well, believe or not, i just got a weird dream that i have score a high marks for my Entrepreneurship paper.
somehow i just feel to start worry because there might be a bad thing when it is too good to be true.
anyways, i feel quite worry because the final exam result will be release on tomorrow at 8th February 2013 as it was a "countdown bomb" to me.
after that, i went to use my PC as usual to seek for news information and update those links.
during the afternoon, one of my mother's side relative came which is my uncle and we decided to have our lunch at the nearby Klang "Bah Kut Teh" (bacon meat soup) together with my father.
well, i just feel the soup was quite salty and a bit bitter as shown below.
then he also teach me some skills to serve the tea (泡茶) as i was a newbies.
besides, my uncle say that "Bah Kut Teh" is the worst taste he ever tasted when compared with others place.
in my opinion, i just feel it is "so so only" since i seldom eat this kind of food much.
however, the staff seems to be "nervous" when my uncle keep say the food is not nice and caused him to think my father pay RM50 but it is actually RM100.
somehow i do feel quite "funny" as eating outside also can have such "story" to tell.
during the afternoon, i just spend my time reading the book that i had borrowed from the Tarc Library few day ago and i still reading the first book as there is still 3 more books.
well, i would like to share something that make me quite "butthurt" again because i still haven doing anything useful to my journey of success.
the details content of the explanation from the book was shown below.
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If you are not succeeding in what you want to achieve, it is because you are thinking or analyzing too much about what you should do instead of just doing it. Well, you have no one else to blame except yourself as it is your fault. It is just like my fault for being poor and working a job i hated. I choose it - no body pointed a gun at my head.
Everyday you choose what you want to do with your time, your day. No one forces you to work a job or be poor. I know this is hard to take, but it is the truth. I am not saying you should not take your time and plan what you are going to do, but once you have decided what you are really, really tired of being poor... then make the plan and take action ! Then do not stop but follow your plan until you succeed.
Basically the world is divided between 2 kind of people - the doers and the talkers. A talker usually complains, blames others and justifies his or her situation. Be a doer, success comes to those who take what they want by doing something right that gets them closer to the goal each day.Even if you made a wrong decision, doing something is still better than doing nothing because this is how we learn to be better!
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somehow i do feel quite "emo" when read something like that because i know myself was quite a lazy person.
after that, i helped a bit to take care my sister's baby while my mother was doing something.
besides, my mother tole me about her last time story when celebrating Chinese New Year as it was the most good food (丰富食物) that she can eat every year.
it is because last time is not same as our generation where people eat chicken and other meat time was only at big celebration moment instead like now that we can eat everyday.
actually i do "analyze myself" nowadays because i seems to be too FREE as i can even talk about the "Kopiko" sweet bar as shown below.
besides, father have bought some "Bah Kua" (肉干) which is known as dried meat and i enjoy eating it as shown below. (guess it was the food that i liked most during CNY)
then i just continue to read the book for self improvement before i go to work for the upcoming job where i will start at 18th February.
during the night, i just don't know why my heart keep "pumping" faster and faster.
around 12am midnight, one of my ex-new classmate phoned me that the final exam result had released and my heart suddenly feel so "high" and super nervous as i thought the result would be out at tomorrow 10am.
anyways, my parents was just around me and it is time for me to face my result.
during the moment i "clicked" on the "College 2012/2013 December/January Examination Results" inside the Tarc Intranet, my heart almost came out as the page is still loading.
then i finally feel relief to see my final examination result as shown below.
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ABDM5234 ENTREPRENEURIAL SKILLS B-
ABDT5134 STRATEGIC MARKETING & DECISION MAKING B
ABMF4024 BUSINESS FINANCE A
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although it is not consider a good result, but i am happy that at least i had pass it although i feel a little disappointed it was so close to get a CGPA of 2.75 for Merit but mine was only 2.7164.
after that, i just send some "thank you and appreciation" message to my tutor and lecturer.
well, i would like to thanks Mr Roland for his for ES, Mr Loh for SMDM, Miss Michelle for ECM, Miss Sharifah for BF and finally Miss Soh for asking me to repeat my semester.
actually i not sure whether it is necessary to repeat because i heard a friend said the teacher also asked her to repeat and she rejected but in the end, she still can resit the paper.
it is because if what my friend say was real, i no need to resign my work last year and ended up wasting my time to repeat?
anyways, what has past shall be consider a past story.
perhaps i should look at the bright side that at least i have know new 100++ friends from 5 different class as my case was quite special.
therefore for now i finally cleared my advance diploma in E-commerce and Marketing at Tarc College but this does end here.
it is because the next stop would be Sheffield Hallam University at United Kingdom to get my degree as i seems to have waited for almost 1 year.
frankly speaking, i really don't know what's i am doing last time to fail my exam (probably think too much about the girl i liked? no idea) and now i can say it was a totally useless to think it back.
in fact, i do know i might missed one of the most important moment with my ex-classmate when they're at UK that time because they're still my friends after 4 years had passed.
so if i going to UK this year, it would be surely have "missing something" as i will join new classmate.
suddenly i feel to write some Chinese sentences but lazy to translate to English that is "有些事情，错过了就是错过了，无论你如何挽救或哭，已经是没用了，因为已经没有人在意你是否真心或假意，很多时候我真的很想回到过去，可惜一切都太迟了，如果时间可以重来，我一定会好好珍惜和朋友度过的欢乐时光" and just hope that there will be no any Tarcian Junior had follow my mistaken footstep in life.
on the other hand, the financial part for going to UK have two option left for me which is borrow from parents/siblings/relatives or Kojadi loan for RM40,000 but the interest is very high.
somehow i don't feel like burden my father as his printing business was not good too and had downsized to some other place.
before i end my post, i would like to share a trending video about "Hello Kitty on the Space" as shown below or the link >>> Here.
well, the reason for the video had become so famous was because it was from a little girl for her 7th grade science project about the effects of altitude on air pressure and temperature at Cornerstone Christian school.
anyone here want to send a "Doraemon to space mission" with helium balloon? (maybe we can be famous too?)
regarding the "Why Do Men Find Prostitutes" that i wrote yesterday, i just feel there is no definite reason for it because it is full of possibilities.
however, what would you react/do if one day you saw a "prostitute" appearance/face looks so similar with the girl that you liked long time ago? (any guys here can answer me?)
one thing i think quite true that if have a "super strong heart" to resist/anti prostitution, you might not get yourself involved in it. (who knows i am hypocrite too? LOL)
=D