well, i just missed the bus after getting myself prepared and quickly took the "taxi" (cab) to work.
anyways, i am able to make it on time to reach the office.
during the morning, i continue to do my own research and some task assigned by boss yesterday.
around 1pm we went to have our lunch at Sin Kee restaurant but i did not talk much as i don't know what to say since i leaving soon.
upon back office, i continue my task and still feel very sleepy but keep told myself to stay awake.
when i was quite boring during the evening, i find a friend to chat and felt that it is so true that it is better to find someone to chat rather than thinking alone about "why no people find me chat?" when i was bored.
somehow i do get a lot of information when chatting with friend but trying to control my "jelly" feelings.
for example, when a friend say that his salary is very low but it is higher than me when compared with other friend, i just feel that there's no need to compare with people just like the advice post from yesterday.
however, my "jelly" feelings seems to be increased when my friend shared some story about his friend who earn RM50,000 every month by selling some "niche" product on his website and driving an Audi TT car.
perhaps it is because when i see through the website and linking, it seems like nothing special but who would really know that kind of website can earn so much money.
moreover, i think the reason why i feeling "emos+down" may because i did not start any e-commerce business other than complain/blame how "sucks" my life was although it is consider okay.
another reason why i felt so might be due to wasting a lot of "website traffic" just for "emoing" rather doing some productive/earning activity such as writing sponsored post and others making online money method.
over time, i feel myself seems to be "changed" in term of hoping to make some extra $$ online such as selling 728x90 ads space and writing sponsored post although my main intention for blogging was purely express feelings online instead of earning $$.
in addition, i don't feel the information i share can be helpful or not to someone as it sounds meaningless especially when i using an anonymous identity since not much people would really care. (i am coward?)
somehow i can conclude that blogging in this latest trend was same like those Facebook page which is just a marketing tools to create awareness or some promotion for some new brands.
therefore this had explained why blogging is dying nowadays due to the social media power such as FB.
besides, i think it is so true that you need to find yourself the answer about how to do anything no matter is it create website, apps or open chicken rice shop because not much people know.
honestly, my feeling now seems to be want to "run away" with the 40K to start own business instead of spending to get my degree because i know i will not able to see or having this amount in few years time because i might requite at least 3 years to save this amount.
after all, no people will really know what will happen in one year time frame right?
somehow i feel it is so true that as long as you hold some money in hand, there will be some "evil" thought keep coming and "distracting" what i felt just like the due date to pay the UK related course fee coming soon yet i do feel a bit reluctant to "pay" it. (=.=)
perhaps it is because i have the thought that "maybe if i use this $$ to invest in property", it would definitely get more returns rather than need to work for 4 years only have this amount to pay for housing deposit and no people will really know the price of property will increase until how much in four years time.
on the other hand, i start to feel that over time, it seems that the "cost to express feelings" is too expensive to bear when counting the time+effort i put in writing my "own story" because if i spend this 2 hour to make some useful directory, deals, property, cars or others high demand website, i might be my friend's friend who earn RM50K a month.
therefore i just feel that maybe blogging is something that i really need to let go as it is just a matter or time that i will leave with no more updates when thinking in a long term as it was quite time consuming where the benefits i get was only "express feeling" instead of much monetary return. (prove that as a person get older, the things that he/she want will change?)
somehow i start to understand why so many blogger had quit blogging as time goes by when they finally understand that "their time to quit" has come.
around 7pm i make a move from office and arrived Wangsa Maju at 7.40pm.
then i just have economy rice as my dinner and finally reach back home at 8.10pm by taking taxi.
well, i seems to be having a little "rage" when see about the political news about "Guan Eng: DAP under attack, ROS decision sabotage" as shown below or the link >>> Here.
seriously i wonder what happened to our Democracy in Malaysia because it sounds so "unfair" to the party.
according to Wiki, Democracy is a form of government in which all eligible citizens have an equal say in the decisions that affect their lives, allows eligible citizens to participate equally either directly or through elected representatives in the proposal, development, and creation of laws.
however, this seems like not what we known as "democracy" but it is most into "power abuse" because whoever is rich can have more power to control the media.
perhaps Malaysia haven ready yet for a 505 Change because there is still some people who did not have much education will be "manipulated" by some people and we can't blame them.
this "theory" is same things to some marriage story that i heard which is about a girl married to a guy for over 30 years, then suddenly you told her that her husband cheated her for 30 years, of course the girl will say whatever right/good about her husband until she found out the truth right?
as for business, it is still the same fact that when you use a machine for over 30 years, but one day a guy came told you that you're outdated, you will eventually defend that it is still okay if you do not change right?
suddenly just feel myself "so geng" can related politics with so much other things.
anyways, what i trying to say here is anyone will eventually be greedy (没有人会嫌钱少) one day when get too much power in a longer period as i feel there is no such thing as anti-corruption or cronyism but now we still have a choice to choose.
seriously this coming election might be a history for Malaysian as there is so much new voter and i am one of it for the 13th GE.
before i end my post, i would like to share a meaningful picture from Zenpencils as shown below.
in fact, i hope i can draw like those comic blogger but i seems to lack of design skills.
at last, i wish Malaysia will have a better future although i don't really trust on both "BX or PX" but we shall gave everyone a chance. (never try never know)
=D