I guess the reason why the sore throat infection coming back again was probably due to eating some curry as I didn't drink much water after taken the meal. Actually I did drank a lot of water yesterday when I start to feel to have a little sore throat. However, it seems to getting more serious during this morning. It had started with a minor sore throat, then minor fever, followed by running nose, cough, continued with headache, body ache and eventually tiredness. Frankly speaking, my plan for today was walking to Hillingdon town center to get myself refresh but I couldn't do so looking at my current situation.
After I had taken my lunch, I have some chat with my brother and I do appreciate his birthday wish. For now, I really miss Malaysia so much and he was right that I should keep concentrate improve myself and complete my working resume. During the evening, I took some Panadol (paracetamol) and go to rest. Seriously I don't wish to go to see doctor because it is quite expensive as the fee to seek doctor and get your medicine from pharmacy store is in separated bill. Therefore I hope it will "cure automatically" by drinking more water or chrysanthemum tea.
The moment I woke up again was 6.20pm and I do felt lazy to do my "assignment" although I know that I had been delayed it for some time. In fact, I do agreed with what my cousin say that it is all depend whether you had the determination to become successful because a successful person would not find any excuse and they are willing to sacrifice their time to reach their goal. Furthermore, I do know that there is few thing that is not good to say such as if a person can say something about someone, it might probably happened same to you as well.
Somehow I don't really want to be "对号入座" (self assumption) in the similar situation. However, one thing that I'm very sure is that I had owe my cousin favor "欠人家人情" although she said that I don't need to repay back. Honestly, the feeling of "owe someone's a favour" is not really good to experience although I know I shall be grateful to have such an opportunity. Perhaps in future I shall return back by helping her children if they faced any difficulties. At this point of writing, I did know that it is meaningless to keep repeat the same thing all over again as it seems like I'm just self comfort myself to feel better in some way.
In addition, I don't really have the exact answer for getting employed when I asked myself deeply why I seems to be so happy to work for other people. There is one thing that I think might be true about working for your own company would probably bring more opportunity. Well, you could think critically that no boss could really to have so much capability to do so many thing at the same time without their employer. You can see that those marketer who work for a firm by contribute more new idea will eventually benefit the firm in the long term even when they are being sacked.
Hence, you could see the job market will eventually end up more employer who complain about their work for not getting paid enough (just like me in future) instead of creating something for themselves. (probably due to laziness?) Apparently I admit that knowing and taking action to do something is totally two different things although I know that I'm still living in my own fantasy is not a good choice too. Before I end my post, I would like to share a cute comic picture about power of imagination as shown below.
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