to be a "winner" or else it would be a waste of time if the plan does not help management to gain market share, increase sales, lower marketing costs or others in order to get the highest return on every marketing dollar spent.

somehow i do feel it is like doing college assignment as you need to make own research about where to promoting, selling and distributing your products or services in order to get your potential customers.

well, i did not use any advertising money for this week which i might put into trouble on next week meeting because it might show that i had done nothing for this week.
actually i feel that it is quite useless to compete the bidding price on GA when i saw the expenditure to promote government campaign at Youtube front page cost about $400,000 USD per day as below.

guess this is true that most publisher will earn a lot of $$ during election when more people spend $$ on ads.

anyways, i don't think i can use this as an "excuse" to blame that the coming election to vote has resulted this poor campaign effect right?
somehow i just feel a little "sucks" as i haven finish my task given and shall bring back the office work to home to continue to work.
around 6.40pm i make a move from office and meet my sister at Masjid Jamek LRT again.
it is because sister need my phone's GPS to go to Giant Kinrara to meet a seller who sell the baby's playpen that she found online.
during the moment at car, i share a lot of stories with my sister and she also share something.
well, i just know that the Tawas subsidy was actually a plan from the opposition party to give out RM100 as a give to the new born baby who born at Selangor area since 39th August 2008 according to the website.

what i really wondering was that if the Opposition party lose the Selangor state for this coming election, will the "Tawas" benefit will continue to operation or not.
around 8pm we reach the giant and meet the seller which is seems quite rich whereby we go his brand new Harrier car to take the playpen with his wife.
somehow i do feel that creating a super/very niche Baby product market seems to be able to succeed.
after that, i we went to KFC there to try the Korean Crunch Hot and Spicy set as shown below.

well, i just feel that the new flavour of the chicken seems to be like a combination of chili and tomato sauce that being poured in the top of Spicy chicken.
finally i arrived back home at 9.30pm and help to take the things out of the car.
then i take my dinner and continue to surf the internet.

around 10.15pm is the Chan Fong "大城心事" sharing program and below was the recording podcast for it.
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1) 第一位：陳小姐（已婚二十年 / 育有三名子女）～婚姻問題，她想和丈夫離婚但是對方堅稱不肯，她也一再強調和他已經沒有性趣和感覺了。【因為陳峰大哥沒有聽到她的最大問題，基本上也不太贊成她提出離婚的做法，只是希望她能早日擺脫痛苦】>>> Here.

2) 第二位：Corrine～感情問題，四年前左右和丈夫分居是因為家暴同時丈夫也是個爛賭鬼。【陳峰大哥聽完她的故事后也覺得蠻同情她的，並且提醒她下次找了新伴侶也必須要注意對方是否也有類似的前科再做判斷】>>> Here.

3) 第三位：阿欣～感情問題，和老完全進入性冷感的階段也很想離開他，話說老公之前在外面也有別的女人了甚至還時常打她，其實她是很想挽回重新培養回這段感情，她現在一直想著當年那個初戀情人的好。【陳峰大哥認為，凡事都不要被自己當下認為所謂認同的感覺給混淆了，以免產生錯覺】>>> Here.

4) 第四位：佩佩～以前有個男朋友不好，現在身邊的這個男人竟然是個有婦之夫甚至還是個大她二十多歲。【陳峰大哥堅決反對她當人家的小三，因為這樣會連累害了對方家庭破裂引發家變】>>> Here.

5) 第五位：陳小姐～家裡事，老公之前沒什麼做工然後現在患上輕微中風了，家裡的大小事現在都要靠她一手包辦，她現在很辛苦也很累。【陳峰大哥在聽完她的問題后就給她兩個方法作為嘗試：1)=想辦法讓對方知道自己怎樣獨立 2)=個心理醫生或是輔導員給他進行溝通】>>> Here.

6) 第六位：阿Leong（單身爸爸 / 一子一女）～他因為經濟上的困難無法承擔養育孩子的費用和自己生活費，他想過打算把孩子送進孤兒院不知道這個決定是否可行。Remark: 他兒子目前被懷疑可能是患上自閉癥，甚至連之前照顧他的保姆對此也無能為力。【陳峰大哥建議他放工后應該儘量放多點時間回家陪陪孩子，還有儘量戒酒然後把錢花剩下來花在一些比較有用途的地方】>>> Here.

7) 第七位：安妮～她說自己身邊也是有個朋友像他一樣，並且在此鼓勵他叫他堅強一點。

8)第八位：阿怡～感情問題，和男友時常吵架很想分手但是又放不下。【陳峰大哥強調，不是因為當時累積的時間和心血就一定要堅持到最後，畢竟現在已經看到問題重重就足以證明彼此都有很多問題和落差；如果可以提早結束這段那麼勉強的關係也是一種解脫】Part 7 + 8 >>> Here.

9) 第九位：阿Nick～他最近追著一個認識了半年多的女生本以為一切都在掌控之中，怎知道最近才發現對方原來和一個 Tom Boy “同居同房”令他覺得不知所措。【陳峰大哥建議他給對方多一點時間去接受，然後儘量表示多點關心和關懷讓對方慢慢接受也別給她太大的壓力；凡事都不要輕易放棄這個限有的機會】>>> Here.
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once again i just feel that there is so much story to listen and it is just up to us to decide what to do since all the advice given was just a reference.

while i saw two of my secondary friend who same age as me got married and had become father and mother, i do feel like my time to earn money seems to be quite limited with the capabilities i had.
in conclusion, i feel that a good financial advice is that don't put all eggs into the same basket as you wouldn't know which is truly capable to get the highest return on investment.
perhaps the truth about having a good financial advice is to stop wasting money just like the picture below.

today i woke up at 1pm.
somehow i still feel tired during the moment i wake up and feel that what other's people said was quite true about "there is no use if you sleep longer to recover your health" if you slept late yesterday.
after that, i went to have "Min Hun Ker" noodles as my lunch.
during the afternoon, i just watch the latest Naruto anime and research some information online.
well, i still haven write my resignation letter that i need to give them notice for the coming week because was not in the "mood" in writing.
anyways, the reason i can't tender my resignation after i receive my salary was because i want to have a "good impression" about me that i have some responsible instead of just "MIA" (Missing In Action) out of sudden after the end of this month right?

on the other hand, my sister just told me that you can't tell anyone which political party that you will choose for this coming 13th (GE) election because you might get fine by government of put yourself in trouble.
somehow i do feel a bit "threatened" if someone report me in a case that i keep promote the opposition party in my blog no matter how "anonymous" i am since there is still a way to find out my identity.
in my humble opinion, as i said before that if have a chance, i will vote for "nobody" but since there is no choice, i will vote for "better future" in Malaysia.
besides, i just feel a bit disappointed when see something as below.
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BX: If we lost, there will be a riot.
PX: We will protect all Malaysians from any riot.
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well, it is pretty clear that now you can see who are the real reason that causes chaos and riots.

it is because it sounds like "if you don't vote me, they will give you a riot in return" and i was wondering where on earth that a political party in a democratic country can threatens people like that?
therefore i feel that the general election was just like "doing a show" to the public or other world to see that we're just a so call "democracy" country.
anyways, i don't really want to talk much about it since you can see/judge who is real or fake in term of promise what they will deliver.
besides, Psy has uploaded his latest music which is the "Psy Gentlemen MV" as shown below or the link >>> Here.

in the time of writing this post, the video already reached 200,000+ likes and i believe it will reach at least 10 million views but it will not as famous as the previous Oppa Gangnam Style song.

one thing we can learn from this case was that when you became famous or having a very huge "database", you will eventually gain a lot no matter it is in term of views, website traffic or anything that you publish and those advertiser will just come to you instead of need yourself to go find them.
anyways, below was some picture from the Psy Gentlemen MV and i think they like to use beautiful Korean girls to attract people like us to watch.

somehow i feel that most of my time was used to "see other's" people stuff instead of start building something for my own to secure my future. (guess i am just lazy to start)
at night, we went to one of my Indian neighbour house because her daughter's baby was having one year old birthday celebration.
well, there was a lot of people but 90% is Indian which eventually make me have the feeling of "racist".

it is because i think that most of the Chinese seldom go to other's races celebration when get invitation and i just feel this might be the main reason that split us.
well, i don't intend to create "racist" issues but just telling the fact based on what i encounter.
regarding the "financial advice" post, what i really means is that we as a human like to "believe" what others people offer based on the first impression.
for example, if i say i would teach you a "secret method" way to earn RM10,000 in one month but you must pay me RM50 first in order to learn it, i believe every there will be 1~5% of people of out 100 people will have the eager to find out the answer by paying RM50 to me.
in fact, there is no secret but mostly it is a scam/cheat that we can see just like after you pay the RM50, the answer was "use back the same method that i offer you just now". (you get what i means?)

suddenly you will eventually realized that you just get "cheated" after you paid the $$ and you can't really tell anyone as it might sounds "stupid" if you tell your friends.
in fact, this is a real case that happened before to my sister when she was around 16 years old+ but the "scammer" just manage scam RM20 which explain why some people claim that "send email also can earn a lot of money.
moreover, this also happen same to the "Nigerian Scam" if you search on the internet that they targeting all those "lonely girl/guy" by writing whole bunch of story to get sympathy just to cheat money and if you can read Chinese, you can have a read on the recent news that happened to a girl at the link >>> Here.
furthermore, this "scheme" is just apply same to some direct sales company where they just need a "product" to sell.

so can you imagine you pay RM20+ for a toothpaste product that claim can have a lot of health benefits instead of buying those commercial toothpaste from market?
later on, i just have some conversation with my sister and she just feel so "sien" (bored) as i seems to keep repeat/telling the same story about what i encounter. (~.~)
anyways, i admit that i am the person who understand a lot of theory in life but never put it into real action where i seems like living on the past instead of moving forward.
this same goes to "chasing girl method" that i know i need to approach a lot of girls if i want to truly understand what they feel in real life but end up sitting in front of computer and typing my feelings by saying that i "has nobody" but the fact is i did not take the initiative to find those girls. (=.=)

in conclusion, i feel that there is no such thing as 100% guarantee earn money or easy money without paying much effort to it no matter it is what business and the most important is you must have a strong believe towards what you're doing because only yourself is responsible on every decision you make in the end.
=D

today i woke up at 1.30pm.
well, i was wondering whether is it normal to "sleep until automatically wake up" for every weekend and checked back my last week post where i feel it is quite "abnormal" to maintain different waking up time.
after that, i just went to have my lunch and get myself prepared as i will be back to KL soon.
around 3.30pm i make a move from house and arrived Klang KTM at 4pm after departing from the office.
during the moment while at the train, i just keep on listening to the Japan's Shima Uta song.
upon arrived KL Sentral at 5pm, i quickly took the LRT to KLCC to meet my friend as there was a Pikom Pc Fair events happening during 12-14 April 2013.
somehow i just saw my room mate was selling the cosmetic product at the "BC" booth and i just went to meet my friend.

while walking through along the way at PC fair, i do saw some beautiful girls and just told myself that the world is still full of "trees" and it is too stupid to think about someone and abandon the whole "forest".
besides, i was deciding whether want to buy a new laptop or the Sony Vaio VPCEB42EG laptop (second hand) from my friend as i want to save some $$ when i go UK.
somehow i do saw one of my ex-coursemate who came back from UK last year worked as a Nikon promoter which maybe the salary is higher than those office job.
anyways, i just saw one of the "competitor" and took their booth picture as below.

furthermore, it seems that there's the grand prize for this PC Fair is a brand new Nissan Almera car and the lady below has won it. (after i reach back home and saw the picture)

well, i do feel that how great if the car won by me but i am just talking "bullshxt" again. (=.=)

below was some picture taken from their official page where i would like to share what is it means by "PC Fair" to my foreigner friend.

after that we went to have our dinner at Mc Donald's KLCC and i just listening to my friend's sharing.
well, i feel that what's my friend say might be true that if i did not cure my "hand shaky" problem, i might end up what his friend encounter last time which will lead to "anti-social" + super low confident.
his suggestion to me for encounter this problem was doing sales job which can approach more people.
at once i do ask myself whether i have the signs of autism as i have a few symptom as shown below.

anyways, there seems to no solution to treat this "disease" unless i make some changes on myself.
finally i arrived back home at 7.40pm although my mind was still thinking a lot of stuff when i was on the way back from Wangsa.

during the night, i just watch the latest episode of One Piece anime and some news.
it seems that the "Mongolian Girl Murder" news has been spread until Taiwan TV entertainment program which is "蒙古女郎炸尸案-命案现场里的政商名流" as shown below or the link >>> Here. (fast forward it to 28.15 to see the Malaysian news)

anyways, i still don't know whether the story is true or not and it is just left for ourselves to judge it.
later on, my room mate just came back and shared a lot of his working experience in the cosmetic product when we go to supper at the nearby stall.
well, i just know that when you approach a China girl to sell those girl's product, you can't call them as "Xiao Jie" (小姐) because that means prostitute in their country, so you must call them as "Gu Niang" (姑娘) or "Mei Nu" (美女) when you want to sell your cosmetic product.

actually there is more "technique" in the sales line and i can feel he will be very successful in the sales line as he enjoy promoting where the feeling of closing a sales can't be describe into words.
one of the technique that i heard was when you saw a girl pass by, you can say "hey, i saw your face has some wrinkle, let me help you to make up" and other technique which is quite a special approach skills.
however, there will be some customer will scold back and through his sharing, i can feel the key to success in selling is keep finding the right customer no matter faces how many rejection.
in fact, this "skills" shall be apply same to "chasing girls theory" whereby if a girl reject you, try to find another girl that accept who you are no matter how many time you get rejected. (i am teaching people to chase girl now but myself was a failure? LOL)
actually is not i don't want to chase girl, it's just that i knew myself haven ready yet for it.

in fact, i was facing contradict again because some people say "if you don't chase at young age, how would you want to chase those girls when you're old" right? (有些事情要趁年轻时候做)
another story about sales line that i heard was the Best Denki shop has removed the commission when one of the superior offered to his salesperson that "if he can sell the electronic iron product who cost about RM1800, the commission will be RM90 per piece" but the guy had successfully sell 22 piece (22 x RM90 = RM1980) in just a day because the buyer was an owner of a business.
therefore this had prove that why some salesman can earn so much money in a day when compared with those people who sit at office job. (like saying myself)
however, the supervisor has removed the commission based system after this incident that eventually make the whole sales team don't have the motivation to sell because they will not earn extra $$ if sell more unit.

somehow i think in the end, the true happiness might be how we see ourselves instead of how other's people see towards you when i saw the "Happy Polla" page can reach until 330K fans as she don't really care how other's people look at her "face" as she have a very strong self confidence. (Self Reminder again :再怎么痛，再怎么难过，人家也看不到，也不会心疼你，你难过给谁看)
perhaps i should see myself in a more positive way that i am a "rich+lengzai" guy in my own world but this kind of "kudaing" (attention) might get myself into trouble/illness as i just saw a news state that a guy had die in front of his PC due to staying up late which i can sense that i might be "dying" if i continue this kind of 1 day 1 blog post life?
regarding the Psy Gentlemen MV song, it seems that they have achieved 27M viewer instead of 10M view that i expect from yesterday but now i can sense that they can reach 100M views.

overall, i can conclude that "Like it or not, someone is selling something no matter it is in any form" as long as yourself feel good about the product/services that you sell or offering.
before i end my post, i would like to share a positive video about "Draw My Life" by Ryan Higa as shown below or the link >>> Here.

seriously it is so true that "Being depressed and feeling sorry for yourself is easy, but i challenge you to change to become happy because happiness is a choice. Choose to be happy, choose to be better for your life as only you can make decision as you're not less than anyone" in that video.
after all, your mind, body and heart will be still less than 3 to make a change.
at last, i told myself that i might be not mature or being said as "childish" now, but somehow i will find my way to reach that "maturity" stage no matter how long it's takes.
=)

today i woke up at 7.35am.
somehow i was still "fighting" with my inner thought whether want to wake up or not as i felt quite tired.
anyways, i get myself prepared and went to work.
as i arrived to office at 9.15am, i quickly went to settle my "report" related stuff as i still think what to say during the afternoon meeting.
around 1pm i went to have my lunch with my colleagues at Mayflower food court and ordered the prawn noodles again.
well, i was quite agree with one of my colleague saying that "You thought working is like doing charity meh? Every employee will eventually find the best offer that they can get from employer“ instead of caring so much on the feelings. (在做工的社会上，很少人会和你讲感情，当你老板没出工钱给你，感情在哪？)

besides, they also talk about some local radio DJ who was a "gay" and related "murder" story which i don't know real or not.
somehow i feel it might be true that "If you don't care for this girl, other guy will go for it" just like "If you don't use whatever cheating skills to fxxx this girl, somehow somewhere other guy will fxxx this girl" which is quite a harsh/vulgar ways of describing it.
therefore this might lead to why so many guy give up on "being a good guy" and start ~~hurting~~ chasing a lot of girls at the same time.
in fact, i do stumble upon an article saying that for any guy who is "loyal" to just a partner, basically they was just a "loser" as this also explain why a guy who already have a girlfriend is tends to be more attractive to those single/lonely girl.

as i arrived back office, i was facing a "contradict" feeling whether want to tender my resignation letter during that meeting or wait until it ends.
anyways, i just go for the meeting first and just present whatever i had done for last week although it is like nothing much where myself can sense something.
overall the meeting was just "so so" as i did not have much thing to share about and it ended around 3.10pm.
after some moment, the Japanese boss "skyped" me to go in the meeting room again and i was feeling quite nervous as i thought i had done something wrong.
well, he just shared a very "confidential file" to me and asked me to write out the marketing plan and present to him in this coming Friday.
somehow i felt quite "stress" because the deadline just left few day and i haven done those research.

anyways, this had stopped me from giving him the resignation letter to him in today because it might sounds like i am avoiding problem by resign and i still wondering whether want to give him tomorrow or just give him 24/hour notice before i leave which can cause bad image/reputation to me.
while looking those information, my first impression seems to be "negative" as i felt it is quite hard to create a hype like the "SCII" game after looking those revenue $$ and in depth research report.
somehow i don't think my life will be like the "everyday office life" just like the picture below.

however, it was true that we have a "very stressful work life" in term of getting new ideas as the feeling was like "slowly torturing your mind" while you're in front of your computer but your boss seems like looking at your behind as below.

perhaps a "negative mindset" like me seems to be not suitable with this kind of work?

in fact, i do feel myself seems to be "cunning in my very own way" because "honest people would be die really fast" in this kind of industry.
during the evening, a primary school friend phoned me to do some "survey as her superior ask him to find people do survey but need to be face to face" when i told her just send me the file.
well, after looking through her FB profile, i can confirm she want to sell me some insurance thing by using "doing survey" as an excuse to ask me out because i have a similar past experience from a cute girl during last year at Chatime Wangsa. (guess i am the only 1 person who have such strong memory that can recall back the incident that happen last year thanks to my own record in blog? LOL)
anyways, i think this thing have proven something that no matter what, you must be very thick face to use whatever contact you had when selling your product or services such as insurance/MLM/direct sales.

over time, i think i might understand why those people can so easily persuade others people to join them was because they was so call "understand your poor situation" by saying that "have you ever thought of working for yourself instead of working for your boss" to get your attention.
actually they was quite true also that most of the people who came out after graduation seems to be having more burden than those SPM leaver who came out to work as insurance/MLM/direct sales business tends to be successful at the young age but there is still a risk.
overall i can say everything has it's pro and cons but the most important thing is about yourself because no matter how rich they are by having BMW or few property, that is their problem and no use to envy as the moment you start envy, it already show that you're just a weak person. (in fact, you can say me as a loser or whatsoever by saying such word)

the quotes that i like most was "The greatest reward in becoming a millionaire is not the amount of money that you earn, it is the kind of person that you have to become to become a millionaire in the first place".
so far i think i might find myself just want to have a simple life, doing simple things just like normal people instead of having such big dream to become super rich? (don't know, maybe just self comfort? LOL)
around 7pm i make a move from office and have the economy rice as my dinner at Wangsa Maju.
finally i reach home at 8.20pm and feel quite tired.
after taken my bath, i lay down on the bed to rest a while to get some energy before writing this post.
somehow i saw a quite interesting article about "Sex and Money, but what catches the attention of many Chinese Netizens is the “beyond imagination” gap between the country’s rich and poor that related to the rich second generation (富二代, fu er dai) at the link >>> Here.

well, it is said that one young model earned around RMB 600,000 yuan ($97,000) by offering sex at the party, and that a total of more than 2,000 condoms were used at the party over 3 days which seems like a common issue nowadays.
however, the girl denied that she is too rich to have the need to sell sex by showing off 10 casino chips worth of RMB 5 million in total as shown picture below. (approximately RM2.5mil?)

somehow this eventually lead me to find he meaning of "Netizen" and the answer was defined as an entity or person actively involved in online communities and a user of the Internet, especially an avid one which can also imply an interest in improving the Internet, especially in regard to open access and free speech according to Wiki explanation.
therefore i think i had learn a new word for today and would like to ask whether are you a Netizen like me?

later on, i just went to watch the "Bullet Brain" (神探高倫布) TVB Hong Kong drama and feel the movie was quite complicated.

after that, my room mate arrived back home and shared some of his part time working experience at KLCC and i just feel the "life cycle" is just the same.
somehow i do feel that we still need to depend other's people to "survive" or live our day whether you is depending on your family, partner, friends and others.
moreover, i also felt myself was in the same condition whereby i still depend on my blog to express my feelings because i believe you can't find someone to talk everyday unless your partner, so i just keep on talking and talking in my blog. (maybe to prove that i still haven "die" yet? @.@)
at last, i would like to share a meaningful Chinese quotes that is "生活不可能像你想得那么好，也没有你想的那么糟。在意别人怎么看你说你，只会让自己活得更累。只要做自己，就会活得轻松些。" that means "Life is not as good or bad as you think, you will be more tired if you too care about what's other people think about you, so the best is be the real you and your life will be much more easier" which is quite true. (so if you "cry father cry mother" will not bring any changes, LOL)
=D

today i woke up at 8.10am.
then i quickly get myself prepared as usual to work.
around 9.10am i reach KL Sentral and went to buy my breakfast before heading to office.
during the morning, i was given more task and while looking at the ideas, it seems like just copying from existing business but i just "act" like a new idea.
perhaps there is no such thing as "new idea" as the so call "idea" was actually came from existing idea and add in some new features.
during the afternoon, i waited all colleagues go out to lunch and just left the Japanese boss to tender my resignation notice because i don't want to be like those people who just "run" without any further notice or giving back the company some time frame to prepare.

well, below was the format of my "edited" resignation letter and explanation where i not sure whether i written it in a good way or not.
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My Name
Date
Company Name

Dear XXX,
RESIGNATION FROM THE POSITION OF XXX
The above matter refers.
I would like to resign my position as XXX with XXX at 30th April 2013.

Hereby I would like to take this opportunity to say that making this decision has been difficult, as working at XXX has been such a positive experience which I am grateful to be given such an opportunity. Moreover, I have enjoyed working here with a team of friendly and helpful colleagues. I thank you for all the support and guidance given in XXX and I truly appreciate all the valuable knowledge I have gained so far.

Well, I have decided to make this move was because i just receive an offer by my college to further study in United Kingdom at this coming Jun. Therefore i would like to apologize for giving a short notice which is out of my expectation where i just had this notice recently. At last, I will do my best to ensure proper and smooth handover of the task given while i still working in this company prior to my last working day at 30th April 2013.

Please let me know if you need my assistant in any other way during this transition.
I wish you and XXX have every success and the very best in future undertakings.

Thank you.
Yours sincerely,
XXX
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while i was there, the boss keep just say "okay" and very steady with whatever i said but will inform me shortly after having some discussion with others.
after that, i walked to KFC KL Sentral to have my lunch while still thinking about the matters.
somehow i feel that the 25% off promotion for snack plate set for every Tuesday seems to be like "cheating" customer because the set is without drinks but can't blame them since it is all about the so call "marketing".
upon back office, i was quite nervous because don't know what is the outcome yet as it seems like nothing had happened.

after some moment passed, the Japanese boss send me some personal message asked me to focus more on other thing instead of need to handle the marketing plan by this coming weekend.
while chatting with my superior, he told me that the boss might had misunderstood that i got an offer from competitor company while looking to my resignation letter as stated above.
somehow i feel that maybe my English level is too weak as i was told by another colleague and relatives before that my English is too simple like secondary school level.
therefore i was doubt whether writing in blog had helped me to improve my English or not as it seems like getting more worst?
anyways, i felt that it is true that after you tender your resignation, the "feeling" in the company is totally different whereby you will not get much information like last time.

around 6.40pm i make a move from there and arrived Wangsa Maju at 7.20pm.
then i just have the economy rice as my dinner again.
finally i arrived back home at 8pm and feel quite tired again.
after getting myself prepared (bath), i went to take a short nap as i was still feeling tired.
while checking the email, it seems that my boss has make a report of some statistic and the feeling was like "shooting" me indirectly (暗箭) which somehow reflect something where i had performed not good during moment working there.
well, the reason i have such feeling because it is obviously saying about me as i am the one who handle their "oxlxxn" part but the email was send to all people. (so it means everyone can see the report and know i seems to bring not much value to the company)

anyways, he quickly sent some notice to hire people and i just afraid that i might "blacklisted" from the job market in future.
actually i do know that it doesn't matter anymore whether i stay after send the letter because it had left a bad impression about my "working attitude" and etc.
on the other hand, it is quite funny to see the "retirement memes" as shown below.

guess no matter what, someone still need to work for others people because if everyone become boss, who will become employee? (LOL)
somehow i just get some "information" about friend's graduation that take place on this coming 27~28th April at First Avenue OneWorld Hotel.
suddenly just have the feeling that what had past, shall remain past and no need to think back anymore.

overall i just felt that everyone seems to be having the same goal which is "how to earn more money" after graduate and that's why most of the people said "the memories of hanging out with friend's is the best" but i seems like don't have much good memory due to my own personal problem.
before i end my post, i would like to share some Chinese video that i saw which is "当姨妈来敲门" as shown below or the link >>> Here.

basically the video was about how to treat girl when their menstrual period came.
in conclusion, i do feel quite happy because i don't need to keep hide the truth that i will resign as i was planning to tell them last minute but end up telling them today.
other than that, i think i have gained some valuable experience working there regarding the tracking campaigns for website using utm_source and others.
however, the day after today might be getting harder as there is so much plan ahead and need to explain to every contact i meet about my resignation notice.
>.<

today i woke up at 8.15am.
somehow i just feel that i might late arrive to the office as the bus still haven come.
anyways, i manage to reach the office just in time and it is exactly 9.30am when i punch the card into the time machine.
during the morning, i can "sense" that the Japanese boss seems to be quite unhappy as he send more and more "analytic" related things which is quite unusual when compared with last time.
around 12.35pm i went to Mc Donalds to have our lunch with my colleagues.
well, it seems that one of my colleague just know about my "resignation" yesterday although i did not tell him and just feel that "news" really can spread so fast.
moreover, i also feel that the topic that we talk can be more "open" when compared to last time.

perhaps it is because one of the colleague did not felt that i have any threats towards them since i will be leaving soon after finish serve my last day work.
besides, he also start to comment most of the "marketing" activity that i implement and say that there is more ways to cut the cost.
however, he did not tell me how to do it and just ask me to find the answer by myself from "Google".
once again i feel it is so true that not much people (90%) will teach you much about the things they know because they might afraid you will snatch their "iron bowl" (抢饭碗) since they also use a lot of time to find those answer by themselves.
therefore this also explain why people tends to become more "selfish" (including me?) because if a "thing" really can earn a lot of money $$, the "thing" must not be known much by people.

or else it would end up many people "duplicating" it especially in Malaysia market where we can see so many China/low quality product being sold in our country nowadays all because want to maximize profit.
well, when i ask him why he don't share out all the strategy he knew, his answer was "do more or less also get same salary", that's why keep all the knowledge by himself. (做酱多都不会拿更高的工钱)
furthermore, i do feel a bit "emos" when another colleague shared something which make me feel that i seems to be wasted a lot of time rather than doing something useful when i was young.
for example, he start to make some game's private server when he is still Form 4 and also created some music sharing site in order to earn the GA income when was young.
somehow i think the reason why i keep feeling "down" was keep thinking on my past that "how great if i know all this information when i am 18 years old?" and ended up keep "self-comfort" to feel happier.

in addition, i just wondering why the people around me seems to be so "geng" (strong/rich) and very capable but i seems to be the one who seems lack of something. (一山还有一山高)
upon back office, i keep continue research and read a lot of information although i keep having thought.
somehow i was thankful to a friend (Gxbxxxl) told me that it is normal for a person to think so much and shared a meaningful article to me which title "5 Ways Your Brain Is Tricking You into Being Miserable" from Cracked website as shown below.
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1) Being Happy Takes Effort.
How many people do you know who say their ideal vacation would be to just kick back and do nothing at all? All of the "doing" in their lives comes at the job or at school as all the stuff that they're forced to do by other people. So they think that relaxing means doing nothing at all, rather than doing the stuff they like.
They fall into the trap of thinking that happiness is simply the absence of doing unpleasant tasks instead of actively doing pleasant ones ... and the human brain just doesn't work that way.
And this isn't going to get any better as time goes on; among seniors, their satisfaction with life didn't correlate with the state of their health or anything else as it was based on whether or not they had friends and hobbies. Of course, it's never harder to go out and make friends or start a new hobby than when you're in the throes of depression, and at that point, all of the above cycles that keep you in that valley start coming into play.

2) You'd Rather Be Unhappy Than Uncertain.
Thanks to evolution, the teenage brain is all about taking risks, like attacking a woolly mammoth with flimsy spears and having lots of sex with multiple partners, all for the continuation of the species.
As you get older, your brain wants you to stop taking those risks. You already did all your kid-having, now you need to settle down and stay alive so you can raise those children.
The problem is that most people grow so scared of risk that they are more likely to stay in situations that make them miserable than take a chance at happiness.
Studies have found that taking depressed, self-critical people and trying to make them think positively about themselves just confuses the shit out of them.
In other words, even if you take the risk and the risk pays off, if you're not used to happiness, then it just feels weird, or phony.
Ask yourself: When you're sitting in a bar or coffee shop and there's a group of friends next to you just laughing and having the time of their lives, how do you react? Do you find yourself annoyed by that? Do you hate them just a little? There you go.

3) Grief Is Addictive.
Think about how much of our entertainment is based around negative emotions. Why do we like scary movies? Or sad songs? Why do we watch movies about disasters or obsessively follow morbid news stories about sensational murder trials? If something horrible happens to us, why do we find ourselves constantly thinking and talking about it?
That chronically grieving person you know isn't enjoying it, any more than the junkie "enjoys" being an addict. They just get trapped in a feedback loop because they're subconsciously afraid to let go of the one strong emotion that makes them feel alive.

4) Killing Negative Thoughts Only Makes Them Stronger.
Negative thoughts are like the Sand People: If you chase them away, they'll come back in greater numbers.
It's actually insane when you think about it that we're constantly trying to banish bad thoughts from our mind, but the human brain simply doesn't have a mechanism for doing it.
They are the reason why you only want the stuff that you can't have, why trying to suppress laughter only makes you laugh more, why you fail at stuff when somebody is watching, and so on.

5) Your Brain Latches onto the Bad Stuff by Design.
Researchers have found this in a laboratory setting about participants pictures of angry and happy faces, and the participants will identify the angry faces much faster than the happy ones.
Your brain already identified the shit parts of your day before you even knew it. You have a sixth sense for misery.
Think about the implications in your everyday life as you can wind up walking away from a pretty good job or relationship because you only remember the bad times.
If there's a good side to it, the effect does seem to reverse as we get older, when nostalgia starts to set in and we focus more on the good memories. Unfortunately, for many of us the only effect of that seems to be that we can't stop talking about how freaking great things were back in our day.
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seriously i just feel the word that highlighted in colour was something that i feel so meaningful (seems like saying myself?) and would like to remind myself to get better in for my condition.

therefore i just told myself no need think so much and do whatever i like instead of keep care about what other's people think about me. (再怎么痛，再怎么难过，人家也看不到，也不会心疼你，你难过给谁看？ quotes again~ LOL)
around 6.40pm i make a move from office and decided to go for a movie since there is a RM9 promotion at TGV cinema every Wednesday.
while i arrived at there, i saw my room mate was promoting the "B" cosmetic product.
anyways, i just choose the Oblivion movie that suit my time at 7.15pm in TGV KLCC.
below was the synopsis of the Oblivion Movie.

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A court martial sends a veteran soldier to a distant planet, where he is to destroy the remains of an alien race. The arrival of an unexpected traveler causes him to question what he knows about the planet, his mission, and himself.

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well, the movie seems quite okay as i feel the actress below is more beautiful than his wife.

anyways, below was some screen shot from the Oblivion movie.

feel free to have a look at their "Oblivion Official Trailer #1 Tom Cruise Sci-Fi Movie HD" as below or the link >>> Here.

somehow i do feel it is quite "sucks" when cut those "sex scene" in this movie because it might people eager to find out more about sex?
overall i would rate this movie as 3 out of 5 stars as the story is quite contradict but have great technology.

around 9.50pm i arrived Wangsa Maju and went to have Penang prawn noodles as my "dinner".
finally i arrived back home at 10.35pm.
somehow i do still think back the Oblivion movie as it seems like "reflecting" myself as i wish to keep all those memories i have although it is in a blog format.
perhaps in the future when i having "forgetful" disease, i might able to read back my own story to "back up" my brain data? (LOL)
on the other hand, i try not to think so much whether want to put what title for this blog post as it seems to be relate more into being positive rather than the Oblivion movie review.
over time, i found the best way to feel great about yourself is don't keep compare yourself with others although saying it is easy but as long as you keep "think this positive energy in your mind, it certainly will change something although it might take some time.
=)

today i woke up at 8.10am.
well, i just missed the bus after getting myself prepared and quickly took the "taxi" (cab) to work.
anyways, i am able to make it on time to reach the office.
during the morning, i continue to do my own research and some task assigned by boss yesterday.
around 1pm we went to have our lunch at Sin Kee restaurant but i did not talk much as i don't know what to say since i leaving soon.
upon back office, i continue my task and still feel very sleepy but keep told myself to stay awake.
when i was quite boring during the evening, i find a friend to chat and felt that it is so true that it is better to find someone to chat rather than thinking alone about "why no people find me chat?" when i was bored.
somehow i do get a lot of information when chatting with friend but trying to control my "jelly" feelings.

for example, when a friend say that his salary is very low but it is higher than me when compared with other friend, i just feel that there's no need to compare with people just like the advice post from yesterday.
however, my "jelly" feelings seems to be increased when my friend shared some story about his friend who earn RM50,000 every month by selling some "niche" product on his website and driving an Audi TT car.
perhaps it is because when i see through the website and linking, it seems like nothing special but who would really know that kind of website can earn so much money.
moreover, i think the reason why i feeling "emos+down" may because i did not start any e-commerce business other than complain/blame how "sucks" my life was although it is consider okay.
another reason why i felt so might be due to wasting a lot of "website traffic" just for "emoing" rather doing some productive/earning activity such as writing sponsored post and others making online money method.

over time, i feel myself seems to be "changed" in term of hoping to make some extra $$ online such as selling 728x90 ads space and writing sponsored post although my main intention for blogging was purely express feelings online instead of earning $$.
in addition, i don't feel the information i share can be helpful or not to someone as it sounds meaningless especially when i using an anonymous identity since not much people would really care. (i am coward?)
somehow i can conclude that blogging in this latest trend was same like those Facebook page which is just a marketing tools to create awareness or some promotion for some new brands.
therefore this had explained why blogging is dying nowadays due to the social media power such as FB.
besides, i think it is so true that you need to find yourself the answer about how to do anything no matter is it create website, apps or open chicken rice shop because not much people know.

honestly, my feeling now seems to be want to "run away" with the 40K to start own business instead of spending to get my degree because i know i will not able to see or having this amount in few years time because i might requite at least 3 years to save this amount.
after all, no people will really know what will happen in one year time frame right?
somehow i feel it is so true that as long as you hold some money in hand, there will be some "evil" thought keep coming and "distracting" what i felt just like the due date to pay the UK related course fee coming soon yet i do feel a bit reluctant to "pay" it. (=.=)

perhaps it is because i have the thought that "maybe if i use this $$ to invest in property", it would definitely get more returns rather than need to work for 4 years only have this amount to pay for housing deposit and no people will really know the price of property will increase until how much in four years time.

on the other hand, i start to feel that over time, it seems that the "cost to express feelings" is too expensive to bear when counting the time+effort i put in writing my "own story" because if i spend this 2 hour to make some useful directory, deals, property, cars or others high demand website, i might be my friend's friend who earn RM50K a month.
therefore i just feel that maybe blogging is something that i really need to let go as it is just a matter or time that i will leave with no more updates when thinking in a long term as it was quite time consuming where the benefits i get was only "express feeling" instead of much monetary return. (prove that as a person get older, the things that he/she want will change?)
somehow i start to understand why so many blogger had quit blogging as time goes by when they finally understand that "their time to quit" has come.

around 7pm i make a move from office and arrived Wangsa Maju at 7.40pm.
then i just have economy rice as my dinner and finally reach back home at 8.10pm by taking taxi.
well, i seems to be having a little "rage" when see about the political news about "Guan Eng: DAP under attack, ROS decision sabotage" as shown below or the link >>> Here.

seriously i wonder what happened to our Democracy in Malaysia because it sounds so "unfair" to the party.
according to Wiki, Democracy is a form of government in which all eligible citizens have an equal say in the decisions that affect their lives, allows eligible citizens to participate equally either directly or through elected representatives in the proposal, development, and creation of laws.
however, this seems like not what we known as "democracy" but it is most into "power abuse" because whoever is rich can have more power to control the media.

perhaps Malaysia haven ready yet for a 505 Change because there is still some people who did not have much education will be "manipulated" by some people and we can't blame them.

for example, imagine you have a super strong believe towards "a thing" for the past 55 years, then suddenly some people told you that what you believe is actually a "lie", of course you will defend it right?
this "theory" is same things to some marriage story that i heard which is about a girl married to a guy for over 30 years, then suddenly you told her that her husband cheated her for 30 years, of course the girl will say whatever right/good about her husband until she found out the truth right?
as for business, it is still the same fact that when you use a machine for over 30 years, but one day a guy came told you that you're outdated, you will eventually defend that it is still okay if you do not change right?
suddenly just feel myself "so geng" can related politics with so much other things.

anyways, what i trying to say here is anyone will eventually be greedy (没有人会嫌钱少) one day when get too much power in a longer period as i feel there is no such thing as anti-corruption or cronyism but now we still have a choice to choose.

imagine you have been earning few million ringgit a month, suddenly one day i told you that you no longer have that income, of course you will do whatever to protect yourself right and we can't blame the "BX" for using so much "tricks" in to win.
seriously this coming election might be a history for Malaysian as there is so much new voter and i am one of it for the 13th GE.
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful picture from Zenpencils as shown below.

somehow i feel myself seems to be influence by the political news that happening in our country despite i just want to have a simple life as shown in the above comic about "live small, mate small, die small".
in fact, i hope i can draw like those comic blogger but i seems to lack of design skills.
at last, i wish Malaysia will have a better future although i don't really trust on both "BX or PX" but we shall gave everyone a chance. (never try never know)
=D

today i woke up at 8.15am.
then i quickly get myself prepared to work and i was lucky that the bus arrived just in time.
when i reach Wangsa Maju, i walk together with some friends and just know that one of my friend's house was quite near to Chan Fong DJ house as they were neighbour when he live nearby Carrefour last time.
around 9.20am i arrived to office and just check on some email and news before doing my task.
somehow i just saw a news about the H7N9 virus as there was a person die but i don't know true or not as shown below.

anyways, i think it is better leave it to "fate" that if "God" want us die, we can't really escape it right?
around 12.15pm i followed my colleagues to have our lunch at Burger King KL Sentral.
well, i just start to listen to a lot of "gossips" and office politics related things.

perhaps it has been a "culture" for us to talk bad about other's people when they was not around.
moreover, it is so true that working in this company is good for temporary but not in the long term partly because lack of skilled people.
besides, when i thought that i used a lot of marketing funds, it seems that it was just a small matter because those senior/supervisor use more than the amount i use.
in addition, i was quite agree with what the HR said regarding "marketing" was actually seems to be keep spending money but you must be "smart/clever" to answer to your boss with the planning and execution.
maybe she was true that sometime you must pretend like don't know such as "Well boss, you ask me advertise, but when the campaign did not run as planned, you can say if we never try also don't know the outcome right?

basically what i understand marketing now is the capability you can "twist and turn" (死都咬反生) a things but it might not able to sustain long using this kind of tricks.
overall i feel that this company is good for gaining experience because all thanks to the Japanese boss who have a rich financial resources to support the company overhead cost and i think i have learned something i never experience before using 5 digits marketing fund.
well, the thing that make me "stress" was probably because if you no spend $$, might get scold for doing nothing; if spend $$ but not effective, might get scold as under perform or even sack if the strategy is wrong.
in short, no matter you got spend $$ or not spend will also might get "scold".
upon back office, i just research some stuff and suddenly have the "urge" (冲动) to buy a new domain name with hosting plan but don't know what to do with it.

somehow i do saw there is so much script available no matter what kind of website you want to create from A-Z but need a lot effort to learn it yourself.
therefore it is so true that almost everything can be buy as long as you got the $$ and you just need to hire capable people to do the script edition with the marketing part.
moreover, i feel that most of the time we just like to follow what others people do to earn money, just like when see other people can make $$ through blogging, somehow my heart had been "moved" a little.
regarding the political news about democracy, don't know why i just feel it is like "doing a drama" for others people to see. (might be some conspiracy happening?)
guess it might be true that some people just live according to what their mind perceived, that's why people seems to be easily get brainwashed. (including me kua)

around 7.10pm i make a move from office because this week i follow brother car instead of sister car.
during the moment on the way back home, i just listen what my brother and his girlfriend talking about getting some RMX,XXX salary at certain age seems to be just common.
therefore it might be true that why some people can earn 5 digit figure before 30 years old.
finally i arrived back home at 8.50pm and quickly have my dinner before doing any other thing else.
while checking through my email, there is a Tarcian junior asking me for advice whether want to take sport science or finance as shown below.
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Hi,
I'm just look around at the blog randomly about Tarc and just read all yours related blog.
I did my SPM last year and going to Tarc in weeks time.

From your blog, I can see some you are regreting of choosing business programme, can I know what you currently taking?
And why you are so disappointed for that?
I just sign up diploma in Sport Science due to my passion towards sport and I"m accepted but I'm not from a science background back to my secondary school.
And recently I'm so mess as a lot of my relatives said that this course wouldn't bring me to a professional status as sport don't have a stable or high income.
I know its never late to discover what suit you.
And I find finance and investment is quite suit me.
Don't you mind to share your opinion about what I said?

Thanks,
Victor.

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well, in my opinion, i don't really have the guidance because myself seems to be consider as a "failure" as i seldom interact much with people during my college life and had make a lot of mistake.
for example, i did not take the initiative to find out the reason of a thing that happened but choose to "avoid" it until today although i slowly try to be "positive" back.
as for the "chasing girl" part, i don't really have much comment on it as i don't feel like recalling back old memories as i had done a lot of "stupid" things which eventually end up blogging to express my feeling since not much people i can tell to.
therefore i rather stay anonymous because there is nothing to brag about or want people to feel sorry for me.

anyways, my friend's answer was everyone or young people should choose whatever you like when come to study because passion comes first while money can come next time as it depend on your brain determination and everything depends on whether you're smart or not to find the opportunity.
besides i would like to share a picture about "Smart girls are the over thinkers, the insecure ones, the different ones. They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing in life. Why? To avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up at night trying to think about every possible situation to get through all problems. They think too much. They trust less people. Their insecurity proves their respect toward themselves. Of course they live away from a drama-filled life. Smart girls know their worth, now that's the ones worth keeping by your side" as shown picture below.

seriously i feel the message is like saying myself although i am a guy because think too much.

on the other hand, i just install the "Top Commenter" widget and found the statistic is quite true but i don't know how they can scrape all the data to count the comment from beginning of this blog back in 2008 as shown below. (specially thanks to anonymous)

around 10.20pm is the Chan Fong (大城心事) sharing story and below was the podcast recording.
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1) 第一位：阿May（雜菜飯攤主）～她打電話來是專程感謝陳峰大哥的，因為她之前曾經打過電話進來問陳峰大哥一些夫妻之間等等問題和生活上的意見。【陳峰大哥聽完她這些日子的故事之後也覺得很替她感到高興，並且勸她不好超勞過度】>>> Here.

2) 第二位：Kieve（三十歲 / 已婚 / 無小孩）～他打算和太太離婚，他本身自認到了像他這個年齡層屬於事業無成而且經濟能力也不穩定，加上之前又曾經有做出過一些傷害對方的事而導致連續得不到“她”的信任。【陳峰大哥覺得基本上他是一個比較不夠定性和沒有耐性的人，凡事應該多花點心思和耐性認真在一份自己認為有能力做到最好的工作上全心全意地去付出和打拼】>>> Here.

3) 第三位：阿華（將近29歲）～他想問關於男人的事業之類的問題，有想過自己出來創業，甚至是經常跑去上一些直銷的激勵課程，問題是因為他到目前為止還做不出什麽成績和表現令他的太太也對他開始懷疑和失去信心。【陳峰大哥建議他可以減少上那些激勵課程，重點是哪個方向裡頭是包含著有些什麽解決方案和實在價值在內。另外，他也應該事先多做足功課和收集資料以便應付對於顧客的需求和市場等等】>>> Here.

4) 第四位：阿仔（已婚六年 / 育有一名四歲的女兒）～自從他們夫妻倆人在結了婚加上有了孩子之後就很少再有什麽性行為和親密度了，他想問這是否屬於正常的。【陳峰大哥的回答說基本上是的，但是也建議他應該要嘗試做出一些新突破還有儘量經常製造一些生活上的情趣以及新鮮感和氛圍以做出一些改變和協調，最終的方法還是要自己去找的】>>> Here.

5) 第五位：Amy～她之前有打過電話來說自己有感情問題的，故事的開始是兩年前她認識了一個有婦之夫對方是個新加坡人，接著現在對方可能是和她玩膩了卻反倒過來要開始對她忽冷忽熱也漠不關心。【當她把故事講到一半時，陳峰大哥和各位聽眾不難探測到那個所謂的“男人”可說是個百分百的絕種賤男真要不得】>>> Here.

6) 第六位：Simon（已婚 / 育有兩名孩子）～他老婆是個外國人，一起出來自立門戶做小生意，他說自己的子孫根好像發育不規律令他老婆為此感到不滿和抱怨。【陳峰大哥建議他應該尋求醫院裡頭的醫生比較理想，畢竟這個問題需要有一些較專業的人士去回答才能真正解決該問題】

7) 第七位：阿康（已婚將近十年 / 未有孩子）～他說自己好久以前也曾經打過電話進來的，當時《大城心事》的節目是在星期四播出的（他撥電話進來純粹只是要和陳峰大哥閒聊並且感謝他之前提出給過的一些解決方案之類的事情等等）。Part 6+ 7 >>> Here.

8) 第八位：【《無名氏》】～她打電話來竟然想要問陳峰大哥拿電話號碼，莫名其妙。

9) 第九位：Kelvin（已婚十多年 / 目前育有四名孩子）～他說十多年前自己也是曾經打過電話進來尋求協助過的，今天純粹只是打回來要感謝陳峰大哥當年的提醒和意見，令他能夠擁有今天的婚姻美滿和生活，最後他想說的是：“自己終於找到沙灘上裡頭的鑽石了”。

10) 第十位（最後一位）：Judy（之前曾經離婚）～目前認識過另一名新歡，對方也是個有婦之夫，雖然對方說了打算要和太太離婚而且也給了她很多承諾。【陳峰大哥不贊成也不鼓勵她為了愛情把自己鑽進入瓶子裡找出路和依靠，免得到最後害了自己也害了對方家庭破碎；這個解答希望她會瞭解和明白】Part 8 + 9 + 10 >>> Here.
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once again i feel there is so much story to listen and it is still up to us whether how we can see it when listening to others people story.
in fact, sometime my opinion might be wrong because life is full of possibilities.
in addition, i just left something out about a friend who came back from SHU last year and worked in one of the competitor company for my ex-company last time but i gained a lot of information from her.
later on, i just listen to my brother briefing about the things i need to prepared before departing to UK.
somehow i just draft a "marketing plan" for myself about what i shall do next as shown below.

hopefully everything will goes smoothly and i will get good result this time.
=)

today i woke up at 1pm.
somehow i feel that my time has been "fixed" again when i check back my last week post and the writing style seems to be quite similar.
anyways, mother have cooked some spaghetti as our lunch and i not really like it.
after that, i just look into some information and watch the latest episode for Naruto anime.
well, i do feel that too much news can make someone confuse because myself don't really want to trust who as most of the people do thing for a reason right?
for example, some people say that the opposition might "doing a show" as it was an "internal conspiracy" when the ROS has disapprove the opposition for using their logo but the latest news say that it has been approved back for now.

in deed i do feel there is some conspiracy happening because when think deeply, this can help them to get more votes when people feel anger if being treated unfair and irrational.
moreover, i saw this has make a lot of people change their profile logo into political party as a sign of supportive to the campaign.
anyways, i still hope for a change after measuring the good and bad side from both government or opposition party which everything will be solved peacefully after the election.
somehow the PRU candidates result 2013 has been released and you can check their name at >>> Here.

besides, i just listen back to the Chan Fong story sharing from my yesterday post.
well, i feel that it is so true that a guy should focus on his career first before thinking about girl especially for those men that aged around 21~30 because a successful men will eventually become very attractive to girls.

actually i do feel it might pointing back to myself when listening others people story because i advice younger boy who aged around 16~21 years old should try chasing girls instead of thinking about earning first.
therefore i feel that it is quite contradict and seems like a hypocrite.
as for the fourth story from the post, i think it might be true that after marriage, the "sxx" life might be reduced especially her wife giving birth to baby and might cause the guy to find "p" if they did not "steady" enough.
that's why some guy "argue" that most of the guy shall try "that kind of service" first before saying "NO" and i feel they might be right or wrong in term because it is vary from person to person.
for example, some guy really will not find/do that kind of this for the rest of his life by being a loyal person to his wife while some guy can change his mind very fast which eventually cause some girl feel insecure toward's those guy.

in short, what i really means is that anything is possible to happen and we can't judge/condemn a person based on the first impression/image/faces because time will be the most reliable source to proof everything.
during the afternoon, i was "ddly" (procrastinate) because i was planning to research and do about the domain+hosting website that i bought yesterday but end up being a "busybody" looking into more news.
during the night, brother fetch us to have our dinner at Miao San vegetarian shop that located near Bukit Tinggi around 8.10pm.
after that we went to shopping at Aeon Jusco Bukit Tinggi.
well, i just saw a lot of people buying gold/jewelry at the Tomei shop and they book the main hall to do their marketing activity which i believe the news of gold price drop will eventually make a lot of people went to buy more gold product as an investment.

another events that happening there was Wall's Magnum roadshow which might be organized by G2Events.
somehow when i saw a lot of couple + "leng luis" (beautiful girl) walking around, i just comfort myself with all those positive thought as myself also know that every girl will not like boy who so obsessed with a girl. (Self Reminder: 喜欢一个人，一定要让对方知道，也许得不到答案，至少你努力过，不必后悔)
after that, my brother ask me to buy all the things that need to bring to UK although i still have one month time to prepare because he say it is better to prepare earlier than late.
therefore i just bought some clothes, noodles pack, mushroom soup in packets and others daily product.
besides, he and his girlfriend also sharing a lot of their UK experience during 2009 such as how they share their food together and i just know the standard living in Paris is very high as a set of McD at there can cost up to £20 where the price is varies from different location during the Euro trip.

however, the thing that we need to take extra precaution is to be very aware about those Nigerians (sorry if i it sounds racist) because their "stealing skills" is very fast until you can't notice it especially in those tourist spot area when their batch of friends has lost camera/laptop during that time.
somehow it just reminds me about the Bob Arno (Magician+Professional Theif) in the Europe's Prince of Thieves video as shown below or the link >>> Here.

in addition, the internet speed at UK is about 40GB instead of the 5GB unify speed that we get here but i don't know real or not until i experience it myself.
around 11pm we make a move from there and i finally arrived home at 11.30pm.
overall i had spend about RM315 after withdraw RM500 from the Atm machine and gave my brother back the $$ when he help me to buy with his credit card.

honestly speaking, i do feel quite "jelly" when listening to their story as he spend a lot lovely time with his girlfriend at there.
well, the reason why i felt so might be due to that i seems to miss a lot of opportunity to go with more friend last year when i go there this year with very less people that i know.
over time, i do wonder whether i am "fated" to be forever alone and going through my "lonely" path of life instead of interact with friends and feel there is not use to explain any reason about what had happened to me last year as i don't feel like talk much about it. (forever alone like the picture below? LOL)

somehow i do feel that it is like no point of writing again when i composing this post because it is useless to think+recalling back my past.
perhaps TIME is the only medicine to cure "something" which i should be happy about it right?

at last, i would like to share something meaningful which is "How to be more confident" as shown picture below.
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1) Stop comparing. Stay focused on you.
2) Relax. Go with the flow and don't stress the little things.
3) Love yourself. You are a gift. Nothing would be the same if you din't exist.
4) Be positive and look for the good in every situation.
5) Do what you love. Life is too short to waste your time doing anything otherwise.
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perhaps the only way for me to having "positive" and good feelings is keep finding those motivational quotes after "emoing" for quite some time.
in fact, i should be gratitude that i have the opportunity to travel as it was my first time to travel so far.
=D

today i woke up at 12pm.
then i just get myself prepared and mother have cooked some fish curry as our lunch.
during the afternoon, i was "settling something" and end up having an argument with my friend because did not reach on time.
seriously that time i was in a "rage" mode because he reply me in an "vulgar" ways although i know it was my fault and feel that it is better to keep "something" inside heart rather than express out here when i check back my phone's note as i had written a lot of words during the moment inside train.
perhaps it is because my brother and sister said to me that i seems to be treat friend more important than family "sometimes" such as my mother wanted me to have dinner before going back KL.
anyways, i had understand myself more up to this date and felt i was still "childish" in some ways.

honestly, i think i might be more suitable to go through my life as a "lonely" person when i don't need care what others people think about me as i was a person that easily feel unhappy regarding some friend issues.
moreover, i seems like "enjoy+addicted" with my "lonely+emos" life which is better to live alone?
around 4pm my brother fetched me to Klang's KTM and i reach there at 4.30pm.
somehow i was "too free" and feel like capture my "lonely" video as there was so less people take train at the link >>> Here. (my camera video bad quality~ T.T)
furthermore, i just keep listening to some music to distract my "rage" feelings.
the moment i reach KL Sentral was 5.35pm and quickly find my friend at the Mc Donald's near there.
well, the discussion was mostly about UK stuff and i just got some information where i just realized that there is a 2 years limits to go for SHU if you did not decided to study for your degree.

for example, after you graduate your advance diploma at Tarc, if you did not plan to get your UK degree in two years time, you will not eligible to get it anymore after the 2 years limit according to my friends.
somehow i do feel one of my course mate which is not very close seems to be quite a funny guy and might understand why he seems to be suitable to do sales.
besides, i feel like buying the laptop that he bought for around RM2300+ which is the Asus S56c as shown picture below. (anyone know about this model because i feel like buying it after listen to it's cool spec)

after having our dinner at Mc Donalds, we make a move at 7.30pm and i just keep listening to the "Wo Zhi Xiang Zai Hu Wo Zai Hu De" song by "Bai An" (我只想在乎我在乎的白安) which suite with my feelings.
in addition, the singer was quite beautiful as you can see some of her picture as below.

perhaps a beautiful sing songs can make people eventually fall for them?

below was the lyrics of the song and i liked it so much.
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我关掉电视，关掉音乐。
我关掉手机，关掉杂讯的来源。
我好想要安静的入睡。

我关掉电灯，想关掉疲惫。
想关掉陌生，漠视妳的改变。
如果我能拒绝这一切。

我只想在乎我在乎的，不想装作热情负责任。
如果我赔的，总大于所得，也许我付不起再认真。
我只想在乎我在乎的，越是抗拒越无法重生。
如果这世界有它的规则，我也只能在乎我能在乎的。

我关掉电视，关掉音乐。
我关掉手机，关掉杂讯的来源。
我好想要安静的入睡。

我关掉电灯，想关掉疲惫。
想关掉陌生，漠视妳的改变。
如果我能拒绝这一切。

我只想在乎我在乎的，不想装作热情负责任。
如果我赔的，总大于所得，也许我付不起再认真。
我只想在乎我在乎的，越是抗拒越无法重生。
如果这世界有它的规则，我也只能在乎我能在乎的。
(la~la~la~la balula dubalula dudaila ia)

我只想在乎我在乎的，不想装作热情负责任。
如果我赔的，总大于所得，也许我付不起再认真。
我只想在乎我在乎的，越是抗拒越无法重生。
如果这世界有它的规则，我也只能在乎我能在乎的。

我关掉电视，关掉音乐。
我关掉手机，却关不掉挂念。
我好想要安静的入睡。

我关掉电灯，想关掉疲惫。
想关掉陌生，关掉所有的画面。
如果我只能在乎妳不在乎的。
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well, the sentences that highlighted in red colours is truly what i feel too.
in fact, the lyrics was quite "mean" because it means that "I Only Care For What I Care For" at the title.
somehow i seems to "fall in love" with all of "Bai An" song which is this blog post song, "Mai Tian Bu Shou" and "Shi Shen Me Rang Wo Yu Jian Zhe Yang De Ni" because her voice sounds quite special to me.
anyways, feel free to listen the ::首播::白安Ann[我只想在乎我在乎的]MV官方完整版 as shown below or the link >>> Here.

furthermore, i was enjoying "emos" when listening to this song.

finally i arrived back home at 8.25pm.
then i just search some related information as usual and don't feel like comment much about the recent political issue because everyone has their point of view including those celebrities because they have the right to choose/support/believe in their party.
somehow i would like to share a meaningful quotes about "Money come and go, we know that, but the most important thing in life will always be the people in the right rooms, right there and right now" which is so true.
besides, i feel that it is no use to choose beautiful girl as wife because they can be "made" if you saw those video about how a very ugly Korean/Taiwan girl has "transform" to a very beautiful girl by going through plastic surgery right?
therefore the only concern here is that any guys must try their best to earn a lot of money.

frankly speaking, i might find the reason why i has been "complaining" so much about my life which might probably because i haven successful yet.
when day by day past, i can foresee my blogging activity will end very soon in just a matter of time as there is no point of writing to mumbling/whining about my life as it is time for me to move on.
based on my observation for other's successful webmaster, they treat blogging was just a part of "tracking tool" for themselves to check how they have improved although they can use it to promote they website.
later on, my room mate's bring his friends back and they chat until 2.15am while i keep doing other's thing else because don't feel like letting anyone to see i am writing my blog.
somehow i had learned the "JavaScript Encryption and Decryption 2.0" and found it is useful to hide something that you don't want others people see.

it is because i use my blog as a platform to record my thoughts and activities as i can look back them in future to see what had happened to me on that specific day.
however, there is some personal thought that i don't feel like telling people especially those people who know me in real life.
well, i just check back the morning conversation and found something that make me "speechless".
This is encrypted: morning conversation
anyways, i had planned to take an "emergency leave" for tomorrow to settle my SHU offer letter, passport and go to STA travel agency to ask more information.
hopefully everything will goes well tomorrow.
=)

today i woke up at 9.40am. well, i had decide to execute my yesterday "plan" and just take emergency leave to settle all the related stuff.
upon arrived to Tarc SBS office, i just fill in all the require SHU form and helped my friend to pass his form.
after that, i took "taxi" to Sri Rampai to make my new passport as it had expired while listening to my song.
around 11.40pm i reached there and as i walked towards the main door, there was many "aunty+foreigner" approached asked me whether want to take new picture for passport.
therefore i just said that i already have it but they say there is a new rule for passport photo need to have white colour instead of the blue colour in the background.
anyways, i went to the counter ask first and they say it is a new rule as shown picture below.

however, the passport renewal service in all KL area had been gone down.

so she just suggested me to go to the Shah Alam branch to renew my passport and the branch still allow people to use blue colour background photo to renew their passport as shown below.

around 12pm i reach Sri Rampai LRT to took the train to Pasar Seni and then take bus at 12.30pm to back.
it is because i "afraid" that i might saw my colleagues at KL Sentral since i say was "sick" for today.
as i arrived Klang's bus central that near Mydin at 1.40pm, i phoned and waited my father to come and did feel inconvenience for not having own car.
somehow i think i shall appreciate and feel gratitude that at least i still have a father to pick me up and go the place that need to go right?
anyways, i reached the Komplek PNKS around 2.15pm and quickly walk to the Jabatan Imigresen Malaysia Negeri Selangor.

well, there was quite a lot of people while i waiting and it took about 45 minutes to reach my turn as shown picture below.

besides, i helped a friend to take the number since he will coming soon.
there is 2 option to choose that is RM100 for 2 years and RM300 for 5 years where i choose the 1st option.
however, my father reminded me that i can't travel if the passport still have remaining 6 month as one of my cousin who want to go to Philippines had been block when he almost depart from Malaysia which is quite a waste as he had bought the air ticket.
around 3.30pm my friend (not very close since from ex-coursemate) arrived and he also told me it is better to choose to renew for 5 years because no need be so complicated to come back again every time.
at the end, i seems to be regret a little for choosing the first option to renew for 2 years.

after that, we went to walk around that shopping complex because the staff told us to come back after 2 hour to collect the passport.
somehow it is quite coincidence to saw one of my secondary friend at the shopping area and we have some chat together with the ex-coursemate since they was from same group. (world so small)
anyways, i just feel that it is not very easy to earn $$ although working in back as he also graduate from SHU last year and shared his experience with us.
while he mention about creating a blog as a good portfolio, somehow i just think about myself as i want to create a new portfolio too start from beginning (zero) since i don't wish anyone see my "whining" blog because corporate or real people don't like see negative/honest opinion.
perhaps it is true that people like to buy something from someone which is real rather than stranger right?

moreover, if the "product" is expensive like property or cars, people like to buy it from trusted people.
around 5.50pm we make a move from there and my father fetch us to Klang's KTM.
when we reach KL Sentral at 6.35pm, my friend told that there is a RM1 vending machine that sell those canned drink that we usually bought for RM1.80 and i feel it is quite worth but did not take picture due to my phone's battery has depleted.
after that, we took monorial to Plaza Lowyat and as we arrived there, i went to my friend's recommended laptop shop because i wanted to buy a laptop for myself.
well, i was facing a decision whether want to buy the Asus S56 CM or Fujitsu AH532 as shown below.

when i phoned my brother and talk about it, he told me that don't so fast decide to buy because afraid that i will get "conned" or become "water fish" to others.

anyways, i really like the Fujitsu AG532 because the price that they offered was having a big discount and i like the spec very much but the things is i don't know Fujitsu brand is good or not because the similar spec from Asus will cost about RM5,000+. (anyone know?)
after that, i decided to buy a power bank and the "Yoobao" brand just stumble upon my mind.
well, i did some research and check on 2 placed before finally buy it for RM210 as shown below.

it is because there is so many fake Yoobao 13000mah power bank which start from RM88+, RM100+ and RM140+ which i not sure who is selling real.
anyways, i would give it a "risk" to buy for RM210 after because the more expensive is more original although another shop is selling RM250.
after the purchase, i suggested to go to have our dinner at Zanmai Sushi.

then i just un-boxed the Yoobao power bank and i can feel it is very original as there is a small golden seal and while you opening the box, there is another seal inside the box.
overall the design of the power bank was good and it was a heavy.
on the other hand, i do learn a lot knowledge from my friend's sharing regarding the sales and other thing although i feel myself seem to be having some "retard" (迟钝) as i don't know some common sense.
after that, i took the monorail to Chow Kit station and then took bus to Genting Klang but finally reach home at 10.55pm when i took taxi from GK.
since i still not convince whether the power bank is original or not, i decided to find the answer at their official website.
the first thing that you need to do is scratch off the serial number seal which at outside of the box.

then you go to http://www.sz12365.net/ and click the “防伪码查询” button.
to know whether your product is original, the first time you key in your code will appear the Chinese sentence which is "您好，您所查询的是深圳市锐讯天成科技有限公司生产的羽博正品产品，敬请放心购买使用！谢谢！" as shown picture below. (click to view larger image)

if you key in the second time, it will show "您所查询的号码已被查询1次，是深圳市锐讯天成科技有限公司生产的YOOBAO品牌的防伪标识，请注意防伪！谨防假冒！消费者举报请发邮件至dj@sz12365.net" as shown picture below. (click to view larger image)

so please take note that the original Yoobao power bank can only be verify one time and if any user verify it on the second time, it will show the product has been verify before together with the date and time.

anyways, i just feel quite happy to know that the power bank that i bought was original.

perhaps this is why their product can be so successful although it is a China product (since many people will say China product is low qualify), but this product has been imitate which proven it is a good product.

hopefully it will worth what the price cost although it was my first time to have some "faith" in China product.

later on, i just realized my friend's GA account has been banned and i have look it in a brighter way rather than negative way although it is quite a lot of $$ but suddenly get banned. (at least i know what's my worth)
through this "banning experience" again, i might understand the best way to earn Ads is selling own ads space rather than depending on GA because they can ban you anytime although the 6 digit pins had arrived.
anyways, i should be more happy and feeling thankful to all the people who came to my blog to give me some advice which at least i still got some uncle+senior to give me some guidance.
therefore there is something that i still feel good about myself despite i might looks "stupid" to someone. (>.<)

in fact, i think that i should not "stress out" myself because if want to write the whole story that i encounter for today, it can be very detail from the Myanmar/Indonesion worker at still selling thing at Bukit Bintang, so many "massager+pros" hunting for customer, those dish/cleaner worker feelings and many more.

seriously life is full of too much story and sometime i feel it is just too much until can make someone cannot "process the brain" anymore.

before i end my post, there is a meaningful Chinese sentences which i like to share was "很多时候
我们明明很想表达关心，可是话来到嘴边却全都打住了；我们明明就非常地在乎，可是却总表现出一副满不在乎的样子。现代人的通病，就是怕受伤，怕付出得不到回报。那些正面的关心，我们默默藏起来；那些负面的情绪，我们毫不犹豫地展现出来。我不说，我不问，不代表我不在乎" that is something i felt too.
in short, it was quite a nice "poem" although the meaning was quite "emos". (lazy translate to English)
=P

today i woke up at 7.45am.
well, the bus seems to came a bit late when i was waiting but luckily i just get to know a "friend" (a guy who going through his internship at market research company) as we have some conversation while waiting.
upon arrived Wangsa Maju LRT and we was inside the train, he saw his friend (a girl, quite beautiful look+no boyfriend as i "listened" something from their conversation) and then he introduce her to me but i don't know say what other than a "Hi".
anyways, they was talking all the way long and after his friend (the girl) left, the "friend" told me that actually he does not know her much since the girl is his friend's housemate that live nearby.
therefore i just ask him about "what is the secret to talk with people especially a girl" and he just told me that there is no secret but to act "stupid" by asking all sort of question no matter it is what.

somehow i do feel worry about myself because i don't even have much courage to look into any girl's eye directly as i might having the "scare woman/girl" (女人恐惧症) disease as i was afraid to see people especially girl and just don't know why in my real life.
in fact, i do clearly know that if i still continue like this, i will not get any girls and don't even can think about start a new relationship after "emoing" so long which i realize something wrong is going in myself.
besides, i just feel that our position should be "swapped" when he told me that he like to talk with people but he study programming while i don't like to talk with people but i study marketing that is quite "funny".
frankly speaking, until now i still don't know whether sales and marketing skills can be trained time to or must suite with a person characteristic because if a person who does not like to talk and approach with people, how to become a successful sales+marketing and don't even need to talk about success right?

around 9.20am i arrived KL Sentral and quickly "run+walk" to my office as i might be late.
when i reach office, it seems that there is a new colleague arrived.
during the morning, i seems like "don't know what to do" (acting stupid) but there is a lot of thing to do when my superior told me that all the marketing plan shall be planned ahead before i left this company.
suddenly i just recall what my friend (ex-cousemate+current UK friend) say that there is no need to be responsible to giving 24 hour resignation notice because a staff that is under probation period don't no need to have the so call "working reputation" when i told him that i wanted to protect my own image as a "good employer" when i tender my resignation notice before 2 week i left the company.
therefore i seems to be having a little "regret" because need to go office "do show" (做戏) until end of this month although i know i can learn something with my own research.

during the afternoon, they went to Malones but i did not follow since i no longer working soon which i feel there is no need to introduce myself although i know the Japanese boss will treat all staff eat whenever there is a new colleague arrived.
therefore i just walk to Mayflower food court and having my lunch there alone.
somehow i feel that i was quite a "silent busybody" person especially when i eating alone because it is more easy for me to focus on listening any conversation that around me.
when i reach back office, i just continue to do my stuff but feel a little contradict because the Japanese told me do this but my superior ask me do that marketing stuff which i don't know want to listen to who.
anyways, i just hope the 5 more working days will quickly end fast as i just need to work until 30th April and "run" after getting my salary. (can cover some laptop cost~ XD)

around 6.35pm i make a move from office and arrived Wangsa Maju at 7.15pm to have the economy rice as my dinner.
somehow the weather still raining and i just like to listen to "Yu Shi Tian De" (雨是甜的) by Bell Yu Tian as i am enjoying this kind of "emos" feeling especially walking in the tiny rains.
finally i arrived back home at 7.40pm as i took the taxi while the weather still raining.
while looking on those political news recently about the coming 13th general election in Malaysia, i start to feel that "Hypocrite" is everywhere because there is so much advertisement, news, scandal and much more being revealed but just don't know true or not.

according to Wiki, hypocrisy is the state of pretending to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs, principles that one does not actually have which involves the deception of others and is thus a kind of lie.

in short, it means that a hypocrite is a person who says one thing and does another, pretending to be someone who can be looked up to and admired for the way they say they live but really do not.

somehow i do wondering myself whether i might be just another hypocrite person because i seems like keep saying "it is bad to find pros" but what if i ended up going for it one day? (well, i still haven "try" it yet but i think the reason i have such thought might due to keep reading the "pros blogger review" [1malaysiawomen] since the write up is so real)
on the other hand, i think that some people is being hypocrite may because they did not get what they want.
for example, let's say government pay you RM1,000,000 to placing their advertisement in your website or giving you one billion construction contract, i don't think much people will resist it right?
therefore this might explain why those "crony" will use whatever tactics to protect their "boss" right?

actually i think it is just a point of view about how we look at the political case in a way that how we work for our boss.
i believe it will getting the same outcome no matter who you "work" with as the majority employee will do their best to satisfy their boss need right?
therefore in a bigger scale when apply it with politics, i believe the majority will still vote for the "BX" after received those "candy" because our country still not ready yet for a change since there is too much conservative and a lot of low-labour cost foreign. (not racist but telling the fact as you can see KTM is full of those people)
anyways, i don't feel like talking+thinking much about this issues and just went to sleep around 9pm.
the moment i woke up again was 11.10pm and continue to surf some information.

well, the Yoobao power bank from China seems to be quite convincing because the battery did not drop much after i charged it again. (finally saw something good about China product or too fast to say it is good?)
anyways, i just feel myself seems to be so easily going to the "negative" side when looking through something.
somehow i would like to share a video about "Why Do We Cry?" as shown below or the link >>> Here.

when day by day past, i seems to be understand more about myself and the reason why i feel "lonely".
can you imagine this situation that how you feel when you're being "alone" in KL, then you feel like want to talk, but seems like nobody in real life can talk to, even some close friend also have their private time too and you can't always find the same person to talk/express feeling right?
therefore i ended up blogging by trying to understand myself better when i write out all the things that happened to me everyday so i can have a review about it.

perhaps the day when i stop blogging is the day that i can start my "journey to success" rather than repeating almost the similar problem everyday by whining.
hopefully tomorrow can settle all the office stuff as my dead line to complete the marketing plan is by this week.
>.<

today i woke up at 7.40am.
as i finished get myself prepared, somehow had missed the bus again and just take taxi to Wangsa.
around 9.10am i arrived KL Sentral and went to buy some tuna sandwich as my breakfast.
during the morning, i continue to do some own research and some minor task although i am leaving soon.
after that, i followed my colleagues to have lunch at Homie Recipe in Sooka Sentral.
somehow i feel that it is actually up to us whether to believe or not about those gossips and it is quite hypocrite for some people.
upon back office, i continue to do the working related task and research again.
around 6.35pm i make a move from office and decided to watch movie since there is a RM9 promotion every Wednesday.

when i reach the TGV KLCC, it seems that the promotion is no longer available because the latest promotion was RM7 for any movie in all TGV cinemas but it is valid before 12pm daily inclusive of weekends and public holiday.
anyways, i just walked around there thinking whether want to watch movie or not.
after that, i went to have my dinner at Wendy's Malaysia because there is a promotion of RM9.90 for the chicken set meal as i never try it before other than their burger.
well, i just feel that the chicken taste like the normal fried chicken where we can buy from the roadside for RM3 and the rice was quite awful to eat as it is tasteless.
around 7.45pm i went to Kinokuniya bookstore to read some book after decided to watch the Croods animation movie although there is no promotion and it is quite outdated to watch it now.

actually sometime i did ask myself whether is there a need to wait until promotion only go to watch movie or eat somewhere else and the answer seems like i just want to find some activity to do so that i don't feel so "lonely" although i do have friends.
while i was walking around the bookstore, there is a book which titled "Dying to be me" (死过一次，才学会爱) by Anita Moorjani that caught my attention as shown picture below.

basically the story was about Anita who diagnosed with terminal cancer and doctors told her family she was just hours away from death and returned again into this world with a clearer understanding of her life and purpose on earth which subsequently led to a total recovery of her health at the link >>> Here.
well, i just feel the book is quite nice and motivation to read and get a lot of "realization about life" although it is written in Chinese.

for example, when you hurt some people although using some vulgars words was actually hurting yourself because the universe is somehow related to each other.
moreover, i was agree with the author that actually all people is born with a good heart but over time when we face some obstacle or being bullied by others, it will eventually make a person become bad.
furthermore, it is so true that most of our time we try to please other people instead of following about what we like to do that eventually make ourselves felt lost in long term.
in conclusion, the author keep stress that the most important is to be happy with a positive mindset and feel great about ourselves instead of keep thinking about how other's people look into us.
actually there is more and more valuable lesson can learn from that book but i had forget most of it when i trying to recall back now.

however, i don't think much people will realize the important of "living in the present" (including myself) because it is too common for us to believe that we will still survive tomorrow and will have a very long time to enjoy our life.
over time, i do know that negative thought will eventually make a person feel depressed and also feel that everything that happening is just a "tricks" where my negative thought can even think that maybe the author just create "fake" a story to get attention whereby is one of the "marketing strategy" to create unique selling point? (OMG think too much? LOL)
anyways, i just using a "fast-read method" to read the whole book in 40 minutes.
perhaps i shall think in a positive way that at least i have "earned" RM45 (cost of the book) today by just finish reading the book as i no need to buy right?

then i continue to read another book which title that "how to enjoy a lonely life" (chinese name forgotten) and just manage to read for 10 minutes since the time was already 9pm for me to watch the Croods movie.
well, below was the synopsis of the Croods movie 2013.
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The Croods is a prehistoric comedy adventure that follows the world’s first family as they embark on a journey of a lifetime when the cave that has always shielded them from danger is destroyed.
Traveling across a spectacular landscape, the Croods discover an incredible new world filled with fantastic creatures and their outlook is changed forever.
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during the moment watching the movie, i just feel it is quite nice to watch since i like animation.
maybe it is because the story carry some meaningful message behind such as "looking forward" when the father refuses to go out from the cave when the guy's mission was to follow the "light".

below was some of the screenshot of the movie.

besides, there is one thing that i feel quite "fake" might because the character drop from so high place and being hit by such a big rock also haven die yet.
anyways, you can have a look at the Croods Trailer (2013) as below or the link >>> Here.

overall i would like to rate this movie as 3.8 out of 5 stars because i quite like the story line that is nice if you watch it in a naive and beautiful point of view.
around 10.40pm i make a move from there and arrived back Wangsa Maju at 11.15pm.
finally i reach my KL house at 11.25pm and feel quite tired but still want to write this post before i went to sleep.
at last, i feel that it is true that we need to keep remind ourselves that we are not alone because as you need to think that there is still people who do care.
moreover, even if it's just one person, that was enough to give you a reason to remind yourself that you will never truly be alone because no people will really know who may share the same feelings as you do.
in fact, we must love ourselves first before start love others people and all the good things will eventually come along.
=D

today i woke up at 8.10am.
then i quickly get myself prepared to work and saw my ex-housemate upon arrived Wangsa.
it seems that the hot topic for nowadays was always politics, politics and politics for the coming 13th general election Malaysia.
somehow my friend told me a thing which i don't know true or not because he said that during last time, before you go in the voting place, there is a "person" will give you RM200 for a "filled up form" that is already written "something", then when you go inside the venue, you will be given a empty form to vote, but that time you can take use the "filled up form" to drop inside the vote box and when you go out to pass the empty form, you will be given another RM300 which total up RM500.
anyways, i couldn't comment much about this issues since i just heard from people rather than experience it.

around 9.10am i arrived KL Sentral and went buy some tuna sandwich as my breakfast.
during the morning at office, i just concentrate whatever task that given by boss to settle it before i leave the company by the end of this month.
after that, i just followed my colleague to have lunch at Mc Donalds because some of them want to buy the Hello Kitty plushie (RM9.95) with purchase of any McValue set starting from 25 April 2013.

therefore i helped the colleague to buy one since some of his friend's (girls) want it as there is only 1 new design every week which can be consider as limited edition.
upon back office, i just continue my working related stuff and do feel a bit "helpless" because myself was not capable to create/do such website that suite with the consumer need when see those marketing stuff had been finally confirmed about the placement. ($$ is flying to someone's pocket)

on the other hand, i told myself to have some changes in my life where i starting to find some ex-classmate/old friends to chat rather than waiting them to find me.
it is because if i don't take the initiative to find people, who will take the first move and i keep telling myself that what had past, shall be past because no use think so much as i will be the person who stress in the end.
somehow a friend invited me to go to the Sheffield convo for last year graduate in this coming weekend but i don't feel like going due to "something". (probably still because of a girl? no idea? haiz)
anyways, i feel that only time will be the best medicine to cure everything no matter it will take 1, 2, 5, 10 or even 20+ years right?
around 6.35pm i make a move from office and reach back Wangsa Maju at 7.15pm.
then i have the economy rice there and finally reach back home at 8pm.

after get myself prepared, i just search some information online again.
somehow i feel like meet up with some blogger in real life such as uncle "Twilight" and uncle "Simple" was in my top 10 commenter list because i feel "my time" seems to be "ending" soon.
moreover, i think i shall start from little by little to get used to face/meet people and i shall be thankful to them although there was still others people came to give me some advice about the decision i make in life.
as for MEcoy, i can't meet him up since he is still in Philippines, OC no longer came, LuPorTi in Penang and the rest is a girl as i am not ready yet to meet up with girl in real life.
furthermore, if "something" really happened to me, at least there is still 2 people who know about my present as i just don't know why i "sense" something really not going smooth. (perhaps think to much? positive?)
anyways, i feel it is important to find someone to teach us or give some guide about the things we encounter.

talking about finding someone to teach us, there is a website that help student to find private tutor that nearby their location while people can find job as a tutor as shown picture below. (click image to enlarge)

well, the great thing about the website is that you can see your tutor profile first before selecting them as i just click one of the tutor and it had shown all the detailed information such as the background, interest and mostly important is the exact fee to be paid as shown below.

besides, it is quite user friendly because when you search for the word "spm home tuition" or "upsr home tuition" in the search bar, all the related people who have SPM/UPSR education and above will show out.
another thing i like about it is they have provide the tuition rate guide for parents and students as below.

therefore i believe with their strong database of user, you might able to find a better quality of tutor as the decision to choose is still on your hand.

however, i think they should create a mobile application for it because nowadays people like to look it from mobile instead of website.
perhaps i will become a tuition teacher in future since i saw it is quite a profitable market and most important is you can have a flexible time.

anyways, they had expanded to India and Singapore recently and you can check it out more at Home Tuition India and Home Tuition Singapore page.

moreover, feel free to watch their introduction video as below or the link >>> Here.

later on, i just went to wash and hang my clothes late in the middle night.

overall today i learned something again and realized that there is no need to "please" anyone if they did not like the way i am as our life is too short to think about things that bring us down.

somehow i will still try my best to be who i am and feel proud about myself rather than thinking about those negative stuff.

today i woke up at 8am.
well, i still have the feelings about "refuse to wake up" although it was the last day before weekend arrived.
anyways, i quickly get myself prepared to work and it still left 2 more working day for me to get my salary in this month.
while waiting for the bus, i saw the "internship" guy again and we have some conversation.
somehow he was quite an active person when i saw he seems to know a lot of people just like few day ago but this time is with another group of friend.
after his friends left at the KLCC station for working as a Dior perfume promoter, i ask the same question again about how he able to get to know so many people.
then he just say that he likes to communicate with people and i can foresee he will have a good future.

in fact, what he told me in Chinese word was "有些人喜欢静静，可是无论如何认识多人肯定对你有好处" which means that some people like to be quite but no matter what, the more people you know, the more benefits you will get while he was preparing for his unit trust examination.
around 9.10am i arrived KL Sentral and went to buy the sandwich as my breakfast.
during the morning, i was planning to do my own research since my superior seems like don't care much about what i am doing. (can't blame since i am leaving, no use for them to teach me more right?)
anyways, i was grateful that i was able to work for quite "flexible" time and i was not regret for making this decision to choose full time work instead of part time work.
actually there is a reason i don't feel like doing part time because most of it was doing as a promoter which need to face real people and seems like keep "begging people to buy your thing" with your selling skills.

moreover, working in part time might get cheated/scammed by some agent and there is no EPF contribution if compared with full time work.
anyways, there is no true or wrong when you decide to work full time or part time because you will eventually learn something no matter how good or bad about a company.
during the afternoon, i decided to go to STA travel agency Malaysia to ask about my flight tickets information for next month.
then i quickly make a move by taking monorail to Imbi station.
around 12.55pm i arrived to the Amoda building and meet a friend as shown picture below.

upon arrived to the office, i saw a lot of people and most of them seems to be going to the same place as me when i saw their SHU form.

anyways, the agent just explain the related information about my flight and i hope i will able to sit the latest Airbus A380 flight instead of the Boeing 777 as shown below. (click picture to enlarge)

after that, i just submit 2 the photocopy of my SHU unconditional offer letter, 2pcs passport size photo, fill up the insurance document just like the booking condition information as show below.

besides, there is an additional Dubai stopover optional tour to visits the city and dessert safari but i still thinking whether want to go or not since it would cost additional RM560+ as shown below.

on the other hand, i do feel a bit "dislike" about my friend for "accusing me" something although i told him directly that i dislike "the things" but just feel unhappy during that moment since he was my classmate from diploma till now and he know that i got this blogging habit. (hopefully he don't come see this)
perhaps i start to realize that i might like to doing things alone since no need think about others?

at the end of from the travel agency conversation, i think what was important was also $$ because it is like "no money no talk" and the total fee for this flight+taxes+insurance+others cost about RM4,700 total and i still need to pay them RM4,400 (minus RM300 deposit) by the end of this month.
below was the details of the company and hopefully everything will go smoothly.
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TOUR EAST (2009) SDN BHD (formerly known as STA Travel).
Unit 10.05-10.06, Level 10 AMODA, 22 Jalan Imbi, 55100 Kuala Lumpur.
Phone : (603) 2148 9800
Faz : (603) 2143 3046
E-mail: sales@statravel.com.my
Mon-Fri 09:00-17:00, Sat 09:00-12:30
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somehow i do have a "jelly" feeling when see how other people can earn so much money for travel company.
for example, if you imagine the commission they get for 1 people is RM500, then 100 people go UK use their service means they earn about RM50,000 as a middle man?
moreover, this haven include other's place that they offering instead of the student package.
in addition, this might explain why our country's currency flow so much to other country just like when a student spend around RM30,000 at oversea.
after that, we went to the one of my favourite fishball stall that near Lowyat to have our lunch.
around 2.15pm i reach back office and it was quite a rush most since i using my lunch time to do my personal stuff when i don't feel like going STA agency tomorrow. (Saturday)
then i just continue my working related stuff although my eyes was keep closing as i feel so sleepy.

around 6.35pm i make a move from office and took LRT to Masjid Jamek to meet my sister.
upon arrived at Bandar Tasik Selatan station, i was feeling even more tired when need to walk some distance before reach my sister's car.
while we on the way back home, i do have a lot of great conversation with my sister.
for example, when i told her that i saw a lot of Nigerian at the STA office this afternoon, she also said that she saw a lot of Nigerians that wandering around some hotel area.
then i just said maybe those Nigerians was a "duck" because i heard some friend said before those "lonely old aunty" will "want" (保养) them for XXX service. (sorry if i get anyone offended or accusing them)
another story that my sister share was about some of her friend's experience when they go for plastic surgery treatment which is quite "geli" (gross 恶心) as she said more.

for example, imagine if you heard those "cutting+machine" sound during the "double fold eyelid" (双眼皮) surgery process because that moment you're still awake, just that you don't feel hurt or pain when the doctor is "cutting" your eye's skins which is like washing your teeth process. (feeling so "geli" when writing this)
moreover, she said that if a girl really want to go for a plastic surgery, she need to do a lot of research about before and after treatment process as you need to differentiate the different between Beautician hospital (美容院) and plastic surgery hospital (整容院) and it is strongly recommend to go for plastic surgery hospital because failure rate is lesser compare to beautician hospital.
anyways, i think we should blame the man's fault for causing girls to go for plastic surgery and reduce body weight because people like to see beautiful stuff based on first impression but many people say it is no use to see the appearance (外表) of a person. (including me? 讲一套，做一套 ? LOL~)

talking about beauty, there is a meaningful video that i would like to share which is Dove Real Beauty Sketches although it sounds like advertising as below or the link >>> Here.

the next topic that we talk about was related to politic and my sister suggested me don't talk so much about it because it might cause some trouble to me or even get fine RM50,000 for causing propaganda or misleading information when listened to the radio.
in fact, i do feel a bit really unfair because it is okay for BX to talk bad about opposition but not opposition to talk back about BX just like how those Pro-BX blogger share so much bad news and did not get arrested while those opposition blogger has been arrested and end up in jail.
perhaps i should be happy until this moment for using an anonymous name rather than using real identity because i might get myself into trouble when people know about this.

honestly, i do feel a bit happy when some people use the picture that i make in my Vote for Change 505 post because it can help to spread out some news although is just less than 10 person really read it.
other than that, i feel that people shouldn't blame 988 radio FM for voicing out BX advertisement because every company also need to earn money just like i said before that if BX give you one million for advertising fee, i don't think anyone will reject it.
after that, i just share a sad story with my sister about the "My mom, my hero" post which is about a daughter's tribute to her mother who was stabbed in front of her by some attacker that happened recently.
seriously this is so sad and i don't think i will understand the writer feelings since it did not happened on me.
perhaps we should blame the government for "bring in" so many "banggla/foreigner" to our country or the local business owner for wanting cheap labour.

therefore i can foresee that in long term, those people who have higher education or smart enough will eventually leave Malaysia one day.
in addition, this also explain why "Chinese child" is so expensive to raise nowday when compare with and those olden day where Chinese can give birth to 10 child but not for this generation.
while asking myself, i was hope to have more children as i could but it sounds impossible with current economy as you can see some Uncle said before 10 years ago their degree salary already earn RM2,500+ but it still haven change much until now.
finally i arrived back home at 9.30pm and mother cooked some simple dish as our dinner.
then i went to surf some information online and would like to share the "Now or Never, Do or Die" video at the link >>> Here. (sorry it is in Chinese)

around 10.15pm is the Chan Fong (大城心事) sharing program and below was the podcast recording of the story.
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1) 第一位：Fish～她說自己不開心因為和四年感情的男朋友分開了，她說很難過和不能接受、更不能原諒男友之前和別的女人有染。【陳峰大哥建議她要先去瞭解對方基本的性格到底是什麽人，然後再分析他到底是不是個玩玩的男人；但是自己也要站穩本身的立場】>>> Here.

2) 第二位：阿May～兩年前曾經打過電話來的，她說自從家父過世之後也漸漸令她和家人的關係從原本的不愉快回到從前的融洽了。>>> Here.

3) 第三位：Sandy～家庭問題還有感情問題，家庭的問題是說自己的爺爺四五年前留下了很多房地產的資金給她父親和叔叔平分；結果卻被父親一人獨吞甚至還倒欠大耳窿一大筆巨債最後還演變成父母關係不合。【陳峰大哥認為如果是她父親的問題，她們身為子女的也不能過問太多，但是唯一能做的就是儘量趁機會在一起吃飯的時候多找機會讓他們有機會開口說話或許有機會慢慢舒緩對大家的關係】>>> Here.

4) 第四位：愛玲～她想分享的故事是想鼓勵之前那位聽眾，她希望她可以通過自己本身的故事堅強面對家裡問題的一切。>>> Here.

5) 第五位：林先生（31歲）～他說他的女朋友今年大約十八歲，和他在一起上班，偶爾也有一些小摩擦，本以為計劃打算要結婚的但是女的家裡人反對。【陳峰大哥認為可能是那個女的還很年輕，還沒有見識夠這個社會和世界所以需要一些時間去慢慢改變，如果可能就儘量給她多一點自由或者放手讓她得到喘氣的空間】>>> Here.

6) 第六位：阿蓮～她說她弟弟（37歲）經常不做工還向家人和母親要錢，每次一拿就是過萬塊為此令她母親也很失望；她們不知道要怎樣幫助這個弟弟才能令他學會自己經濟獨立和長進點。【陳峰大哥一口氣就回答她說不能繼續這麼縱容她的弟弟了，否則永遠不會改變什麽甚至也會害了他】>>> Here.

7) 第七位：Mandy～工作上的問題，她說和同事之間無法相處融洽和親近，她自稱可能自己也並不是太會看人說話和兜圈子，很多時候可能是一時大意得罪身邊的人。【陳峰大哥建議她不用太介意別人的閒言閒語，還有處理事情也不用太過於著急和追求最好的成績與表現；同時也不要抱著輸不起的心態去面對所有事情、凡事平穩按部就班的跟著次序走】>>> Here.

8) 第八位（最後一位）：Jessie～她覺得自己的小孩子很難教，她之前接到學校打來的電話認為事態嚴重開始覺得有些擔心了，據說她孩子的在學校好像有威脅和勒索同學要錢的可能，她本身也不懂問題到底出現在哪裡。【陳峰大哥覺得這是道德的教育不夠深入，還有父母也要負起全責重新看緊孩子的行為，同時也不能給孩子看太多大人的電視節目】>>> Here.
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somehow i suddenly fall asleep while listening to it but luckily i still can listen back tomorrow.
the moment i woke up again was 1.30am and don't feel like sleeping.
therefore i just start to write this blog post while listening to Hatsune Miku song although "the feeling to say bye bye" keep coming.
seriously i feel that life is too much information to read and sometime it is great to don't know so many thing as it can make someone stressed up.
anyways, today was a World Intellectual Property Day which celebrated on 26th April every year in order to promote discussion of the role of intellectual property for encouraging innovation and creativity.
well, i do feel that blogging seems to be not helping much for me to improve my English level because sometime i don't even understand what i am writing and it sounds "super broken English" like i am still in my secondary level. (how to find someone to teach us for improving our English?)
overall this whole weekdays i had been sleeping almost 4 hour+ daily which make me felt tired easily. (what miracle energy that keeps make me writing? no idea)
>.<

today i woke up at 12.40pm.
somehow i still going through the same weekends lifestyle where i will be wake up around afternoon.
besides, i was worry that i might end up being having the "same life" when i did not work for the entire month of May since there is still 2 more working day to go.
during the afternoon, mother have cooked some simple dish as our lunch.
after that, i just continue my "surfing internet" lifestyle as i still haven plan what to do for today.
well, i just listened some "father related" things and can't really say much whenever he go for the MXA politic program.
guess i shall respect what he want to do as i shouldn't say bad things about him since he raised us up and i don't want to cause some argument that spoil our relationship just because of political view.

while thinking deeply why i have such "anger" when he go for it, it seems that the answer seems like if the MXA got give him benefits such as printing those banner ads, i feel it is okay but the truth is a NO.
maybe this can explain the reason why so many people "anti" the BX might because they did not get any benefits from it.
for example, let's say BX give you RM1 Billion to approve the Lynas project, will you accept?
well, at first you might NO because it will cause a lot of side effect and harm more people but what if they can guarantee you and your family+anyone related to you will get a lot of benefits where you can even migrate to other's country after finish the contract, will you accept again?

as i grown older, i feel it might be true about why some people said that "everyone has a value" (每个人都有一个价钱) because sometime money can really make a person go beyond their rational thought.

furthermore, everyone has the rights to support any party that they want.
therefore i feel that it is useless to vote any party because most of the people will fight for their own benefits instead of think for other's first. (or maybe i am the only one in the world who had such a "selfish" thought?)
guess i shouldn't have this kind of mindset when i recall back the "Dying to be me" book that i read from Kinokuniya bookstore during Wednesday saying that if everyone has the same negative thought, it will eventually lead the world become like that which explain why so many bad news happening nowadays.
after "analyzing myself" from day by day, i keep asking myself "why, why and why" i still having those negative thought despite i am trying to become and express more positive thought.
well, it seems that the answer was because there is a lot need's and want's that i haven satisfy and as long as this kind of "demands" have not meet, i will continue whining more.

in addition, it is bad to think that "why i have this weakness, why i so sucks, why i did not have this and that" which something i truly know it is useless to think.
the positive way that i should think of was "never look at what you have lost, always look at what is left with you" but this thought need time to practice it as it will not happen or totally change in one day.
moreover, i should think that in a way that "maybe i am rich in my own world" such as having food, shelter, and healthy body although there is so much voices outside saying that people who have such thought is un-productive/useless in society (没有上进心的男人) or people who did not seek for improvement.
perhaps i shall have the Poorfag Chan mindset in order to be more happy.
anyways, please don't take it seriously about what i am saying as i just express my thought without thinking much and don't want to get any trouble for myself regarding some of the political view.

besides, there is a funny video where i would like to share that is "Sad, Sad Larry" which is quite "funny" as shown below or the link >>> Here.

during the night, i went out buy some "Roti Canai" when my mother cook some curry chicken as our dinner.
after that, i make a move from house around 9pm because there was some stock clearance at Klang Parade and my brother told me about the Hush Puppies (HP) slipper that i want have great discount.
upon arrive there, i went to buy the slipper and was thinking whether want to join the HP membership card for RM12 when there is an extra 5% discount from the 30% discount.
anyways, i did not join their membership since i feel not worth after buy the shoe for 30% discount.
then i went to the Maybank ATM machine to set the 3rd party transfer limit to RM5,000 for paying the STA travel agency.

finally i arrived back home at 10.20pm and feel quite tired.
then i went to take a nap for about 1 hour+ to get myself energized again.
when my sister told me about her baby story that she had admitted at hospital after having allergic eating some egg, i just feel that it is not easy to raise a baby as there was some unexpected cost such as the medical fee for admit in Arunamari hospital was around RM1,100+ but her baby did not buy any insurance.
therefore this might explain why some Chinese want to give birth to have only 1 children nowadays instead of having many baby when compared to "" community.
besides, i just saw the Advertlets had invited 300 bloggers to watch the latest Iron Man movie for free as i feel a little "jelly" for not having the opportunity to watch it.
anyways, i think what my sister say quite right that "only people was too free will only have time to write a blog" which somehow reflecting myself as i was nothing much to do other than express feelings everyday?
before, i end my post, i would like to share an interesting picture about "What if she was the one" as shown below.

over time, i think i had missed a lot of chance to have new relationship due to i am afraid to approach more girls after i failed to chase someone.
however, i hope i will have some changes when i travel to UK next month and everything will turn out to be the most happy moment in my life.
=D

today i woke up at 12.25pm.
well, i was awakens by a friend's call asking me whether got to go my ex-classmate SHU convocation day at One World Hotel.
however, i just became a "liar" when i told him that i don't know about it and it just feel quite "sucks" to lie him especially he was one of my very close secondary classmate for almost few years.
moreover, i had missed his LJMU convocation yesterday which make me feel bad for missing it.
over time, i feel myself seems to be getting no where especially i promise to give myself one year to forget "something" and do feel a bit disappointed when reading back that post.
after that, i went to have some "Cha Siu Bao" as my breakfast.
during the afternoon, one of my relative came to visits us and gave me some UK advice.

well, there is something that need to be take note such as buying a moisturizer to prevent skin itchy, bring empty bottle when arrive airport, put a ribbon on the luggage to differentiate with others bag tags, bring some clothes in hand carry bag and must always carry the passport with you no matter where you go.
besides, i also heard some story about the Romania when you travel to Rome-Italy because they was very poor when the European Union "open the border" which i not sure what's that means.
what she said was you must be very be careful because there was a lot of poor people will snatch your belonging in a group although it was in a daylight.
another story was about the Gypsy people about how they trying to steal her things when taking shuttle bus at UK where they will act in a group of a whole family.
somehow i do feel a bit pity for them if i was in that situation.

somehow the UK police can't catch much of them as they might feel more happy because they will get free food in jail rather than need to steal.
anyways, i don't really understand much now since i never encounter it or know the full story or it.
overall her advice was don't simply take anything that is too good to be true such as a person want to change a £50 with a £20 note with you or you see some money drop in front of you and don't ever misjudge any person based on their appearance because some people is very professional in pretending.
for example, a lady that dress up very nice also might become a professional thief when her friend encounter at the Vetican about the Pope trip.
well, i just feel that i should be grateful where i have people who willing to help and share their experience so that i will not fall for the same mistake.

after that, she also share some great information about many fake/imitation product that exist on the market.
for example, how to see whether the Scott emulsion is fake or not is that if it has a layer of oil after the usage, it would probably a fake product because the genuine one will not have any oil.
another was about the Hazeline snow and the benefits of bamboo salt but i had forgotten about it.
besides, it seems that my uncle will publish his aviation book throughout his 45 years of flying experience very soon which is fully supported by Air Asia and i do feel proud of him as usual.
somehow i just feel that this might be the final goal of life which is creating something that bring value or inspire to others people for being a successful person.
around 4.30pm i make a move from home because will be back KL to finish my last 2 days of working life although i still feel "stress" for every Monday meetings.

during the moment at car, i was quite agree with what my sister said when comparing Malaysian people with foreigner people as our mindset is totally different.
for example, most of the Malaysian people will focus on $$ first rather than passion because it is like "no $$ no talk society" especially in those Chinaman company but this won't happen much in foreigner country as they was focus more in passion and much of them would not buy fake product or download musics.
in my opinion, i feel that we can't really be like them because most of us is not rich as them just like i say before that if you have RM10,000 salary per month or all your basic hierarchy of needs has been reached, would you still cheat/robe/steal from others people?
however, there is still pros and cons working in UK such as the employee has been heavily taxed in order to support the poor which explain why some people no need to work also can get money from government.

around 5pm we reach the Baby Cottage that near Puchong gateway because my sister want to buy some baby product and i just feel their business seems to be very profitable.
after that, my sister fetch me to Asia Jaya and i reach KLCC at 5.55pm.
then i walk to Pavilion using the skywalk and it took me about 20+ minutes to reach Juice Works Pavilion around 6.20pm.
well, i just got an envelope from them and the they had just launch a new product called as Tofu Magic as shown picture below. (they know my identity~ guess i still want someone know me but not "someone")

somehow it still reminds me about the blogger invitation during 1st of December last year where i have the change to understand more about how it's works and the founder vision/mission statement.
besides, i still remember that Miss Sycookies was the most beautiful girl in that events. (LOL)

anyways, below was some details description of the new Tofu Magic drinks and inside the things inside the envelope was quite cute.
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Breakfast has always been the most important meal of the day. It provides us with energy and power to start up our busy life style. Tofu has been known to be the natural source of protein that provides energy to those who consume it. With a full mixture of tofu, banana and muesli, Tofu Magic is definitely perfect for those who are on the go and in need of a perfect filing breakfast. Having mango, low-fat vanilla ice-cream and sorbet, Tofu Magic is not only healthy and filing; it absolutely is delicious and will definitely tickle your taste buds! Each recipe is created with a minimum of 3-5 servings of fresh fruits and vegetables for you to fulfill your daily requirement of 8 servings a day. If energy is what you require for your long day at work or at play, this cup of healthy goodness is healthy and wise choice for you.

Ingredients: Tofu, Milk, Bananas, Muesli, Mango, Low Fat Vanilla Ice-Cream and Sorbet
Retail Price: RM12.95 for Midi (450ml) and RM13.95 for Power (600ml)
Availability: Available at all Juice Works and Juice Works 2Go outlets.
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after that, i walk to Fahrenheit 88 and have my dinner at Sakae Sushi because i like to eat sushi.
somehow i feel that the Natsu set was quite worth to eat for RM17.90 as it include the Chuka Hotate, Sakae Chawanmushi, Yaki Gyoza, Rahmen and i order another 2 plate of salmon as below.

after fill up my stomach, i walk around that area and some event happening such as Kakiseni festival, Pandashop and Parkamaya that will opening soon.
around 7.15pm i make a move from there and walk pass Sungai Wang to reach Lowyat Plaza to survery some laptop before i make my final decision.

upon arrived there, i just feel that nowadays many shop owner hire those "Bangla/outside foreigner" to sell their laptop which explain why so many Malaysian people jobless since most of us want higher salary.

after surveying from Thunder Match and All IT shop, i still undecided what to choose and went to another to get some information.

in the end, i still struggling whether which to choose as there is 3 more spec that caught my attention when compared to last week as below.

well, the guy just told me don't choose Fujitsu because they is no longer have supplier as you can't see there is no new Window 8 Fujitsu PC which explain why it is so cheap when i ask him about the AH532 model.
while i was plan to leave Plaza Lowyat at 8.30pm, the weather was raining heavily but i quickly run to the Times Square because want to settle something for my Umobile plan.

somehow i just saw there a new events happening there where the Umobile is launching the latest Samsung Galaxy S4 and they hire a lot girls to promote the product.
as i reach the customer service center, they told me that the system was down for changing postpaid to prepaid and asked me to come back tomorrow which make me feel a little disappointed.
around 9.05pm i reach Imbi monorail and take to Chow Kit station.
upon arrived there, there was a guy asking me whether back on the same journey when i was "stopping" for taxi as we can save some cost if back Wangsa together.
well, we do have some conversation when at the car and i just realized he was also a Tarcian student and still studying for Psychology in Advance Diploma where he will be going LJMU next year.
perhaps this was my first time to know that Tarc College have such course.

in addition, i feel it is good to know about it when he share more details about his course although i feel there might be not much demand for psychology because we still haven a positive mindset about it since when we heard about someone go for psychology treatment, he/she must be crazy right?
around 9.50pm i arrived Wangsa Maju and there is a lot of people waiting for taxi.
finally i arrived back KL house at 10.25pm and it is quite tired.
somehow my room mate ask me to have dinner with him since i will stay until end of this month.
later on, i still haven pay to STA because face some problem about the Giro Interbank Fund Transfer by Maybank since i was uncertain about something.
at last, i would like to share a meaningful picture about "Fake friends believe in rumors, real friends believe in you" as shown below.

perhaps i had think too much regarding the "Rich" thing because i feel the definition for a rich person is to have few luxury car, few bungalow property, can afford to spend 4 figure per meal and have at least 10 million in bank in order to be consider be rich.
anyways, i was totally agree that happiness is the greatest riches in life and hopefully everything will go smooth again despite i still feel "stress+depressed" about something.
Cheer Up + Be Happy !!!
=)

today i woke up at 8.05am.
frankly speaking, i don't feel like saying this "thing" but it has been "haunting me" since i woke up until now.
therefore i feel that there is no need to "hide" or pretending that it never happen.
in fact, i shall think it with a positive way although it is quite "sexy"? (please guide me)
well, this "sexy thing" was actually about a dream that i had which is the "girl" that i like long time ago was been hugging me tightly when i just woke up inside that dream.
then when she told me that she love me silently while still on her sleeping mode, i just kissed in her cheek but suddenly she woke up and pushed me away hardly until i fell off from the ground together with all her friends that appeared out of sudden nowhere in that dream. (sorry it might sounds weird just like Inception movie but i can swear this feelings was so real)

therefore it just leave me a "sad" feeling after i wake up due to this thing which might probably too "lonely"?
sometime i just wish it was some other character just like those "JAV" movie would appear in my dream but it seems like something was still "haunting" me after my so call "love story" has been ended so long ago, not even started. (maybe the more i don't want to think, it will keep appear?)
over time, many anonymous blogger and some friends has keep giving me advice that "Only TIME can cure everything" which i keep bear that positive attitude in my mind, but i don't feel the same just like others and keep cheating or even "humiliate" my own feelings everyday.
for example, i will keep on tell myself that "aiyah, this kind of feelings is not real lah, the reason you keep remember was only because you can't get her heart mah, so it is not call as love loh, you understand what is love meh, you just need to let go only lah, so many girls out there scare what" and others more noise.

somehow i start to feel a little "crazy" for myself because it is always like i keep talking with myself where i might go to seek for psychology help as my soul seems like been "raped" upside down.
on the other hand, i feel that maybe i just want someone in reality can care about me, that's why i still have the energy to blog everyday because i knew at least there is one person will truly read my story. (but i afraid i might leave this blogging world very soon when i was in a new relationship because i might no longer need it due to no more lonely?)
therefore i feel it is true that why someone said it is good to have a partner to be with you in your life rather than staying alone because if you imagine that when you wake up, got someone that you like say "I Love You" early in the morning, of course your day will be full of happiness no matter you are going to work or doing anything right?

however, i feel myself was a person who was quite "bias" because i seems like don't appreciate much about the people who currently in here just like Mrs Anonymous when she send me an email as below.

honestly, i really like the email you send me but i had a "sad+selfish" thought where i wish that how great if you're the girl i like in that email but sadly it is not. (maybe i did not even have the "heart" to give myself a chance to get to know you?)
furthermore, i think the major problem here is i keep discover my own weakness rather than focusing on my good side which cause me feel "sucks" about life.
around 9.10pm i arrived KL Sentral and went to buy the Cheezy Tuna sandwich as my breakfast.
upon arrived in office, i continue to write my working report as usual for every Monday meetings although it was still 1 more day left before i leave this company.

after i finished my stuff, i went to settle my payment to STA Travel agency.
however, i had failed to send the payment because the limit for default transaction limit is RM3,000 per day and it says that if you like to increase your transaction limit, please select Transaction Limit Maintenance.
therefore i would like to share a guide on how to set Maybank Transaction Limit Maintenance for 3rd party account transfers and interbank fund transfers as below. (click picture to enlarge)
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1) Login to your Maybank account and select Accounts & Banking > Transfers > Transaction Limit Maintenance as shown below.

2) Select the limits that you want for Interbank Transfer as RM5,000 as an example as shown below.

3) Request a TAC number and it will send to your phone shortly as below.

4) Success change the limit of transaction after you key in the TAC and click Confirm button as below.

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after finish setting the limit, i was in a high alert mode because it was my first time to transact quite a large amount to someone account.
so i just fill in the require step where it can treat as my future reference if the transaction is Failed from Maybank to Public Bank new Firo interbank transfers shown as below.

seriously i was checking their account number and see almost 10 times because i worry i will transfer to wrong person and it require 1-3 days to clear the payment since it is interbank.
somehow i do have a "unhappy" feelings came out of sudden when pay it and guess i was over worry for something that did not happen just like the first picture of this blog post.
around 12.30pm i followed my colleagues to have our lunch at Mayflower food court and i the butter chicken was "so so" only since the Prawn "Ho Fun" noodles did not open for today.

upon back office, i was still nervous as usual when come to the meetings and i just presented whatever i contribute to the company.
well, the Japanese boss seems to be just "okay, okay and okay" only for the any things that i said which might because i am leaving soon.
as the meeting end, i just feel so relief and a do feel a little happy.
while looking through some "social networking" site convocation picture, somehow i can't "hold" myself and login to "an" account to saw some of her convocation picture.
however, i just feel so contradict when i "want to see" but end up "emos+feeling" down and asked myself that "so what can you do when after saw those picture+ex-classmate group picture?" and the answer seems like just make me felt speechless.

perhaps i couldn't face the "ugly truth" about myself in the end for all things that happen. (为了顾着自己的感受，不想被伤害或误会，我可以变得绝，放弃了很多朋友，也没有必要解释所发生的一切，走回自己孤独的路程，成为现在的Lonely Reload部落格)
throughout the evening, i just keep listening to some Japanese song and i liked one of the song that title "Prisoner Of Love" by Utada Hikaru as shown below or the link >>> Here.

around 6.35pm i make a move from office and arrived Wangsa Maju station at 7.15pm.

then i have the economy rice as my dinner and went to cut my hair at Mocco studio but i dislike the guy because he seems like "angry" when cutting boy's hair.

finally i arrived back home at 8.10pm and get myself prepared.
somehow i start to feel sleepy and went to take a nap.

the moment i woke up again was 11.15pm although i did not set alarm.
at last, tomorrow will be my last day of working and i had planned to go to KLCC to read/buy some books probably using the BR1M voucher at Kinokuniya and try out the latest Tofu Magic drinks from Juice Works using the free voucher.
guess i shall be more happy that i finally confirmed to go to UK next month despite so much thought has been running through my mind for this year which maybe i am too over worry about something that haven happened yet.
all the best to myself and thanks you all for keep giving me motivational + positive advice.
in conclusion, i feel that the only way to improve or learn something from mistake is by facing a lot of failures although i was not very sure about it until i really reach the very end of my life.
=D

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