On the other hand, a friend recommend me to join HSBC Electronic Data Processing (Malaysia) Sdn. Bhd.. which is in the Banking & Financial Services industry. However, it could be a telemarketer or back-end job as I haven go through the interview process from the human resource department. During the afternoon, I continue to spend my time finding job and just felt that this could be a life of a jobless guy after graduate from university. Around 4pm we make a move from home and went to Sunway Piramid as my brother promised to treat one of my favourite food - Sushi Zanmai when I back to Malaysia. Somehow I seems to be not having much desire to eat Japanese food.
Suddenly I repeated the same "mistake" again when my face looks quite sad and depress when I think too much. This could be the things that I afraid most because I don't really know how to hide "that facial expression" because I had heard it few time from my previous friends, employer, relatives and now my parents and siblings. Seriously I do understand that no one really like a person with a "depressing" face because it might affect others people feeling. In fact, I had been given a lot of time to train the "happy face" expression and I start to think that this could be a result of blogging too much on the internet. Isn't it irony that I promised to quit writing but still end up doing the same thing over again?
After we had taken our dinner, we went to the nearby shop for shopping. Somehow I do conflicted within myself when convert the Ringgit Malaysia back to Pound Sterling and it seems like not very cheap although I had spend a lot of money back in UK. For instance, I could spend £10 a day in UK but I do felt a little reluctant to spend RM50 for now. Anyway, I ended up bought some shirt for RM50 and a Santa Barbara Polo & Racquet Club shoe for RM160 after 50% discount. Honestly, not much people will understand this kind of feeling as I'm using the remaining money that I left from Maybank as my HSBC account left RM23.59 balance. How could I ask more money from parent as I'm a grown up and graduated?
Besides, I start to have some commitment to repay such as the loan, medical, insurance and others when I get my job. In fact, how could I blame anyone other than myself to make the decision to further study my advance diploma in Tarc to a Degree certificate for E-commerce and marketing in Sheffield, UK. Well, only myself would ever know the "intention" behind and suddenly felt a little not worth and stupid in someways. In fact, it seems like a wise decision for not attending my primary friend's wedding when I saw the picture from social media that she went there too. Hence, I admit that I might forever end up with avoidance if I don't willing to overcome it. While I thoughts back now, it seems like I'm the one who stupid for not going.
Perhaps a "liar" really suit me well for not able to accomplish a good career although I had promised not to say negative things about myself. Furthermore, I did get a little "jelly" when I saw a lot of couple walking around as I might ended up as the "Lonely Bachelor" as shown below or the link >>> Here.
Anyway, I shall follow what my brother said that "wait you have a career and job first, then only start to find girlfriend" and girls might eventually come to you when you have "money" in someway. Besides, I start to have some superstitious as I might find the Chinese Fortune teller (算命师) to predict my future although I don't really know what is the side effect. (@.@)
Upon arrival home, I continue to find some job in the jobs portal website. It seems that I am facing a dilemma whether want to find a job as a fresh graduate or continue with my previous online marketing position. It is because I was planning to join the banking industry but I'm not sure whether I'm able to persuade other people to borrow loan. For instance, you need to find people to borrow RM30,000 to RM100,000 and your salary will increase from the amount that you manage to handle. In addition, I'm not sure whether I am capable to join the management trainee program as I could become a personal banker or relationship manager in the banking field.
Well, if I wish to go back in e-marketing field, the current available choice was Garmin, Zalora, Nandos, Akemi, Rakuten, Watson's, Reebonz, Openrice and others more. Most of the job require knowledge in social media and improve website awareness in the market. Apparently I just realized that Adecco is a human resource consulting company that is also known as recruitment agency as they offered a lot of job but it is for the client. Somehow I still remember one of the advice that I received was to join the SAP job but it was totally unrelated with what I study now unless I want to study it all over again. At the end of this post, I'm still wandering around jobless and do felt a little ashamed to mention that I'm a degree holder, yet I'm still jobless in someway.
(Self Expenses note: RM261.30)